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@Natsu 18 June 2022

A big thanks to dear @Talecharm... people here in this platform are fortunate...thanks for sharing your blessings 🥰😘

@Natsu 17 June 2022

Bully! You really makes me down I just read an article about bullying. It makes me remember those moments that I'm being bullied also. I've experienced this when I was in elementary and highschool. The worst time was in highschool but let me first share my experience when I'm in elementary days. That time I was so hype pupil and I love to stay at school since there are alot of people there especially our the same age pupils. Playing is one of the favorite activities when you're in school age. I wish to have a class everyday. I really love schooling until one day it change my mindset because of this bully classmates. I can still remember how he dominate the situation over me. Everytime I got mistake to him even if just a minor he will tell me that I should pay for what I'm done. Even just an unintentional touch and push he made me obliged to pay my snacks to him. Actually, he is the eldest among our classmates. So, that time I only bring biscuits and three pesos for my snacks. Imagine how cheap our snacks before. The three pesos and my snacks where not be mine cause my bully classmate will grabbed it at me. I'm just so small and I can't start a fight. I'm just so silent that time cause I'm afraid and hesitant to talk with my parents. That all of there given snacks to me wasn't mine. That time, everytime I woke up early in the morning it is in my mind that my snacks and three pesos will be automatically collected my bully classmate. I became demotivated that time. My mother try to asked me what happened cause he noticed that I'm not like as before. So, even though it happened to me I just force myself, that time everytime the bell rangs I didn't have the excitement as before. Bully classmate I don't have something to eat or buy. The bully classmate always taunt me. He always try to start a fight through pushing me away. I just reluctant on what he initiate cause I know I can't win the fight. I surpassed that grade without any taste of my snacks cause all of those was automatically given to my bully classmate. How ignorant I am before like I couldn't contend those bully guys at me. To think of I'm afraid to have fight or even quarell. I short I'm just so afraid. So I better to be in silence. That's what I'm thinking before that I shouldn't want to engage in any problems. I try to endure those pain despite of all, some of my classmates already witnessed that, infact they asked why I gave my snacks to him. I just responded : I'm just so small I can't fight with him. There are so many pathetic experience during my school days I just shared with with what the most highlighted. I can imagine that time if that incident will happen today I can assure that I can fight with him. Right now I can think that I'm different as before. Not to brag but I started to exposed my musculine aspect. I try to lift heavy objects. And try to developed my body into a rough one hehe,..that time I'm in highschool. It's quite different when you're physical appearance is more stronger. You'll have a less chance to be bullied by your classmates. I was so eager to change my gestures and the figure of my body through that there's no one can bully me. But there are still classmates who are bully despite you're not likely to be bullied. I try to approach that classmate but his bravery isn't genuine cause when I seriously approached him he doesn't show any movement to fight with me. Instead he just smile with a hesitation gesture. Ahh,...haha...duwag naman pala...This is the end. Thanks for reading. I can't just cease sharing this cause I remember this, so better to share my experience through this platform.

@Natsu 16 June 2022

A boring life yet we need to sacrifice It's Thursday. How are you guys? Do you still have a good time or day? I just went to market this afternoon around 5pm trying to have some snacks. I missed street food. I missed it's delicious taste especially my favorite Isaw na may spicy sauce, vinegar. It's one thing that complete my day. After that I decided to went back home cause of some house chores. You know that's the life of the eldest among the siblings. You're being pulled with responsibilities. I just can't leave my home without helping my parents. Infact I didn't went with colleagues enjoying the free hangout. I didn't experience that cause I used to be at home that making pleasure things. You know what it makes me feel my conscience when I'm enjoying while there are people suffering cause of works. I can't take that for so long. I just want to help my parents so I can enjoy life. This is plan, whenever I've job, maybe I could have some leisure time together with friends. But right now I'm still studying I should reprimand myself not to engage first with enjoyable things. I don't want to enjoy while my parents are working. Well, it's not bad at all to have pleasure but it is in my mind that I can't fully enjoy when there's something bothering me. It's our current situation that I can't be reckless with my actions. I should first focusing on my study cause I know education is one of the key to uplift from puberty. My parents always tell me that I shouldn't be in one dimension. Like, I should also try to treat myself. When I heard those words, I shouldn't engage that cause it might be the start to ruin my plans in life. Once tasted always wanted. I easily distracted with those pleasurable things and once I engage that activity, I'm out of my focus like I tend to be a negligence than to be responsible. See how vulnerable I am. I think whenever I had my permanent job I could have some enjoyable things. I'm not talking about drinking alcoholic drinks. I'm talking about exploring and traversing another place. Have a good vacation together with family and friends. That could make me feel good like I'm temporarily free from stress. I always want to have that kind of moment. I really want to free myself from anxiety, stress, sadness and any negative thoughts. It's the thing that I'm wishing to have. I know there are those people who suffers from great agony. That's why they are hesitant in indulging vacation time. They tend to just focus on their problems than spending time with other people. They are more practical they don't want to waste time, instead of enjoying things they've just want to have a significant day to end. They want something to do every single day pass. That's how I think also. Instead of roaming around I prefer not to engage such things cause willy-nilly things may not be change if I don't take any steps. Final thoughts As a teenager, I've developed my sense of accountability. It's because I've saturated with some instances that I need to prioritize than anything else. It's my study and helping my parents that push me to sacrifice. I know there people who are the same with me. Well, as me for it's not anymore difficult to adapt such way of life cause the technology intervene us. Thanks to the advent of technology we were be able to cope and learn things by just our own. I can say without gadgets my life would be twice boring than before. The existence of gadgets help me alot especially when I got bored I just search entertaining and other educative videos. It really helped alot especially when it comes to study.

@Natsu 15 June 2022

God's perfect timing vs your willingness to happen a certain things Hey what's up people! I'm getting fascinated with the folks seeing their content. Some of them really had a good article. As I've read some of there content it seems you can count that there's learning after you've read their articles. It's one that I'm indulging some of it. Learnings from them are just so precious like you don't have to buy a book just to read a realistic story. Here in read you just tap the red button and that's it you can read as much of you want. By the ways it's just my introduction guys. My main topic is to share again some questions. Hopefully you can relate and connect some of it. So let's start. Time or wealth? Can I have both. I need time simultaneously money. Time can't be substituted with anything that is valuable. Time is just so precious. It's one thing that a relationship required. If you don't have time to your partner both of you might decide to give up. It's one of the dispute matter. For all you know time is indispensable. When a person don't have given you the time you can perceive that she/he doesn't love you or don't value your relationship. Time is just so important, if one really loves a person he/she sacrifice no matter how hectic is her/his schedule is. No one can cease him from making a way just to have a good time with the partner. Now let me asked you does it really need to give time to someone just to prove that we love them. Yes, we need to give time to them, maybe not in frequent manner but just alternate schedule where you can have the free time to talk. Wealth might be important than time to some cause they literally ignoring from being controlled by other people. They just focusing on how they can maintain their wealth or increase it. Well, there are people like that and typically they are business owner. I'm not generalizing but as I observed some of them really have devoted to their wealth. If we want a happy life we should consider that those things have their limitations. Everything have their time. Wealth can give is convenient life and immeasurable pleasure. You can have earthly things but just buying what you want. Money can buy temporary happiness but can't buy genuine love. Time is precious and can't be own through wealth. It needs a process and deliberate motive of a person who give time. God's perfect time vs your willingness to happen a certain things. Many of us are so hyper when it comes to the things we want to happen. Our desires towards a certain things to happen might give us the courage to obtain certain things. Example: You want to finish study so typically you have to strive and study hard to obtain a diploma. What if you end up quitting in studying and you have just forgot your main goal. You end up building a business until it became popular and have the alot of franchise. It means God out you in other field where in you are the boss of your own little government. See, don't worry if you failed in achieving goals. Maybe, God has a perfect moment and time for you to have such triumph in life. God knows the best for us. But you end up thinking why are other people who really strive hard and try to seek higher things but they just end up dying. Maybe God knows what's the fate of a person we do not know what God's plan is. I'm just happy that despite of being bombarded with problems I can still remember God. Maybe good allow me to suffer from excruciating pain because he knows when I felt that way I can call his name and pray to him. Sometimes our willingness to happen a certain things, some of it doesn't really happen cause God don't want anybody in jeopardize. So, I respect what God's decision.

@Natsu 14 June 2022

We hope that BCH will have it's biggest comeback What's up people? How are you today? I think most of us are really shocked with the BCH price right now it it only had 150+ and we might expect that it would continuously diminishing. Hope by next month it will just surprised us that it could pump up. I was so regrettable about holding my BCH earnings. I badly need it since I have something to pay for my review. I accumulated $40, it's a huge help for me right now cause I'm just paying my fate during my review schedule. Definitely, my expences are just so huge like I can spend 200 or more in just one day. It will just bother cause I really need to write here for my allowance also. This platform has alot of blessings. It helps me especially paying other expenses and other debt. Infact I've already pay half of the payment for my review and that's gonna be a good help for me. My parents keeps also on striving just to give me and my sister's needs. My sister will have face to face this coming July. I that would be more consumable since fares, rent house, and other goods are really high in price. To support my parents I try to strive in publishing at one article per day not other. This platform help alot especially in financial while I'm at home temporarily this time. I just can't find part time job since there's no available in our place except this platform who really help me alot when it comes to financial support. Right now I have only $14 dollars, before the price still higher. I'm just waiting that it would be higher but I was wrong cause, starting the month of May it consistently diminishing and as of now 1 BCH is equivalent to $124.70, this is so shocking what happening to this crypto. I wish this could be higher liker before. I can't convert this into fiat since If I'll do I would be losing $26 and its big deal for me cause I'm just a poor person who utilize even the smallest things that I think it could contribute to my financial struggles. I will wait for this. Hoping and praying for the biggest comeback. How about you guys do you still converting your earnings this month? I think you'll probably in hesitation cause if you do you'll have the biggest lose ever. I'm not saying that majority of us are converting there are also like me that still waiting that it would be pump up. I don't even sending my earnings for almost one week cause I have the hard time reaching even $2. Like, I need to publish 4 to 5 articles before I can earn $2. See how hard for to earn that amount but still I just wait patiently for that cause it has helps me especially maintaining my internet. Connection to social media and other websites are one of my daily routine. I need to go there cause I want to gather reliable information. I don't have books to have my reference cause it's expensive. I just surfing and finding information for my review. It really help me cause it's free. Although I'm vulnerable to someone fraud transactions and information I still need to read every single information that I've gathered. There might have false information so better to re-read again any statements. To end this article, I'm just so fortunate cause I can still publish content albeit I'm a bit of busy. I just need to manage my time, so typically I can publish my draft late at night and that's gonna be the best time to make content since I don't have something to do. So, I hope you guys are praying that one day the price will take over of what is the current situation. Alot of individuals are worrying what if one day it will just became zero which seems possible but I hope it won't.

