I want to help

Why won't I just speak out my mind when I have the Chance but entities don't want me to

I wanna stand up for my community and if possible for my country but I'm scared of being killed

I ain't even scared of being killed but being forgotten

Only if you know what and who you would fight for is advisable to fight

Even if the people want to remember you the entities won't allow

What soldiers value is their name, not really their life and that's why they love dieying at war

I want to carry the nation on my soldier and I don't need to keep guns before I do

I want to be remembered even if I die so I choose to be good

Being able to help is what makes me happy most