Help me

Can anyone tell me why love hurts so much?
I can't handle this pain anymore,
Life has become chaotic.
I am devastated.
The reason I'm in so much pain is that she's fine, so why can't I?
Someone help me, what do I do now?
I can't think of anything.

I'm in a lot of pain, but I can't tell anyone.
I don't want to live anymore,
I think only death can save me from this pain.
I want to cry a lot, But my heart has turned to stone, my tears have dried up.
Please advise me, what should I do now?
My life is coming to an end...