@Natsu 12 June 2022

Think before you click Hello folks! I didn't publish content for two consecutive days cause I've alot of task to accomplish since we have our lecturer from Bohol Island. He talks about the recent update about the Philippine education system. He just delivered faithfully his thoughts on that topic and I appreciate it. Anyways thats not my topic for today. It's talks about how hard life is when we encounter struggles of financial matters. Life is so hard when we have no income especially here in our time. The 21st century people have dependent on their income. The year 2020 - 2021 has a lot of bad experiences. Pandemic really give a worldwide problems. That year might give us both lessons and perception in life. People don't have jobs. Especially those jobs that are not so important amidst COVID. Other businesses like restaurants and Malls has been ceased to operate excluding those businesses that provides essentials. Money is somehow difficult to find and to obtain. We need to strive hard just to earn money. Some people don't want to work hard instead they made alot of misconduct. They used online platforms to deceive other people. Let me tell you about my story. I was about to order a phone on shopee. It cost PHP 2000. I'm so happy that time cause the delivery boy knocked our door, informing me that my item had arrived. But before I opened the item, I just told the delivery boy to hold on cause I want someone who can witness when I open my phone. Good thing he gladly waited. As I open the item wasn't congruent with the item that I've ordered so, I just asked the delivery boy what to do. He just tell me that just return the item cause it can be refunded. I'm so sad that time. What if the seller didn't want to return my money? It's just so painful if incase. The delivery boy told me that I should capture a photo for evidence. He also told me that I'll just approach the nearest J and T office. I went there and asked the incharge and she just tell that. I should contact first the seller to return and refund. So, I messaged the seller and asked him to return and refund the item. Good thing he allowed it. After, that I refunded with my funds. That incident had alot of realizations. I've learned not to trust immediately to sellers, especially those people who who posted a cheapest item where in the equivalent of the original item to the store is quit expensive. I just immediately grab that with thinking. That's the wrong that I've made. So, I realized that I should not engage such suspicious items. Money is so important to us. We can't buy anything without money. We should think twice and deep if we engage such strange activity. Think before you click. We should responsible also to our balances cause one wrong move it might results to nothing and that's not good to hear. It's painful right especially your hardworks results to nothing. We can't control other people's decisions. Sometimes people will continually deceiving just to earn money illegally. For me even though you're in great need of money it's not good to just have an easy way to earn money. I'm talking about making stuff that is against the moral principle. Those people don't have the sense of emphaty to their victims. Why are they like that, I mean can they be grateful to what they made? Do they have sentiment to the people who are being fooled? What can they expected after doing scamming? Is there a good future when those people habitually doing deceiving other people? Those are just questions to scammers. Hope they'll regret to their bad deeds.

@Natsu 10 June 2022

A progressive country Hellooo folks again! We are being tight with our budget now. I can feel the inflation and it's making progress I think it would reach the worst. My money gradually diminishing since I've used it everyday for a various purposes. So, let's be grateful even though we encounter crisis in our perspective country since we have faced alot problems. The pandemic is one of the main factor that the economic growth has stopped. Prices are getting high and the job isn't easy to find. Wages seems not have the momentum to increase before but right now the minimum wage received has been increased. I'm just so thankful to hear that news. And I totally believe that it happened. My mom's wage was increase before she just received 1400 per week but right now she receives 2100. Imagine that. It's increase is incredible. And atleast we can compete with the goods and services cause we have now enough additional money. I don't know how much were the urban minimum salary right now. I've hear that it will reach its maximum amount. It's good news for us. Despite of our sacrifices atleast we have given the extrinsic motivation, and this is the way to improve our work performance. We have to work cause there are people who really need you not just for financial but also to company. I think most of you are happy to this news. And it is this administration that allow the minimum wage increase to have a proportional balance within the economy. We are fortunate enough cause of our administration has emphaty on us and somehow they showed us sympathy through helping us. I hope that after this, the new administration will continue support the poor individuals to uplift their life into a meaningful one. Hope that they will generate alot of jobs for us Filipino people will have the confidence and possess competent salary over other countries. It's seems that the last two consecutive administration will have the capability and capacity in giving the right plans for the people. What can we hope this new administration? Well, for all I know many of the opposition try to criticize despite of his generous and polite approach. People blame him cause he is the son of late president Marcos. Despite of all, when he got interviewed he just said he doesn't indulge such negative campaign. He just have a good plan for us. We can expect good governance. One thing that I'm grateful is that he increase the wages of school teachers. And for me it's a good decision and a brilliant thoughts. Why? It's because he wants to enhance the learnings and the foundation of education in the country. It's start with the teacher. The more enough wage for the teachers the more they're become motivated. I think BBM want to produce a competitive individuals that will help our country. To serve the country and enhance the economic life. Technology and science must be prioritize especially it's one of the most important factor that a progressive country has. You know what if we have better engineers, scientists and other products of good curriculum might help alot in building again the NUCLEAR POWER PLANT. I think this is the best way to have a weapon and at the same time a source of energy. If we have the nuclear energy countries who plans to invade us might hesitate to their plans. It's one thing that I've perceived once a country possess this those bully countries might not look down us. The foundation of this is to strengthen the education system.

@Natsu 9 June 2022

The last question that makes me startling Hello folks again! I can't imagine that we've almost half of the month again. It seems days are approaching. We can't even thinking that it's Thursday right now. That's life,it's inevitable. Time approach fastly. Now what's my thoughts for today. I have the hard time again making content. I think the best way to generate ideas is to have questions again. Pardon me! If consistently making this as my alibi. ***What does it feel in chasing time?*** I think it's makes me uncomfortable especially when I always look at my watch. I got irritated when I saw that time is so slow. Why is this? Why does time seems to be slow when we are working or on duty. I really want to skip the days or hours just to diminish my work on duty. Well, I'm just a part time job worker. I made my side in restaurant or food house. I got bored especially when I there's nothing that I can talk. I have company in my work but I couldn't relate what they're talking about cause most of a time they talked about profound relationship. Something, adults issues. I can't relate cause I'm just a teen. I try to looked the watch but it seems I need to work for 5 hours. Life is so tedious and arduous. You need to sacrifice just to earn money. ***What are your plans for your parents?*** Well, this thoughts has alot of perception. We have different experience and perspective about our parents. Other people condemned their parents cause they've just molested when they are child. They are being abused by their own parents. I just can think about this. There are parents who doesn't care to their children. I'm not generalizing but I'm talking about those irresponsible parents. We all know, we've seen alot of news, that abortion rates is getting worst. Like, fewer teen parents oftenly aborted their child. Maybe they just think how precious life is. In my case, I'm so fortunate for having a parent that so kind and generous. They are really important for me. They are responsible for everything that is needed to raise a child. Even though they're not professional, they strive just to give what we want in life. That why I'm for thankful to them. Now answering to the topic, Maybe my first move is to give them a beautiful house. This what I hear to my parents. They want a house that is comfortable. Our abode now, is just vulnerable and easily destroy by strong storm. Everytime there's a storm we have formed apprehensions where should we went. This is my main reason why I strive to give them a good and comfortable house. Also, I want to give them a significant business that allow to earn despite of their age. I think this is one of the most helpful way to give them stuff to do especially when they reach the age of being old. I think giving ample things like business can help them. ***What food would you wish to eat when you're in death sentence?*** I think this is insane but let's just put this in a serious manner. This idea is serious but if it happens to me, I've rather eat those delicious food. I've hear and read article before a man who was put his fate into a cruel manner. Like he will be facing a death sentence. I couldn't remember what was the cause of it. He was given a chance to choose the food he eat before he died. He requested the most expensive food and meal ever. He eat alot until he feel contentment. From that moment of heaven he doesn't remember his situation that he'll be going to have an electric chair. He just take a relax moment after he finished eat and after he was being punished. That's sad. I can't tell the whole story but i just have to share the main concept. How about you what would you wish to eat if by unfortunate chance you'll be our in death sentence. Well, it's quite impossible here in our country that this will be happen cause there are so many people who are opposing this kind of punishment. As for it's good especially when a person done a heinous crimes just like terrorism and killed alot of people. It must have an equivalent punishment.

