All that ........

All that I have learned, Things I see,The ones I feel ,The one I had,Those that I have never have (that I'm still running after)

The one I won't ever have (that I still pursue) The ones I want,  the ones I gave out, the one I receive back, the that's still pending to receive, the one that is still pending to go out from me

These things are what made me what I am,  who I am, what I wanna be,  what I would be and the the hell I would become.