You have a name. Everyone calls you by that name at home. Your parents, brothers, sisters, relatives, all the people in the neighborhood.
That name has been written in the class attendance register. People write letters to you with that name. Many of the writers of this letter express their deepest thoughts by implying their names and names. Your mother is a very careful and cautious woman. His sense of smell is very sharp. As soon as he reads such a letter in his hand, he can feel it with the sixth sense, there is combustible substance in the inner paper. He immediately burned the flying letters in a gas stove. Sometimes a letter comes into your hand through your mother's watchful eye. You are a very motherly girl. You can't even dream of disobeying your mother in any matter. Even then, you can't be as cruel to those letters as your mother. Because, you know, you're old enough to receive a letter. The letters that fall into your hands, so that your mother does not even notice the slightest, so try to save the meaning while taking a bath in the bathroom. Most nonsensical letters, full of nonsense. You know many of those who wrote these. You meet many people on the way back and forth. After reading this kind of illiterate letter, you get angry with yourself and your body gets confused. Even after taking a very good bath with perfumed soap, an unclean feeling, an uncomfortable feeling continues to work in you. A sick feeling overwhelms you.
Sometimes such a letter comes, after reading it, just like throwing a rock in the pond, playing ripples, your mind also starts breaking waves. This letter writer seems to know you. The sight of his eyes, the expression on his face became visible in the letters of black ink. You keep feeling very unhappy yourself. Cover yourself with a serious cover all day long. Even though your mother is a strict woman, there is a kind of fear in her mind. He kept counting the mistakes in his mind. Because your mental speed seems very incomprehensible to him. He is worried about your future.
Now let's talk about your name. Everyone knows you by this name. In the office where you work part time, everyone knows you by that name. You were given an appointment letter in that name. At the end of the month, your money is billed and the check is deducted. Listening to everyone, a realization has taken root in your mind that your name has become an integral part of your being. The two angels named Keramun Katebun are sitting on your shoulders, writing on invisible paper, in invisible ink, all the good and bad things you have done all day, tuktuk next to your name. Those angels have got such an invisible net next to your name, your good and bad are trapped in the spider's web like mosquitoes and flies. If you wake up with a wave of sweet thoughts in your mind when you see a handsome young man, that very good thing in your mind will have to be caught on the radar of angels.
When you die, when your lifeless body is covered in a white shroud and lowered into the depths of the earth, you will not be able to escape by tearing the net of name. Two terrifying angels will shout your name in a terrible voice like a young thunderbolt. You have to wake up from the silence of death. Once upon a time on earth you lived with a human body, tried to love people with the warmth of blood and the fever of the heart, greed arose in your mind when you saw unattainable beautiful objects, the angels will pull everything out of you after interrogation, nothing can be kept secret. You have to explain to the world what you saw with your eyes, touched with your hands, kissed with your lips, in a word, why you lived, how you survived. If the expected accountability of the angels does not come out of your mouth, then it is time to hit the cut-throat. Stay, I want to scare you in advance.