@Natsu 8 June 2022

Does your parents allow you to have fun with friends Hello folks! It's a nice morning. This day I'm just going to answer some questions since I'm running out of content. I'm just at home all day like I didn't do anything. It's a question and answer portion again. ***How often do you sleep?*** I think everyone should love sleep. I want to have sleep since it allows our strength to establish again. My best sleep is around 1 pm and I really want to sleep that time. During school days feel sleepy especially when the topic is boring. Being sleepy is irresistible, like everytime I feel this I would like to find a bed. Hehe That's how I am I love sleep. I can still remember when I'm in grade school. It was afternoon when I got slept. It was a class hours. My teacher doesn't woke me up, I don't know why she didn't bothered about me. Maybe, I'm just so tired of listening to my teacher. I woke up around 3:00 pm and that time was raining like heavy rains came upon and it makes me again to slept. Around 4:00 pm my teacher woke me. When I open my eyes she, just laughing at me. "*Sarap ng tulog ng batang to"*. I'm apologizing for what I've done teacher. Hehehe, My teacher didn't woke me up cause she saw me I'm in a deep sleep. She didn't did nothing for me to woke up that time. Well, I'm in grade 5 that time. And that's one of the most memorable moments during my elementary days. ***Do you have any experience about relationship?*** Yes, but it seems it wasn't long last cause we are in LDR that time. Things may blurry and I can't tell if this relationship will last. My partner that time was in Manila, she is working as a call center agent. She has alot of working loads and that cause our relationship cold. That time I have to phone so, we just communicate to each other through Facebook messenger. It's common before way back 2014-2016 and even up until now, it's our way to communicate to other people. We just talked for about 2 hours. We talked about our relationship and she just said we're gonna be separated to each other. That days I already expected what she'll says. Well, I think it's time to free cause our relationship that time was cold. To make the story short she found another one. And that guy who cause us to break. But I accepted that cause that's her decision. It really hurt but we need to accept it. I cry silently that time but I recovered after one month. ***Does your parents allows you to have fun with friends?***Absolutely NO! My parents are really strict. Even in sleeping hours they monitor me. My parents immediately told me when I'm saturated with my phone. They don't want me to just facing an hour in my phone. I thinks it's on your mind that my parents aren't good. No, they are really amazing, they strive hard for our future. My parents give me what I need and wants. Although they are strict but when we think about it they just loving and caring us. It's normal to a loving parents. It's normal to a responsible parents. They don't want me to hangout with friends especially in far place. My parents don't want me to have an over night at a certain place especially when I don't have my closest company. I understand them despite of that. They just caring me like they don't want to put me in jeopardize. That what I'm so thankful to them. We can seldom found parents who is strict but they are really chearful when it comes to my needs and wants. Things that are essentials, they gave that to me. That's why I love my parents. ***What do you think comes after life?*** Well, I base my credence in the scriptures since it tells about the truth. There is a life that waits on us. My parents told me when I'm young that there's a God. We should abide his commandments. There's nothing wrong when we follow God's command since all of those are good. The scriptures tells that we should respect and love our parents. We should love our neighbors and enemies. Well, it's good concept. I really appreciate this.

@Natsu 7 June 2022

Life of a parent isn't easy Good evening folks! Is it me who noticed rusty is getting boring? Like he didn't visit my previous articles. I wish he will back the same as before. I think the price of BCH really matter. When I noticed once the price will fall it affect also the performance also of this platform. Correct me if I'm wrong. Now a days we badly need an extra income. Infact many people are multi tasking just to have a better income to sustain their needs and wants. I'm one of them who strive hard for life. It's not bad if we work hard for life. Billionaires like Elon musk work hard also just to reach their goal. We people are really amazing. Despite of negativities we face, we still prioritizing the importance in life. Being a responsible parents, son, daughter, and etc...,have different level of responsibilities but the most heaviest among all is being a parent. Well, we all know that engagement with married is not an easy decision. You might be neglecting your pleasure and happiness just to focus on work or business to sustain a family. I think the happiness we have depends also what we have. The family is indispensable and can create a great drive to act a certain things. We become responsible individual when we have our own family. The hardest part is when one of the members of the family got sick and you need to find a remedies and medicine. I've once encounter this kind of situation. It's my uncle when his youngest son was infected with UTI. His youngest son was just 5 years old. He didn't expected that it would happen to his son. He is a loving father but he can't control over other circumstances. His son secretly drinking soft drinks. And that cause him to be admitted at the hospital. I've seen their situation like they're really have the hardest time. They didn't know what to do. They are just poor like us. His father find a way just to save his son. He immediately asked for help to politicians and good thing they find help. His son was save. And that could be a great lesson they should monitor their children what to eat and drink. See, how difficult of being a parents. There are alot of responsibilities and each one of those are very heavy. You can count some people to help you. You better to have a good decision when dealing with this kind of obligations. Being a parent isn't easy at all. Thats the real thing that I've learned. I said to myself before engaging this kind of thing I should ensure that I've a permanent job to sustain my family. How about you what are you're thoughts about being a parents? I think most of you here can answer this cause some of you here are already parents. I salute to those parents who really cares for their young ones. They strive for the life of their children. There are also parents here who are making alot things just to earn extra income and I really wish all of you that rusty will visit you articles. Continue for the better life We all know that being parent isn't easy at all. We have alot of obligations. But despite of that when we have a good family relationship we are still happy. A good family is indispensable for us. I mean quarrels and other conflict have the no room. You are so fortunate that despite of poverty you still have a good children and wife or husband. I think it's more than enough. It's okay that we don't have alot of possessions as long a we have a healthy lifestyle and good family members. I think I'm satisfied with that. I'm still proud if I have a good family. For me, I became motivated when my family is good and quarels doesn't exist on us. You're just so fortunate to have that kind of situation. You're poor but still you're happy. Well, happiness is the most important thing. Money can buy genuine love. Genuine love can't find easily.

@Natsu 6 June 2022

"Scars from the past may drag you down" Scars from the past may drag you down It's just so happened that I remember my past, I became so embarrassed. I sfeel I could be melt when I recall my experiences. How about you do you have this kind of thoughts or experiences? We do have alot of experiences in life. Those unforgettable moments that we have whether positive and negative it automatically stored in our long term memory. We don't have the capacity or power to eliminate those incidents that leaves a scars from us. We remember it over and over again. In my case I have alot of bad experiences. One of the most unforgettable moments was when I was a kid. During that time I've done so many misdemeanor problems. Well, I think it's normal to a kid. I can climb highest peak of a tree. Like I can literally climb like a monkey. I don't know why I can do that cause right now it's one of my phobia, it's height. I'm afraid of height. Part I It's so happened when I tried to climb the roof of my father's tricycle. More or less it has 8 feet of height. My father that time was busy about repairing the tires of his tricycle. He has alot of tools. One of those are adjustable, longnose, and etc. I couldn't name the others cause I didn't know their nomenclatures. Those tools are so tough and hard. It can harm also. That time all of the tools are scattered along the ground and it is vertically aligned from where I am climbing. The incident happened when I got slipped from where I stood. I was turn my head and my face hitted first on the ground. I was out of my conscious. My father tells me that what happened. My faced was wrapped with thick bloods. My father got frightened and perplexed. He doesn't know what to do. I just got rashly to hospital because of my mother. My mother seems to have a good condition that time. She didn't let the incident triggered. To tell the story short the blood ceased. Only to found out I have a slight would on my forehead. The wound is deep, like it almost crack my skull. My father was so thankful to God that my condition wasn't worst. It need slight medication and it will heal. After two weeks I was discharged and feel okay. I can finally see my scar at my forehead. I measured it and almost one inch. It's quite large and when I saw my face in front of the mirror it's seems I can't removed the scar even though I'll used the most expensive skin products. Part II My second unforgettable experience, when I was in elementary days. It's the time I'm grade one. I can still remember my teacher was teaching. I got bored and went to comfort room. I slow open the door and it happened a broken sounds shocked the class. That sound cause of ripple effect. All of the eyes was on me, the stared me while I'm holding the door knob. My teacher runs after me and asked what happened. I just said "I don't know ma'am". My teacher's face can't be drawn cause of great angry. She open the CR's door and it shocked him cause there are broken pieces of fragile things scattered all over the CR's ground. My teacher pointed me and accused me for what happened. She just said that fragile glass cost 10,000 peso or $200. I can't afford that even my parents cause we're just poor family. But why my teacher accused me for that incident albeit I didn't enter the comfort room. I was so sad that time and can't spoke like I didn't know what do. I can still remember that I did nothing for that incident. But why my teacher pointed me. It was just a coincidence that she saw me holding the door and suddenly a broken fragile things scattered inside the CR. My family didn't pay for that cause as a child I told my parents that I didn't do anything except opening of of the door. My parents try to interrogate me but the only thing I have is the truth. So, as a child I can't tell lie. That time even though I'm one of the candidates for honors my teacher didn't gave it to me. My parents just accepted that. The most important thing is that I passed the first phase of intermediate school. For it's one of my scars not physically but psychologically and emotionally. It affects my confidence also like even though I enter a room I think in advance maybe I can make unnecessary things. It formulate a condition stimulus response because of that experience. Thanks for reading people! That's all I can share, if you have scars from your past you can share it through your dropped comments.

@Natsu 5 June 2022

My earnings became coins Hello people! My schedule of writing articles was changed. I have my schedule this weekend for my review and thankfully it was done good. Let's talks about earnings to this platform. I just decided during my first earnings that I'll sell loads for multiple networks. I'm talking about sun, smart, TNT and globe/tm. Our neighborhood, when they knew that I'm selling load, they immediately approach me when they need buy loads. That was a yippee. I could earn alot of profit from this small business. Typically, those gamers including those young and adults will be my primary customers since they are playing PUBG and Mobile Legend. More or less I earn a day for 100 peso and above. Sometimes they borrowed a load and I offered that to them since they are responsible to pay their small debt. My earnings became doubled or tripled since I imposed 3 pesos per load. This is so effective since my customers where getting increasing including those our far neighborhood were came to me just to buy load. Honestly, my earnings here was very small. You can visit my profile and see my earnings there. My highest paid was $3, it's even good and I appreciate it. I need to work and strive so I can earn more and sustain my little business. I used Paymaya app for purchasing loads since they have a big offer. Paymaya now, if you purchase loads or paying bills, you'll be able to have a Cashback atleast 30%. I think that percentage is big enough. As you can see in my previous earnings https://read.cash/@Natsu/a-busy-day-but-still-worth-it-93794a4d, as of now it has only $1.01, it's quite small but when we convert it to peso, it has a huge value already since $1 is equivalent to PHP 50. I this earnings I can generate 5 registration for Mobile games load. I need to doble my effort since I'm chasing my target goal, which is sustaining my little business. You might wonder if I convert my earnings immediately or not. My answer is Yes, I immediately convert it into fiat or peso. My purpose is that I need to have an immediate funds for in case I have customers that will buy a load I can easily give their wants. For now I still don't need to accumulate my BCH earnings cause of this little business. I usually convert minimum of $2 or 100 pesos. I don't hold my BCH in this platform cause I've read this statement if you hold $5 above, the platform contain bugs and your earnings may fluctuates and so it will diminish. It is better to convert it immediately for my load business. It's so amazing cause through this small business, I can accumulate more money and also I can use my earnings to pay bills and loads. My thoughts We do have different kinds of strategies on how we can get doble income. In my case, cause I still don't have any idea of trading or NFT or in Metamask, I prefer to used my earnings in a simple way but effective business. Selling loads is my favorite also. I'm still learning about NFT, trading and cryptos. Hope soon I'll be able to know there concepts. Some people have vast knowledge about trading that's why they have exemplary income and performance when it talks about trading. Some people are just accumulating their BCH and hold it for long time, wait until the price will pump. That's the perfect time we can convert our money. Seeing those greens indicate that we should convert our funds or BCH. Anyways, we have different perspective and I do respect others if they decided to hold BCH, take investment for trading, starting small business. But we do have the same goal and that is to have a better income.

