My marriage three days later. At the wedding
I don't like it at all. I heard the bride
Many Islamic minds !! In front of someone
Does not come out. How about me with him
To think that I will spend my life
The village is disgusting !! Marriage father
Being like mom. I also like that
Have a girlfriend or a girlfriend
But there is not. Something like that
I have never been involved with.
But I will find a life partner that was my dream
With whom the whole city by rickshaw
I will go around wearing a blue sari,
There will be red roses in Khopa and me
I will read blue Punjabi. Damn !! Everything
Coarse sand. The girl or hands, feet
Ya thick socks without socks
Don't go out. What awful !! Like this
The parents liked the girl. Them
I can't even say anything on my face. Of
Dad is having a stroke twice.
Father's wish to be excited
I sacrificed myself.
The marriage is going on at home. Mine
The younger sister is upset. He is like that
Or accept the girl as a future
Don't want to take. We brothers and sisters are silent !!
When we are married, we mean more
My wife was put together then
I fell from the sky. This is what I am
I'm watching !! Is it my wife or ghost !!
Does anyone wear a veil at a wedding ??? It's weird.
Absolutely with hands, feet and socks in marriage
Covered from head to toe. I mean
What ??? Mao gadagada happy to see! Of course
Some of my relatives have already punched Kana
Has started. I heard the girl's name
Aisha. What a rustic name!
Basar is not wanting to enter the room.
The bridesmaids forced their way in. Going
I see him sitting with a 20 cubit long veil
It seems that there is no veil for the bride
Coming to see
- Here it is. Can the veil be removed? (I)
- (No response)
- It's okay to sit like that. I
I fell asleep.
- (removing the veil) Assalamu Alaikum.
- (I thought I would see the full moon so much
See new moon)
- What happened, Salam did not answer
That ??
- Walaikum Salam. Now I sleep too
Tiered.
- Let's pray 2 rak'ats of nafl prayer. And
I give thanks to God.
- Listen to this girl. All these dishonesty of mine
Doesn't feel good at all. Do whatever you want
Don't force me on anything.
I really like being bullied
Karina.
- Ah. Yes, well.
After a while I looked back and saw him
Standing in prayer. The girl
Ahamri is not beautiful, but one
Not bad.
*
I woke up in the morning at the breakfast table
Let's go. Immediately the village came and appeared-
- Assalamu Alaikum.
- What does it mean to greet again and again?
Everything !!
- You for the Fajr prayer
I called but 6.
- What ??? I'm not telling you these things
To do ?? Dhyat sakalatai soil !!
I called my mother and went to the breakfast table-
- Ayesha's mother did everything today
Zahid. (Mother says with a smile)
Hearing this, I also want to put food in my mouth
Not doing. Sohana got up and left.
Aisha is standing with her face dirty.
I have a light breakfast and go to the office
Went.
Eating out lately
There is no desire at all. Rustic girl
Hand cooking is very good.
Then why to tolerate him at all
Can't !!
My father died 6 months after the marriage.
Mao did not live long in that show.
My family went down in mourning
Shadow. Sohana and I all day
I'm out. Back home at night.
Ayesha stays home alone all day.
Once my friends took the deposit
To come to my house. Not Ayesha
Letting them come home
Let's go. I when my friends come
Ayesha ran to open the door
Go to the bedroom and from the door
Knocked. Entertain my friends
I'm calling to do but he
The door is not opening. Hear my cries
My friends also came and started calling. When
I started pushing across, breaking down the door
He then opened the door.
I was not surprised by what I saw after opening the door
I was more surprised than he was
My friends. Aisha's head
Dhaka !! I was very insulted-
- What do these mean? Why are you wearing a burqa?
In the house ?? Open now !! Open mine
Give breakfast to friends. They hope so much today
He will see you coming and you
Are you doing this ?? (I)
- I won't go out without a veil. I'll have breakfast
No problem but that's the way to go.
- What's on my face? I am yours
Husband. I will do whatever I say.
- Of course I'll do whatever you say
But not by disobeying God's command.
For my friends that day is no longer him
Didn't say anything. Sohana is in a lot of trouble
I persuaded my friends to entertain me
To do. After friends he left me
Many mean such a rude (according to him).
To return to the path of God from life.
There were a lot of fights that night. Angry
I put my hand on my head at one stage !!
He sat in Jainamaya all night
Cried !! Even then I have a little Maya
No.
Let's continue on Ayesha from then on
There is my physical and mental
Torture !! Ability to endure so much oppression
Sometimes I am surprised to see.
Even then one day I got divorced
Did not want The opposite is true of his family
I used to have a good reputation. I am his ever
I didn't do or say it with his mother
Used to say.
In the meantime, my job suddenly went away
Goes. To continue with the father's pension money
There is a family. To marry Sohana too
Will. I am very depressed about all this
I am suffering. Aisha comforts me
Gives. The foolish girl told me the Qur'an
Listen to the verses.
He used to say-
God says
“Allah enlarges the provision for him
Wishes for, and limited for what you want
Give the amount. They are in earthly life
There is joy in the hereafter
In comparison, the life of the world is very insignificant
(Surah Ar-Ra'd 13:28)
Even if I don't work, Allah is the Sustainer
Give. He used to listen to all the ridiculous words.
My head would get hotter hearing this.
I would leave the house in anger. Sarah
I used to stay at night (club) !!
*
One day I came from outside and saw Ayesha
There are a lot of people sitting around.
- I will give you a happy news today.
(Ayesha)
- My good news again !! Huh. Tell me what
Tell me.
