Messing With my head

All I had in my mind all this awful world, this world keeps on messing with my head. It changes me, sometimes I feel like giving up. This life is so hard, no money,no love for me yet some people get this with little or no effort. It's so painful to see some people eating , when some haven't eaten any. It's a feeling of despair. It comes and goes in waves like they say, but looks like mine is here to stay. It's difficult to keep up with the rest,so much pressure. I'm just tired.