@Natsu 4 June 2022

A busy day but still worth it This day is so tiring. I couldn't lift my hands and body. Why hands? It's because we have taken a diagnostic exam whole day. I just woke up early this morning. I went to our kitchen and prepare for food. I feel so tired especially when I woke early in the morning. It's not my daily routine. I'm not in favor woking up early especially 4 am earlier. It makes me feel so exhausted just like this past hours. I need to woke up early since I need to chase the exact time. I ate my breakfast. My viands are eggs, hotdog and beef loaf. It's my daily viands for every breakfast. After that I went to terminal and wait for the bus. It seems I'm waited their for just a couple of minutes. I'm so thankful cause I'm also chasing the time. I went to sogod Southern, hey what's up southern Leyte people! By the I went their cause I need to have my appointment. The day ends with a very exhausted one. Maybe, this is real life I can't assume that life would be easier when we try to strive for our life. If we have goals of course we need to work for it. We just don't sit down and wait until the day pass. No! It's not cause if you do that you'll not be able to reach your goal. To make the story short, I already have bring what I need. So, I went home immediately. I came to my mother's work but it seems she wasn't around. I'm wondering where she at cause I really thought she has a duty this day. My phone vibrated and I checked whose calling me, its my mom. She tells me that, she didn't worked cause she has a headache. I was so worry that time. I asked her why? She just said I have a slight headache. She take in some medicine and remedies and fortunately she was okay right now. I'm happy seeing her she's okay right now. Take a nap After that I took a nap for a while cause I'm so tired. I woke up around 6:30 and prepare our dinner. My mother just bought fish and we fried it. She also cooked vegetables for our viands. No one can compares a mother's best cooking style. I really love to eat especially my mom cooked it. The day went so tiring because of travel. I don't know why I get tired even though I'm just setting down and just waiting. I don't know but it really makes me feel I'm fatigue. Sometimes, when we work things that is out of our interest it makes us tired and feel of dizziness. This day is just one of the most memorable. It seems also that I'm contended even though I'm so tired. It makes us feel better when we accomplished something. That's the realizations. I think even a student may feel this, being tired all day although they have just exerting their mind. Thoughts We sacrifice things that makes us pleasure. We hold our wants cause we need to prioritize something that is more important. A teacher is always a student. Meaning, they are infinite learner. They need to learn something new or novel. The sa.e with our life, we have alot of realizations in life. If we don't work of course nothing gonna change. We got tired even though we do nothing. I think we are stress and problematic. That's the cause we feel negative thoughts on us. We endure things that is painful for us cause we have this principle that we have to work for our family. We are aloof to them cause we have something do. In my case, albeit I'm willing to help my mother and advice him to quit her job. But I can't literally tell her cause if she do she can't sustain our needs and wants. My mother have to sustain our study first and after we graduated maybe that's the time she could quit her job. And we will do our part and help our parents.

@Natsu 3 June 2022

Spiritual and Facts about life Is there a difference about facts about life and truth about life. Well, let's tackle this one. Actually, they are both synonym. Our life has so many facts. We just have to search about life scientifically, emotionally, physically and spiritually. When we talk about scientific explanation about life, it talks about how our life form from the smallest atom that comprises our entire body. This is really amazing to think cause, when we study deeply the anatomy of our entire body it proves that someone created us way back millions years ago. There's nothing evidence that an accident produce a perfect coincidence. As you observed accident produced undesirable situation and things. I'm talking about the theory of Evolution and Big Bang theory. It's seems the whole universe where designed with a perfect creator. Its my credence cause I can't find any answers except that there's a God who responsible for all existing beings and other things that can be seen. Let me just ask you? Are universe really exist on there own? Does matter create it self? For sure a scientific mind will object this questions. As the principle of science says "Nothing Happen Without A Cause" It proves that there's a supreme being that is responsible for all the existence of living and nonliving things. That's it, it is a logical statement from a rational person. They don't believe in just a theory which seems impossible to think and to happen. You know what I'm doubtful to our teacher what was taught to us that the universe is came from a huge explosion and that, is their holding. Without knowing what exploded? It is way impossible to happen cause the arrangements of heavenly bodies have particularly has its own perfect position. Example the earth. Our planet is just have a perfect spot and location for survival of living things, other planets don't have any quality like earth. That's why I believe there's someone who is responsible for this. One day he will appear on us denotes his greatness and power. Our life has a emotional aspects. It's one of our vulnerability. Emotions seems out weaknesses. People are emotional in nature cause they have sense of emphaty to what other people feels. Sometimes those people who have a great affection to someone tend to reveal sympathy than emphaty. They really want to exert to effort and try to help others. We have different emotions, sometimes our emotions have a great drive to do something. It's out my motivation. Sometimes we have opposite emotions such as envy, jealous, ire, and sadness. It's one thing that I don't want to feel cause it brings nothing to our life. Negative thoughts or emotions are just hindrance to have a happy life. So, if I were you just live and find where happiness live. Our physical being or anatomy is so complex and that's make me amazed to our creator. He made such a perfect balance us. Do you know what the figure of our God is? We can determine that cause the scriptures tells us about form. He is a spirit and don't have flesh. But we have the same figure, like we have head, arms, nose leegs and what you've seen as human being. The only difference is that God is a spirit. Again! He has no flesh except his son who transform into human being. Am I sure to what I'm talking? Yes, cause according to scriptures he said: Let us make man in our own image. When we talk about spiritual being it can't be quantify by human intelligence. Somehow God can't be counted. Let prove this when he says I am the father are one, does it mean to says they literally only one in being? Of course no, cause they have different identity. Son is different and Father is different being. The father is always supreme above every being. God says husband and wife became one, does it mean also they are one ? No, of course they are one in some point but different in perspective. That's it spiritual matters isn't quantifiable. We can't count how many angels can dance at the tip of the pen.

@Natsu 2 June 2022

Have a proper sanity and hygiene I got pissed this morning due to the irritating sounds of peripheral insects. It's the mosquitoes. I couldn't touch them cause they can literally skipped when ever I try to slapped them. For sure you know what does it feel, especially when you have seen mosquitoes sucked your blood but then you try to slapped it but you just hit only your skin. Mosquitoes are very dangerous. It bring alots of diseases. Dengue is one of the recently huge cases happened here in our country. Most of a time children or young ones are the main victim is this insects. Why? It's because children have the weak immune system. Their metabolism isn't enough to contend some disease made by this insect. This is just the main reason, the Department of health does a huge action with this worst situation. Story of my cousin My cousin "Nico"was 5 years old that time. He was a small thin guy. But he is so cute and has sense of humor. I can observed that cause we are in the same house before. Everyone was happy and got laughed everytime he plays and talk. A sudden tradegy happened way back 2015. At a first glace he has a high fever, and that consistently occur every 5pm. Like, he was in agony that time. He was so pathetic. We couldn't imagine it happened to him. It was 4 consequtive days and his condition doesn't seem to salient point that he will cure. The family is worried that time. His mother suggested that he'll be admitted to hospital so we can determine what his real condition. As time passed by he oftentimes vomit. We are having the hardtime cause he doesn't like to eat. He became thin and loss weight. His doctor approached us and tell his platelets are so small. It means he infected with Dengue. The doctor says immediately Nico was infected with Dengue. It getting worst as time goes. He has high fever. He just sleep and awake when the clock hit 5 pm, that was the time his fever will getting high. It happened consistently almost a week. The doctor advice us and tell Nice that he needs to drink more water. Yes, water is the best counter for this deadly disease. It will help the body to be hydrated. Good thing Nico was willing to follow the doctor's advice. Me and my cousins bought him some fruits and water. Sometimes we have a quality time to talked and laughed. Five days after we confined we can observed the progress is Nico's health. He didn't have fever unlike before it occurred at 5 pm. He also ate fruits that we brang to him. He is willing to be cure cause he want to play, that's why we advice him that he should drink water, take medicine and eat fruits. He just made it consistently and gladly the doctor observed that he was ready for a discharge next day. We are very happy that time. Although, his body doesn't seem to have a proportion cause of his obtained disease, we are still fortunate cause he transcended his greatest health issue. Weeks later he was totally okay infact he already back to normal. He can play with his friends and family. After that unfortunate incident we have just maintain proper sanity. We checked those possible area where the mosquitoes are being breed. We found out that their are canals that were stagnant at the back of the house. We immediately take actions for that and clean the whole area. We also disposed the bottles who has contaminated with rains. We broke them all and we dig 5 feet and buried those pieces. Final thoughts Hope, this serve as a lesson to all of you. We don't let this to happened to us again that's why we maintain proper sanity. Don't let your children play also in an area where there are harmful insects. We should have bear in mind that life is one time offer. We should not take it as granted it's a privilege. We should take care of ourselves and that can be done through healthy lifestyle. Cleaning the surroundings. Canals should be check immediately to secure there's no stagnant water that is possible for habitat of deadly insects. You know what because I've remember that worst incident, I just bought this one cause as I observed there's alot of mosquitoes in our area especially those dark area. I just bought this item just to diminish there population. It really has a big help cause I can slay numbers of mosquitoes just by pressing the botton and swings this to designated area where the mosquitoes are.