- I'm going to be a mother. (Head in shame
Said lowly)
- What? Is that good news ?? Nonsense
Where !!
- What are you talking about? Bought wants to be a mother.
And you will be a father too. What's more
Could there be good news ?? (Crying
In a low voice)
- This is not good news for me at all.
Another in the world of lack !!
Sohana's marriage is also to be given now
Couldn't. He is happy to come
With the news. You won't keep this baby.
Come to abortion tomorrow !!
- I can't. It is a gift from God
Deposit. I am an infinite God
Who will kill Niyamt ?? In pursuit of scarcity
I cannot commit such a great sin. God
He said- “You are yours for fear of poverty
Don't kill children. I am
We provide for them and for you,
Killing them is a great sin. (Surah Bani Isra'il)
16: verse 31). I can't God
To disobey the order.
- What on the face. Wisdom in words
Give me ?? At this moment I kicked
I can finish it by killing. But
I will not do that. I'm three of you
I gave the time of day.
After saying this, I left the house.
She didn't abort so almost me
I used to beat him. Late at night
I used to wake up crying
She is sitting in Jainamaya and crying. When his
Eight months then he told me one day-
- Sohana at the boys' house lately
Brings when you are not at home.
I forbade him to touch my village
Picked up today. (Ayesha)
- I'm surprised at your courage. You
My sister's name is infamous to me
Are you doing ??
Saying this pushed him to the ground
I kicked randomly. She
The pain is excruciating. When I saw
The whole floor was soaked in blood then
My tonic moves !! When to call Sohana
When I go, I see a boy
Intimate from the outside to the house
Entering !! He sees me at home at an inopportune time
Gets in trouble !! A little while ago I was mine
What a disgrace to slander in the name of sister
I did a job !!
I ran and took Ayesha to the hospital. This
For the first time Ayesha moved my insides
Woke up! Awakening of latent feelings for him
Hall. This is my first love for him
I felt. I felt it through my eyes
Ajre water is dripping !! I understood a lot
I have done a great injustice to him !!
The doctor said the condition was very serious.
Looked at me with sharp eyes
I wanted to know the reason for this
Doctor. Shame I say nothing
I just couldn't say "I can't say."
My unspeakable torture on Aisha
Maybe he noticed. Ter
Power is all about Ayesha
The marks of my injuries on the body are clear
It's on !! I felt very uncomfortable.
The operation will end and I will run
I went and hugged my wife and apologized
I want. I will shout “Prachanda
I love you Ayesha. You me
Forgive me. I know he's me
Will not return After a while the doctor
He came and stood in front of me with a dirty face.
And for what I said at all
I was not ready. The doctor said mine
Or a beautiful girl.
- You mean, like, saltines and their ilk, eh? (I)
- Sorry mother to save someone
Couldn't !!
I couldn't stand it anymore.
*
Aisha's body cried a lot
I did. I shouted “me
Don't leave me alone. Please come back.
I will love you so much. Me
Give me a chance. Didn't hear me
Talk !! That night Aisha had a dream
Let's see. He is telling me with a smile-
“I will wait for you.
Without you, I will be in Paradise
Don't worry. I promised. Don't cry anymore
I have a lot of trouble. For me
Please. And you repent. ”
Then I went to the mosque and cried a lot
I do. Imam at the sound of my crying
Mr. came.
Asked because of my crying.
I said everything openly. He said
Allah says-
"I punished them before the severe punishment
Of course, I will taste the light punishment
So that they return (with remorse)
Comes. ”
(Surah As-Sajdah 32: verse 21) This is
So for you so that you
You can go back to God.
- I was involved in alienation which is mine
The wife did not know.
- Allah says “(It teaches) that,
To your Lord
Apologize, and repent to Him
Come back, then he's one
Good for you until an appointed time
Let life enjoy content, r
Grace to every person worthy of gain
He will be blessed with His bounty. ”(Surah
Hood 11: verse 3)
- I used to drink alcohol !!
- God said
“The person who does evil or
He wronged his own soul, then
He seeks forgiveness from God
GOD is Forgiver, Most Merciful
(Surah An-Nisa '110)
- I've done more heinous things.
- Allah further says-
“He accepts the repentance of His servants
Does, forgives sins and He knows
Whatever you do. (Surah Ash-Shura 25)
- Aisha guides me
It meant a lot to take. (Crying
In a low voice)
- Allah is the owner of guidance. Someone
Can't guide anyone. He
Said-
“The one you love is rightly guided
It is not God who can show it
Wants to lead honestly,
He does good to those who are guided
You know. (Surat al-Qasas, 56)
Then he explained after repenting
And sin cannot be involved.
Suddenly one day two days after Ayesha's death
I heard crying at night.
The sound of crying from Sohana's house
Was coming. Go and see Sohana
He is sitting in Jainamaya and crying loudly.
What happened when I asked ??
He said
- I'm dreaming of a future brother !! She
Standing in a very beautiful place
There is. He tells me, “Now is the time
Sister. Come back to the path of Allah.
After a while I see Daudau
Burning in the fire. Someone is listening to my screams
No. That's when I woke up. Understand me
The rest is not what the dream was. I repent
Brother, I have stepped towards sin
I will not increase.
Hearing this, I remained calm
Couldn't. Brothers and sisters cry together
Broke down !!
# A few days later, Sohana became a religious person
I married the boy. And that
I left everything today to serve the mosque
Engage yourself. And wait
I keep counting the hours with my beloved
Staying together in paradise.