The Ghost Of Her Memories ❤️

Every day I told myself that I'm already okay.

But when I close my eyes and feel

what's inside me

I'm still not fine

I'm still bleeding

I'm still hurting

I'm still longing

But when it comes to love how can we probably say That we're completely okay

When every day is a journey of

fixing ourselves.

It's like walking on the fire of pain

And always a moment of healing

That every time we feel okay

halfway

Then we remember the memories

Boom!!! The wounds reopen

The pain is refresh

And then we start the process

again

But the scenario keeps on happening over again like a cycle It's not easy to face the process of forgetting and moving on From the best memories that

suddenly failed

The process is kinda sadistic

It's like touching our wounds over and over again unintentionally Not because we don't wanna

move on

It's just that a loving heart

Isn't that easy to forget that special person

Who was once became the biggest reason for our happiness

The ghost of her memories Still haunting me all the time

Even I told myself to stop

I just couldn't help it

Her memories still live in my mind

And in my heart

Even though a part of her memories

Keeps on hurting me

I just couldn't hate her

I will never destroy the shape of my heart

And the way I give my love out of

I will endure everything in the name of love

hatred and grudges I'm always ready to face the

Whenever I chose to enter the

gate of love

consequences of it

I've been hurt, betrayed, and

cheated so many times

But I never give up on love Love is something that so precious to me And I'll forever believe in the magic of it Despite all of its mysteries

behind

The ghost of her memories

Kills me in the silence of the night

I missed her, yes I do, a lot!

I just close my eyes and hug her in my imagination

Praying at that moment

That she's not feeling cold out there

Because I used to protect her from the coldness of this world

By the warmth of my love bursting like a fire

From the purest part of my heart

The ghost of her memories

Is something that I wouldn't regret reminiscing

Though we didn't end well

But we still had the best days together

And those beautiful memories are always worth remembering

Wherever she is

I always wish that she's being

loved and cared More than I did in the past with her

Even though she did what she did

She will never be bad in my eyes

Sometimes life has its twist and turns

And I believe that sometimes we

are all victims of a situations

That we find it so hard to get out

We're trapped somewhere and

it's too late for us to go back

Because the situation already

drown us deeper

From my heart, I already forgive her

Hating her is such a waste of time

In this time of chaos

Love is something that

Keep us together!

Keep us stronger! Keep us alive!

So, let's always keep the flame of

love burning ..💕

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