@Natsu 1 June 2022

He was nearly scamm Lately, in the evening my dad called me. He asked me about something suspicious incident. There's someone who called him and denoting that he was one of the office workers in Goudie Company. My father was a crane operator that time. He managed and work as a crane operator for almost one decade. He was trained by his foreigner boss. He was being trusted for several years. Now, someone called him with unknown number and try to asked him his name in Gcash and number. Well, we all know that before we can enter a Gcash account we need MPIN. A security code that is exclusive only to the owner of the Gcash account. My father don't have any idea of that. So, he was asked about the three: Gcash name, number and MPIN. My father asked about this cause he have a slight apprehension about his account. I asked him who called you father? He just said he didn't know. That was literally a scammer. I just said. My father give the his name, number, and MPIN without knowing that those three are very sensitive. Well, he was confident that time cause the caller denoted himself as office workers of the company he was working for. The scammer didn't contend cause he asked a OTP code, I perception is that the scammer want to change the MPIN so my father couldn't access the account forever. I really think that he would change the number and name it too. That was really dangerous. I asked my father if he has left money on his account. Good thing that my father didn't have huge money on his account. As you can see above he PHP 9.80, my mind became ease. I try to checked also his history of transactions if there's something suspicious transaction but I found nothing. I'm so thankful cause the theft didn't seem interested when he saw the balance. During that time I just bought a load in my coins PH and called my father. I just told him that don't give any sensitive information especially you MPHIN and OTP code. Those are really important and that's not for everybody. It's exclusive only for the owner of the account. It is truly a theft and scammer why? It's because he just told my father that he will send money to him for the budget of maintenance of the crane. But he asked my father to send him the three: the account name, number and MPIN. The theft really want to manipulate the account. He doesn't contend and asked again an OTP code which really important for changing a password or MPIN of Gcash account. My father gave immediately those sensitive information cause he really think that it was coming from his company. Without knowing a huge scammer indeed. From that moment we try to open again his account to confirm if the account was being stoled. Good thing cause there's nothing change. Maybe when he saw the amount his interest vanished. We just change the MPIN and his new number to have a better security. I also said that if someone will asked you MPIN and OTP don't believe it and just ignore. Cause if you boss want to send you a money he'll just ask you the two : your name or number, that's it. Sometimes it is just a number. Final thoughts The Gcash account of my father was used for a purpose. His boss will send huge amount of money on his account, sometimes his boss send PHP 50,000. It is for the maintenance and other stuff needed in operating the crane. Good thing that when his boss sent him huge amount he immediately claim it. He don't want to hold it even an hour cause he have apprehensions about the money what if it will just vanish? That's what on his mind.

@Natsu 31 May 2022

Irrational thoughts Maybe we had alot of negative thoughts in mind. We have alot of speculation to some point of our life. Sometimes we came across to idea that why we feel like this or why we became like this. It's our emotions who control over our attitude. If we feel great hatred we demonstrate undesirable behavior towards other. Let cite some examples: Envy I think this is common to everyone. Sometimes I feel this especially when I perceived a great favor. In family we can observed a person who are being resentful and discontented. I can still remember when I was in highschool, My mom bought a phone for my brother. It was the time I'm feel jealous to my brother. Infact, I'm a sort of person who don't want to feel envy or jealousy cause that not good but my mom initiate that feeling. I try not to spoke and complain but I couldn't hold long such emotion. I talked to my mom about it. I asked why she bought a new phone for my brother? Infact my brother was grade 7 level. She just said he need that for his study. To tell you I have a phone which was bought also my mom before the year when my brother owned a phone. Hehe, Why am I like this. Sorry brother!.... Provocative It's me who didn't know how to initiate quarell. I don't want to have like this. It's sound like will just ruin my life if I feel this. Many people are such doing these kind of emotion. Like, they cause annoyance and strong reaction and done deliberately. It is not good to initiate any disturbances on your surroundings. You don't want that. Am I right? We shouldn't try to do some provocative speech or something that will cause undesirable situation. Frustrations I think many of us feel this way. Most of us when we engage to college, it seems we have alot of frustrations especially when we cope things simultaneously. We do observe some student can cope things and they can perfectly doing good in school. Then we observed why just I can't do the same with them? We tend to compare ourselves to others without knowing that we have individual differences when it talks about skills and knowledge. We become frustrated when we see other have alot of achievements and you are just staying at home and try to find a way to have a better life. But unfortunately you can't get even a good job. It makes you frustrated when you strive but then you can't find good one. Just hold on friend I'm the same as you trying to contend such frustration in life. Don't be discourage about you current situation. Just focus on your goal and don't compare your life to others. Anxiety We became anxious when we didn't meet our expectations. Do you feel this way? Sounds they have similarity with frustration. I think anxiety is all about unease. We worry about our future and our way of living. We feel this irrational thoughts when we are amidst the pandemic, infact there are number of suicides committed because of anxiety. They can't hold longer this emotion. Let me just share my thoughts. During the pandemic, I didn't have any income. I'm literally don't have any idea how I can help my parents. It's my parents who strive for us and provide our necessities. I'm worry everytime I woke up and waiting the whole day to end. Can you feel that. For sure many of you can relate when pandemic strikes us. I couldn't imagine I became anxious about my life before like I don't have any income. I search any available job online but I found nothing. I try to search near area trying to find some work, even just a service crew in a restaurant. I couldn't find again since they are also decreasing the number of person cause they can't sustain the wages monthly. Customers became smaller cause the health protocols are tight. All went bad for two years but I it didn't sinks into my mind the I should end my life. It's not good. We can find a way for everything. We just have to wait and work.

@Natsu 30 May 2022

Phobia stop bothering me I can't believe that it will rain today cause lately the weather seems to be in good condition but right it turns dark and a slight rain were already been us. Anyways thats a blessing for the farmers. It's because these past consecutive days. It didn't rain and the plot is getting dry and became harder. The farmers couldn't cultivate the soil. So, they just wait for the rain so it will be smooth when they try to cultivate the soil. Too much that, it's just my introduction. Let me share this to you. Do you have phobia about something? Is it a person place, things, animals and others that will make you afraid of? Well, we are the same. I'm not afraid of snake or any poisonous animals that I've encountered ever since. I've seen many times Cobra snake but I'm a little bit distance cause it it bites you it will end you life for a seconds or minutes. We have individual phobia about something. I think snakes are one of the typical thing that a person who would not wish to encounter this deadly species. But for me I wouldn't be trigger when I encounter this as long as I'm in a preferable distance from it. My phobia about animals are those hyenas which literally disturbing due to their fierce characteristics. Another thing is that I'm afraid also of holes, especially huge and very tiny holes. I couldn't stare even a single minute for that. I'm also afraid of height. Vertical height seems to be more hardly to see when your at the highest peak. I know for sure during our childhood memories we have climbed trees like we reached its highest stem. But why we don't scared about that? I think kids are just so brave to do things like that. They don't develop fair about height since they are naive. Infact I've alot of cousins which literally making misdemeanor outside the house. We have mental condition also about objects or something symbols. It is sometimes give us the hardtime to cope things. I'm talking about mathematics. I have phobia also with math subject. Why? It's because I have traumatic experience during my elementary days. My teacher scolded me in front of the class, just because I can't answer simple equation. It is very embarrassing cause there are pupils outside the room who watched me. I couldn't imagine how traumatic that was. Even though I'm in grade 3 that time but still it's vivid what was happened before. I think I'm accommodated my memories about that in my long term. Imagine that how I made a phobia about numbers. Being once a student you're so vulnerable to any unnecessary emotions. You are sensitive. Until now, I bring the emotion that I've gathered during my elementary days. I can't learn concepts immediately especially math. I have a phobia about numbers even though I'm adult. During that time I don't have any interest in the subject Mathematics. I didn't learn some profound concepts of math. But I passed my school days until I graduated from elementary and highschool but I have undesirable grade about math. I regret and blame myself also cause I suffered alot when I took my college. I have the hardtime solving mathematics. Now, it's getting complicated cause we are in college so, our professors expected us that we already obtained the basics and important concept about mathematics. At the end of the semester I only received a grade of 2.8, it's not good to see on your TOR such grade. Infact that subject was pertaining only to fundamental of mathematics, expected that it only tackles about basic concept and application in real life. Final thoughts This how I generates phobia about numbers. Right now, when I see a test papers and requires us to solving even a simple equation I couldn't get the right answers since I'm perplexed. I couldn't imagine how does it happen cause I try to solve it but my inner thoughts or my drive doesn't cooperate. How about you do you have the same experience with me? It's hard to cope things especially when the phobia is being build since you were a child. I know we have different phobias in life. I don't blame you if you have about it cause we have different perspective and experience. Our phobia ruined us from doing something even though we are willing to participate and work with a certain things we are being ceased because of phobia. Sometimes it affect our life. It has a great impact to us. So, I challenge everyone of you that you'll fight with you fear about something cause me too is trying to eliminate my phobia through engagement and face my the things that trigger my emotions.

