As soon as I left the class, Nila came in front of me and said, "Brother Rashed, I have been waiting for you for a long time." It takes so long to do your class. Why does this girl stand like this every day? You don't have a class? Hmm? Get out of here. Where will the girl be scared, but she comes closer and says, brother Arif see how I feel in this dress? I sometimes know why I treat him like a child. You look like Petney. Go home. That's why I keep walking. Nila started walking backwards showing mild anger. Suddenly he will take out the lollipop from the vanity bag and start sucking and will hold one in my hand. Are you a baby? You're reading Honors. Nila's face is sullen, Am I too young? Running around campus all day has become his habit. Very ordinary girl. Everyone in the crowd recognized him. I am studying MBA.
And Nila is only Honors 1st year. Nila is the exception where everyone is afraid to talk to me. If he was not around me all day, he would not have another day. There is not a day that goes by without Nila Varsity. Rose stands in front of my department by the rules. Well brother Arif I am you very irritated? Yes, burn it. You are 8 years older than me. Everyone laughs at the matter. Yes, I have. All right, I won't burn you anymore. You will understand the day you will not stay. He is very arrogant. But you can't be arrogant for long. Just stand in front of the department on a daily basis. Well brother why do you neglect me so much? Am I too bad to see this girl? Let's see what is in hand? Hmmm, this is for you. What is it? Ehh, can I have that kid or that toy? You take it Suddenly Nila threw it out of her hand and left. I'm surprised. Was the girl really angry or not? Suddenly I noticed for a few days that Nila was no longer waiting in front of my department. I was happy in my mind. The girl is very irritated. Oops. Thus seven or eight days passed. I don't see Nila anywhere. I know how the inside of the oops book was capped. I know why I am in so much trouble. I don't even have his phone number. I don't even know the address. I searched for him all over the campus. But I couldn't find him anywhere. Suddenly Rakib came and sat next to me. Dude, do you know anything about the incident? Nowhere. Don't you know Nila? Which one? That girl from the physics department. By then my chest was capped. Yes, what happened? I heard that the girl was raped a day or two ago. She's a rap dude !! Who knows, she was raped and left in front of the house. Attempts were being made to cover up the incident but everyone knew. The case has been filed. I can't stay calm anymore. The inside of the chest was twisting and twisting. Tears welled up in his eyes. I can't stay calm anymore. Dude, do you know his home address? I took the home address from him to their house. A neat house surrounded by a wall. I entered their house with great difficulty. My eyes are stuck in the pub window. Nila is staring at the sky for a moment. Her eyes are swollen. A face full of fear. I have never seen this Nila. There were tears in my eyes. Oops, why am I in so much trouble. The door of Nilar's house is installed from inside. Her parents are sitting in one corner of the yard, looking at the sky and crying. The next room looks like his reading room. I stepped forward slowly. A diary on the table. Neil Molater. Every page of the diary is written only about me. I tried to read a page, How much i like you I love you so much. Why do you neglect me so much? You will understand the day I will not be there. One day you will not get more than my love. Oops, I can't. It looks like a sack that encloses with a drawstring. There has never been so much pain. I'm just crying. How many times I knocked on the door of Nilar's house. Open this blue door once. Look, I'm here. Why don't you come in front of the department? I am waiting for you every day. I miss you so much. Open this blue door once. I don't want to miss a moment without your boyhood. Nila does not open the door. One time I failed and came back. Nilar burst into tears. He ran to the window of the pub. The flood flooded Nilar's eyes. Crying loudly. I was going to say something but could not. Repeatedly stuck. Nila could not say anything. Once the evening came closer. I have to go. Sometimes people don't want to go but people go Is. By then the darkness had thickened all around. Walking along the front path. And shedding tears. Why is that, what was his fault? This society, this country cannot give security to a girl !! A lively, ever-smiling smile lingered along the path. Darkness descended all around. But one day this darkness will disappear and a new sun will rise. We may all be enlightened in that light. But will a new sun ever rise in the darkness of Nilar's life?
I read the text, but the biggest impression on me was left by the photo of the mountain.