you might said I am the dumped person on earth still living with the person who shuttered my heart into million pieces, yes maybe I am, but I have my reasons why I have to stay with him, there are many reasons refusing me to leave him, firstly we have three beautiful kids who are very in touch with their dad, secondly he is responsible father he loves our kids so much despite of what he have done to me I still see the bright side of him.
The most fact why I could not leave him its beacaus I don't wanna see my kids broken, when I become a mother I already accept the fact that my life isn't about me anymore I keep in my mind that I will give my kids what life they deserve. I don't care if I suffer pain or I am unhappy as long as my kids are happy with their dad. So I emabrace the pain and live with it, I do believe time will heal my wound.. I know we all have different insight about life, but for me my happiness isn't a matter anymore what matter to me is my kids happiness