@Natsu 29 May 2022

Our perception about life Life is great. Life is tough simultaneously. Life could bitter as a gourd if you did nothing and just sit down there waiting for end to come. There's no point of that. You have to work for your life. To have a better life and possession. Life isn't narrow at all, probably it looks like a zigzag. That's the realizations that I've perceived when I try different situations. The good thing is when you have alot of experience the more you became erudite on how to handle such situation. People really love life. They experience joy and sadness. Both have inevitable instances. Life is said to be more successful when we thrive from a disgraceful situation. We make adjustments on how we handle ourself. Experience said that when you have abundant of it, it is expected that you have alot of realizations and learnings in life. In work, especially when you are a new one you'll probably making adjustments in the whole settings of your work. This includes the workmates, CEO of the company, the atmosphere, and weather condition. This is one of the common situations that a novel workers experience. They need to learn everything so he/she can adopt the place. Culture and traditions are the very novel for a person. It's the thing that people are getting harder to adopt. Sometimes it's the food but other people seems to taste some of it cause they really just love it. In life there's alot of adjustments we made. The driving force that allow us to adopt is that people nears us. We need to think that we can reshape our shape just to fit to them. It is common. Life isn't easy at all especially right now the standards are getting higher and everything is constantly changing. We couldn't imagine that our phone is just so thin as a stick. Specs are have more on quality. This how our life right now we couldn't tell a certain thing that it would be forever unchangeable just because we saw its best features. No! It's not the reality as long as people think expect that there will be alot of changes. My parents didn't know how to operate or manipulate gadgets since they were raise by there parents without knowing technology. They don't have interest about gadgets. I think about it cause they can't be remain like that cause how can I contact them in times of emergency. It's inevitable. Since they have individual work then I suggest them to buy a phone, just a simple phone. My mother told me that she was interested with phone. Last year, I we just went to CELLWORKS and try to find cellphone that have good specs. We buy Oppo Reno. Good thing that the price has been discounted. We paid smaller amount. We went immediately at home. I teach her how to manipulate the phone. To make the story short she just learned the basics like calling, taking photos, sending messages and etc. She just said to me phones are really important. I've teach him alot about phone since I have a slight knowledge about tech since I'm a graduate of IT. My mother learn alot. Final thoughts Life is good when we adopt changes but it doesn't mean that it satisfy our life. As I observed the more we are saturated with instant stuff we are getting lazy. We became passive. Our life isn't good for that. God has design our life for us to work and to be disciplined in all aspects but other people abused technology. Sometimes people used technology to harm other people. Be a responsible citizen don't take advantage of the things you have now. Life isn't good when we try to be a bad one. Learn also to become a better people. If possible we make ourself a paragon to young one. Always look for the good side of life or other stuff. Be grateful to what you have right cause there might be worst situation than yours. It's not quite impossible cause alot of individuals who doesn't have any opportunity to introduce them the world of what we have right now. Infact some of them remain and choose to live in a remote place.

@Natsu 28 May 2022

I'm still learning This platform help us alot. When I was being introduced here I couldn't expect that I'll earn more money here but theres in my mind that I can earn here. I couldn't tell the approximate money that I'll generate. Hey guys I'm just one month here, I'm still learning about this platform, I hope you'll give an advice to me. I'm just curious how and where does the cryto or funds came from since I didn't seen any ads here. It's common to other platform. Is there someone or a group of people who sponsor here. I'm still confused about it. Maybe, there are many people behind those tips received from different users. I know already rusty he's the one who gives tips but is he really alone. Please could you tell who are the people behind this successful platform. If theirs someone who is/are behind this then if they cease to sponsor for sure this platform will come into an end. If times comes I would be even grateful cause it help alot to me, not just me but to all folks here. But I hope it will prolong until the world ends lol. I'm just kidding. It's not going to happen I'm holding grip on that credence. Many people here really love this platform. It's helps them alot. Let me apologize if you tend to read this monotonous idea from other but let me share this thoughts from my own mind. Look at the price it's getting worst. It hit almost $100. I have $20 accumulated since I started here and it's getting bigger as long as I continue to deposit some BCH. Before, my holdings hit almost $50 but right it's just more than a half has been subtracted. Assuming that the price fluctuates over and over but let me remind you that it's the best reason for us to accumulate more. I've learn this thought to other user. They said that when price is lower you'll take advantage of that through accumulate more BCH cause when time comes that the price will hit to it's highest peak then you money would become bigger. I think I'm just repeating what the other days hehe, let me apologize for that. If we engage to trading can we guarantee ourselves that we can double or triple our inserted funds. Ive seen users here who engaged trading for long time and it's seems they are more aware about the movement of price and they can really tell when is the best time for trading. Thoughts about buy and sell Hey guys! DID YOU ENGAGE buy and sell. This is simple you'll just buy low and sell high. I think this is common to all especially those folks that engage long than me. This is the best time to buy cryptocurrency and hold it until the price will elevate. It's just so simple but where would you find funds or raise funds after all you don't have enough amount to buy cheaper crypto. This is one thing that alot of individuals don't seem to do this. I suggest if you don't need to spent your money and you don't have any thing to buy why not to accumulate it first until it can buy atleast one BCH. In my case I'm started to accumulate more BCH cause I want to try buy and sell. If you don't engage will it's your choice. Just do what you like to do. Final thoughts This is sharing of thoughts about my perception about this platform and crypto. Please let me know guys if I have shortcomings cause I'm just started here. You know what I'm so impressed by some people here cause they have alot of achievements. Trading might be risky cause you need to engage things that aren't guarantee you whether you'll be able to generate or loss. We still hoping that there will be more BCH to come. It's just our wishes. Hope that this platform will keep going and help people here. Not just in financial matters but also learning good deeds and spread good atmosphere. This what I'm praying for. I've heard alot of apprehensions or dread that noisecash has been not able to function well. Like all of the funds are pending. Many people are have raise questions about and even they integrate here as content.

@Natsu 27 May 2022

A huge comeback of my favorite anime I just saw a post from the Guy that the anime series Hunter x Hunter were about to continue. The last episode was 12 zodiac's election for the new chairman. Netero committed suicide through planting on his heart a rosebomb. It was so explosive and no one can scape its detriment unless too far away from it's explosion. The bomb said was so poisonous. It can kill gradually any living organisms and even the King of Chimera Ant and it's royal guard doesn't have any skip. Okay too much for that, I'm just so happy that there's still a chance for the continuation of the said anime. You know what my first impression about the anime HXH, I was so sleepy like I couldn't finish a single episode. But as I observed the story was so strategic. I love the way it made. As I observed some of the scene are very interesting cause the results is unpredictable. This is one of the series why I got fascinated with this anime. I like also Dragon ball. I like it's character, infact this was the first anime that I've love. The most interesting was when the protagonist Goko try to protect and contend to their timely enemies. Animes are part of my childhood memories and indeed it shaped also some of my experience. I couldn't just imagine how this piece are made. I try to search in YouTube in how animes are being made. It surprised me alot. There are step by step process before a character will move. In some area it includes to draw a certain character. It consumed alot of time. You know what it is not a single piece of character they've made. It also include where the character move in a designated area. This is how I'm so impressed with so many author of the anime made. Patience and spatial imagination need to create a certain story of Manga. I think before the anime will be publish, it first shows a Manga as an introduction of the story. This is how understand. Animator isn't easy at all even though you'll just take a sit draw all day but it is not the real thing cause it will trigger some health issues. Togashi the mind behind of HXH suffers from excruciating back pain and it made him to decide for a long hiatus. Imagine that your body will become stagnant cause you spent time for a Manga to finish. It's not easy at all. You need to sacrifice everything just to produced a good one for your fans. I think that's even a very hard time for a animator. Even though they generate alot of money after an anime series will done but in an exchange you'll suffers the consequences of your health and relationship. Final thoughts I do hope that there will be a huge comeback for hunter x hunter. It's just so amazing if this happens like all of the fan of HXH will alive. We know being in hiatus is just something not good cause you need to set aside your best interest than spending time to be immobilized because of back pain. Togashi just made his piece memorable like his fans really eager to watch the Dark continent. Me too, I'm one of them who really hope that the said series will continue. Hxh somehow a good memory for me. I like the whole story cause it made as a strategic plan. The most you're profound with the story the more you understand it's complicated scenario. Everything, the power made have the explanation. Probably, one of their made source of power was nen. I just don't remember what it's definition but I'm pretty sure that that was their ability of the gifted one. I'm just fascinated with HXH. Although I'm watching also some anime series like Kimitsu no Yaiba, Naruto, Bleach, One piece, Knockout and etc I'm still prefer to watch my favorite hxh. I know some of you really fan of the enumerated animes cause it's part of your childhood memories and even until now still you appreciate the story of each series.

@Natsu 26 May 2022

Work or business What's up people? How are you today? This is a common questions that I've read in some of the articles. We could start our thoughts by asking majority what's there disposition and condition. Life has full of trials and we came in a situation that we need to sacrifice. Just like how our parents try to work abroad or in a far place just for us to sustain our needs and wants. Let's start this content with a questions. Hmmmh? What's more interesting to ignite ones sentiment? I guess I should write about life so everyone can relate. Or maybe about prompt. Sorry guys but I'm want to mixed up random thoughts here. So let's start: ***How's your day went yesterday?*** There's nothing strange cause I've done common things that I do like, visiting this platform, dropping comments, and also reading articles. After that I do the house chores. If my mom want something to do tasks then that would be added on what I'm doing for a certain day. ***Do you need someone or not?*** I think we do need companion in life. There's a saying that tell: No man is an island. It is very good idea since people can't live by without any company. It is how it is. Human can't learn to speak without hearing someone to talk. I think that's logical. Imagine you're a baby and you grew without someone who is nurturing and give you advices. It sounds you would become deaf and can't speak language. So, all people need someone even though you're aloof person still you need someone to talk. ***Work or business?*** Many think about this, as years passed by many people are interested with business. There are lot things to do when you engage in business such as you have alot of responsibilities but in return you'll have a good life like you are the boss of your own company. Probably, like to have business than working 6 to 8 hours a day. What I don't like to have work is that you will just received small amount unlike business you'll be able to generate alot of money and you have the control over it. ***Do you have apprehensions?*** Of course there are! Maybe the most of it is losing my love ones. It's common to us we missed someone if he/she passed away. The second is, if this platform will not giving it's tip, hope it won't cause that would a huge loss. ***Did you pray even you're an atheist?*** Hehe, sounds ridiculous. How can you pray if you don't believe someone's is greater than you or someone who is responsible for all the existence of living and nonliving things. In my case I really pray cause I read hold a credence that praying is really true and good for us. I pray for health and for all goodness of life. ***One day billionaire or enter the gate of heaven?*** First of all it's not good to have that kind of questions. Lol, but this is a great question between material and spiritual matter. For me I'm gonna choose to have one day billionaire. Hehe, somehow I'm gonna pay first our debt here before we live this place. This is sound sarcastic. But I'm curious about heaven how beautiful it is as it describe by the scriptures and apostles. ***Psychomotor skills or Intellectual skills?*** I'm number one fan of volleyball. Before I'm one of the contenders playing volleyball league. I'll go for psychomotor skills cause that's what I love. It's good to have intellectual kills but I prefer to have a good movement of my body. ***What is your favorite movie?*** I think this is really a typical questions. I've seen this many times in some of the users here but let answer this question. For my its How to train Dragon. I love animated movies or fantasy in genre. This is what I want I really to ignite my interest about fantasy. This are just out of nowhere questions. It's fun you can use this for your content. I'm running out of idea so, it's better to have these questions to generate ideas. I still don't have any idea this morning but it sink into mind about questions. So there you have it hope you'll enjoy!

@Natsu 25 May 2022

Bookworm Books are indispensable. It is our reference to show our evidence. There are alot of books all over the globe. I think there are millions of them produced by brilliant minds. Infact even before, the BC and AD there alot of books published one of the famous now is the scriptures. The bible does not comprise only with one author. It has alot of authors. If we think of that, BIBLE is a compilation of books written by apostles and other people who are trusted by Christ. Most of them are made through Manu (in written form). It is so hard to think that those books are being preserved despite of its age. I think it has made 2000 years ago. There are evidence of that and can be seen in England. The scripture is one of the influencial book in the history. Why books are important I think it is just so important cause it is our bases in studying literature, culture, and other genre that can be found in books. Many books contained distorted one. I don't knew how this seems to happened but there are some. Let me cite an example. Here in our country politics is so controversial topics. Many people try to indoctrinate young ones through making alot of propaganda against any politicians which seems there opposition. I can still remember when I'm in grade 4. This was the time that our teacher gives us alot of books and one of them are history books. It talks about the life of heroes of the Philippines, what they have contributed during the invasion of foreigner. Before I don't seem any idea that Ninoy Aquino was included as one of the heroes in our country. I just read books before and without knowing that I was being indoctrinated with wrong teachings. I realized this age of 24, that some of the written in history are fraud. I found out that Ninoy wasn't a hero but he is just a politician. Infact he accused treason cause he made a betrayal moved towards the country. He was one of the founder of CPP-NPA. Then how come that he was included in the list of heroes were all of his actions are against the government. Well, the constitution says that to became a hero in the country you must do a sensational and sacrifices towards the country. You have a great contribution to the country. In addition you are a president of the country. I don't think that Aquino possess some of those cause he made alot of mistakes. Infact there are rumors that he is the mastermind in plaza Miranda bombing. I'm so grateful that my mindset wasn't totally caught by those erroneous information coming from a book. There's no guarantee that all information filled in the books are factual. Especially, history. There are case that can be distorted, so I don't trust. Searching for a good one It is good that you have alot of books. There is learning there and infact you can find alot of interesting facts. But be careful if to some of it cause it might be distorted. As you're reading alot of books you realization is getting bolder. You don't easily convinced but you understand it's passage. Yes, we can have alot of informative content in books. Through reading thoroughly we can speculate and try to find if the books are telling truth. I think those bookworm people are brilliant as they've read books they learned alot and it's quite impossible that they'll become a victim of fraudulent books. Books are our way to learnings. Like it is our way to become a better person especially when we read after a good book such a nice feeling of that. I wish I could also sustain in reading a books even just an hour. It makes me difficult to sustain cause I'm not fan of reading. But I try my best surpass my weakness about that. I'm still studying so I must read books and articles to have alot of learnings.

@Natsu 25 May 2022

Hope this platform will continue and support small users here. I just send my earnings this morning but up until now there's no notification appear on my wallet.

@Natsu 24 May 2022

"Wanna reach 1 BCH" This made me think about my earnings. I'm planning that I could reach at least 1 Bitcoin cash. It's quite impossible cause I've little amount of earnings but if it is accumulated I think it's not impossible to reach. I have a also small subscribers but still I'm so proud of that cause they are the one who are supporting me throughout my one month of operation here. Reaching 1 BCH Reaching 1 BCH is something very difficult to obtain. It's very easy to say the word "Reach" but in contrary it is very difficult to execute. My first day here in this platform, I don't have any idea about the earnings but I'm sure there are real money paid. I try to search more about this platform, I tried YouTube and some articles here pertaining to this platform and surprisingly I have found alot of individuals who made alot from here. This platform can't grant you a best income unless you have more than 1000 supporters, maybe you can have alot of tips from them. I admit there's something changes happened to me especially when it talks about financial. I'm a kind of person who really want loads, especially in communicating and internet connection. This is one of my primary reason why I've spent alot of money before. I have an extra income before but I consumed some of it with my load. One month passed this platform wa introduced to me. I tried to search about legit earning platform. I found this I. YouTube but few individuals really knew about this platform. Maybe they knew but don't indulge such great things here cause they found difficult in constructing good articles. In my case not to brag but I have slight knowledge about writing English since I've already finished my study. I explore this platform and I found majority of the folks here are so generous, approachable and right conduct oriented. Meaning people here are generally good. I'm so happy to know that. I love good people. It's my pleasure to know all of them. Right, now I'm 1 month of operation here. It change my vision about this platform. I saw alot of individuals who have reach more than one BCH and that's give the reason to strive. I didn't withdraw my earnings but I've already used some of it cause I need it for my internet. Probably, most of you are doing good here and making alot of BCH. I've found great here. One BCH is really big amount, how much more to those individual who earn more than that. It was so astonishing. Important reminder Reaching at least 1 BCH might be difficult and the price is always fluctuates every now and then. Expect that your accumulated earning here isn't consistent sometimes it will pump and sometimes it will down. That's the reality. Some people here are striving to accumulate more they don't mind is the price is getting smaller, they just hope one day it will reach on its highest peak. ***Things to remember when you plan to reach 1 BCH:*** ✓ Don't withdraw your earnings immediately. ✓ Just wait for a perfect moment that the price will move it's highest peak. ✓ Always think that you have something to achieve something. Be consistent on your goal ✓ Be consistent also when you publish content. Always follow a particular time in publishing it. ✓ Secure two pockets simultaneously. It will help you to manage your important expenditures. I think there are alot of tips that you can do. I just enumerate some of the salient things that you should knew. Learn also from other people and follow there advices. They tend to see a better angle on how you'll be able to make progress in you're writings here. Be grateful and proud also to your piece. It's your choice whether you want to achieve something here just keep focus on your dreams and be consistent. That's all thanks for reading!

@Natsu 23 May 2022

I lost my cat How are you today? My day seems to be sad cause my pet wast stolen by someone. It just happened this morning. I try to reach and roam around our area. Hoping that I can find my little cat. It is my main reason my I didn't publish content this morning cause I spent most of my time today just to search my cat. I've reached out the other people's compound and try to asked someone their if they really saw a cat with plane color white. I really missed my cat so much. Like I couldn't imagine she wasn't already here in our abode. I missed my cat since she is so cute and she always play with us. My mother told me to went to other neighboring houses. Maybe, it's still there. The agony of my her My cat have alot of interest with other unknown people who are going through near in our house. She is not elusive. Like you can easily touch her. She didn't run when there's some approach to her. This is my apprehension to my little cat since she was bound to nearly killed by strange cat. Fortunately, I saw that situation. I got two huge stone and try to forcely stone the cat who try to kill her. As expected I hitted the strange cat on her head. My cat during that day was so weak and has full of deep wound on her legs and body. My cat was so pathetic. I try to heal her wounds. I wrapped it with clean clothes. After that incident I didn't want her to go outside of the house. I just to watch her every time she try to out of the house. Good thing the strange cat didn't appear in our house. I think that cat was traumatized since I hit it with huge stone. The cat wasn't die, infact the cat ran fast to skip. My cat wasn't in a good condition. She was fulled with wounds. She couldn't stand up and can't eat directly. I feel so hopeless if this cat will survive. I try to bought some remedies for her just to ease her pain. Every evening she always mourn like she endured the pain. After several weeks her wounds gradually heals and she can eat food. But she can't walk quickly. My feelings that time seems to ease. But this day really makes me feel so sad. Probably, she was stolen by someone else. I'm pretty sure of that cause none of the residents here are aiming to caught her. Its those strange people who just passed near on our house. It just happened this early morning. As we observed we can hear her. Like she always make a sound every morning. It's a sign that she want to eat. I try to find at the roof but she wasn't there. I keep on searching her all over this day but I couldn't even find her shadow. I'm so sad. I think many people have interest with our cat. I'm just hoping that one day she will come back. I'm still hoping! Final thoughts We do love pets. It's our companion in life. We do missed our pets especially when they are gone for undesirable reason like what happened to my cats. But still I'm hoping she'll back to us. It's our pleasure sometimes to have our individual pets. They are part of our life. I know some of you here have pets in their house. I know you love them. You treat them like they are part of the family. I became sad if we knew that our pets gets hurt. We gets hurt also. This is what I feel right I feel so sad cause I just lost my beloved cat. I can give an advice those people who have pet out there. Better to have to secure a separate abode of you pet. Be also responsible cause alot of times. People who are perceived that those pets are gets bothering them. Be careful your pets isn't a burden to someone. There might be possibility that they'll harm your pets.

@Natsu 22 May 2022

Breaking the habits Breaking the habits. Are you willing to break your habit just to prioritize another things? Well, most of us are making this. This is sometimes happen in a worst situation. We can't turn back our previous habits and then neglect the most important one. Sometimes our habits are extremely difficult to handle. Just like a relationship. There's alot of things you should be given up. Time is one of the most important thing that a person really want to give you. Never mind those tangible things; such flowers, money, and gifts. It is time that make a relationship prolong. I've already read alot of post about breaking up with partners, it's because there's no time that they give to another and it's results to breaks up. This is sad but true. LDR (long distance relationship) is something that two person have the hardtime to make an effective communication. It is anticipated that there might be betrayal between the two. True relationship is always abreast. No matter happen distance they are they tend to have a disciplinary actions. Excuses doesn't count at all. But what there's something else to prioritize than your partner? Well, it will just happened once or twice but if it occurs over and over again. I think his/her excuses does count at all or shall I say not credible. Let's just break our erroneous habits. Things to do when deciding to break our habits ✓ First we should remember the consequences that we have made. We should be aware of some instances. For example: If we tend to spoke lies for long time and everytime you've been asked you tell the distorted one. You might give the wrong information especially when you're being interview in a job. We might have the harding to tell the truth since our habit is that we are comfortable of telling lies. ✓ Second we should descipline ourself. We should cease our wrong habits while it didn't get to worst. Change your view in life. Instead of making unnecessary things we should do our part if we want change in our life. It is our habit that makes cease towards our goals. The only thing you should do is changing your habit. A habit that have something in good return. ✓ Third, I think most of us doesn't want any intervention to our decision. We want to be independent or something that we can get our goals through our self endeavor. For me, that's that even good. Sometimes we should accept people's advices. It's purpose is to have alot of better choices in life. Sometimes we can determine which actions are appropriate to our plan. It's is sometimes other people can have a better advice. Don't just be smug of yourself. You have alot of weakness. In that case we should be open minded. ✓ Fourth, wait for the process. Don't be rash. Everything will just come into a better one if we trust the process. Let's me practice patience and perseverance. If we want to change something we should wait for it's perfect time. If we tend to rash things we might have possibility that we can going back to our bad habits. The process is somehow is an important matter. We should be aware of that. ✓ Fifth, Love yourself first. If you think you can lift yourself. I think you should make some pleasure time. I mean you should spent time for yourself. Don't be bother about enduring the process. Give some ease to yourself. It's because your must diminish the burden that you have and the only purpose of that is you should spent time for leisure and pleasure time. Thoughts Maybe I didn't name some of the important things to change our habits but aleast I've tried to share this. It's hard to change our minds. The way we think, is just a different. It's difficult to adapt new atmosphere and situation. But if we really want to break unnecessary habits in life, I think we must focus and have determination to change our habits.

@Natsu 21 May 2022

My experience about dream It's a miracle that we woke up every early in the morning. We couldn't imagine that our days will be prolong. It's because we don't have the control our life. It's from above who really does on it and knows every individual's fate. This morning I just want to share with about weirdest thing that I dreamed. This is not just for the previous evening but I tend to share all with all my weirdest dream. All though I can't tell if it's a nightmare or just a simple dream. There's something difference from that. Nightmare is somehow a dangerous one cause we might have difficulty in going back to our consciousness. Infact many people can't contend this one , infact other people abjunct to death cause of nightmares. But I don't let's talk first weirdest dream cause there's pleasure on that. One of my weirdest dream was, I saw huge head. I think it doubled the size of humans. It's weird cause when I try to ask those people why are there heads are big. They laughed at me. I can't figure out why they are teasing me. They talk gossips behind my back and I couldn't imagine why they are laughing, infact I just Infront of the mirror. It figure is normal like all of the shapes are just normal as what we see in a normal human being. Hahaha, what's happening in this world. It's me who has a normal figure but they laughed and teased me. I try to matched my BioData with others and I found out that their photo attached at the right corner is pretty huge head. I just asked myself maybe I'm just dreaming. I was loss to an outside dimensions where everything are multiverse. They're normal is our opposite. I just woke up and found out that it was just a dream. I laughed at that moment.😂😂😅 The second was; I was cooking some eggs early in the morning. I was told by my mother to buy some food and other stuff. My mom that time was busy on his business. She has sari-sari store. Early in the morning many customers will buy various stuff. It happen I didn't notice that I forgot to turn of the gas. I just remember that when I'm already in the market. I just a little bit of worry. What if my mother can't get in the kitchen. Maybe our house will totally burn. I was so reckless. So, I immediately went back home and tit takes me 10 to 15 minutes to get into our house. Imagine that cooking fried egg for fifteen minutes. It's too long maybe if that happens all the eggs became black. But when I arrived at home I just saw what happen. The eggs are still uncooked. How was that happened? It's impossible haha. The third was; I was about to climb a coconut tree. It was I think the height are 1000 feet. Hehe, Why is this? This is so funny and unbelievable. Where can you find such tallest coconut tree with the height of 1000 feet. I try to climb it and when I reached the highest peak of the tree. I just saw tiny things below. It was so high. Is there anything else that is weird from this? The worst thing is that I was slipped and was fall down. I wonder why is I'm still alive? Like I didn't feel anything. The fourth was; I about to eat my launch. I was too hungry that time. So, I eat alot of food. But I'm not contented with the available in the table. I tend to buy some in the store. Almost of my money has been spent. The table was so full of various food. I just eat them all but I couldn't feel that my stomach is contented, like it wasn't occupied. I was wondering why is this? Why I'm still hungry despite I have eat to much. This is so weird huh. Thoughts In life there's always a dream like weird and horrible. I don't feel comfortable with this two it sounds like disturbing. I seldom dream weirdest thing but when I'm exhausted both mentally and physically. I can assume that my evening would be full of fantasy. Sometimes good and sometimes bad. It depends on my disposition.

@Natsu 20 May 2022

Recognizing someone is greater than us Let me just share this to you guyz cause this thought really caught me. I love this idea. It's because it's more on motivational. In life there should be problems, willy-nilly it will deliberately touch with us. This is one of the reason why we need to make a steps to surpass our problems. Story There's a guy who has been bombarded with alot of problems. He couldn't tell where it generates. He always think about how can he cease his problems since we is doing good in his life. He asked himself why I must going through with this? He thinks what's his shortcomings about his life. He has a wife who is a full supportive wife. He has a daughter, her name Mary. One day his daughter got sick. He was dreaded that time. He just said ohh! another problem again. Why just can't my problem get away from me. His daughter Mary has a Pneumonia. If you're going to have this you'll be able to experience great fever like you'll suffer from difficulty in breathing. Apprehensions exist to his father. He couldn't tell his problem to someone except his wife. When he reach the hospital he saw his daughter and wife sleeping. He was so down and sad. Imagine seeing those situations like he wanted to switch it. He wasn't cry. Perhaps, he let his emotions keep in his heart. He just woke up his wife and tap the shoulder slowly. His wife woke up. She hugged him tightly. She said our daughter suffers Pneumonia. The father doesn't woke up his daughter since she is in deep sleep. His daughter seems to be pathetic. His father just went out and can't determine where should he asked for help. It's not about financial cause he is CEO of a company. He feels something missing on him. He couldn't tell what it is. He always notice everytime he has problems, he always tend to be helpless albeit there are people who have full support on him. Long before, while he was not engage in marriage. He always feel something's lack on him. He has alot of money or wealth even though he is on his young age. He just asked himself. Why did I feel anxious? Maybe he is bothering how he's life would be after life. Is there anything that I can assure about something good or bad in another dimension of life? Now, when he almost 14 years in marriage and his daughter suffers from Pneumonia, he realized that his emotions just turned back. He has alot of apprehensions. The reason why he is anxious? As time passed by, the father gradually realized about his life. He need to figure out life. Why is there a lot of problems on him? He is in great depression since he can't tell anybody his sentiment. His daughter suffers agony and in addition he couldn't beg to someone else that is powerful cause he doesn't believe in the existence of deity. He didn't believe that. In short he is atheist. One day he didn't realize that he pray. Like, it deliberately utters his mouth the word God help me. I feel so doubtful about deity's existence but why did he say that word in fact he an atheist. After that incident, he try to repeat to pray. He tend to used word God, cause it has a general term. He used that cause he feel confused who God is true. Maybe, there are alot of religion exist that's why he didn't mentioned on his prayers any proper name for a God, instead he used the general term. He used that cause he is referring to a true God not the irrelevant. As he observed, he's 5 consecutive fervent prayers he observed alot of changes. His daughter seems to have a little good than before. Infact his wife told him that their daughter will discharge soon. They will just wait for the confirmation. As he went to his job. He didn't know that his employees already know what's his suffers. And one of them approach him that his daughter will be okay. He was astonished about what he heard. He just feel unusual starting the day he prayed. Alot of changes happens. He recognized God as a supreme being and can really help in times of trouble as long as you're sincere to your prayer. He also observed that his anxiety about life vanished. He was so thankful to God and try to give him compliment for his prayers was answered. He now realize that he has a clear direction in life. There's something else that is great than us it is God. He just said it to himself. After a couple of days his daughter became okay and the doctor allowed her to be discharged. The family was so thankful to God. `This is the end of the story Thanks for READING 😊`

@Natsu 19 May 2022

Food that I want Hello guys what's your morning? How was your day? It's me who has a little bit busier than before. I couldn't imagine how I can make content cause I have alot of errands this previous days but I'm trying to publish at least one content every other day. My topic for this morning is about food. I really love food. What I really like the most are food came from the province cause they are more on organic materials. Some of the food aren't contaminated with some chemicals. So let's start to enumerate. This is one of my favorite especially in breakfast. I really eager to eat vegetables. I think ***ginisang ampalaya*** is one of the most delicious food, not just in taste but also it gives nutrients to our body. Infact, it will add up blood on you especially when you're an anemic person. There are alot of benefits you can from this vegetable. Although alot of children or individual who wasn't please with it's bitter taste. During our days, while we're still young we never mind it's bitterness since our mother cooked it deliciously. This is ginisang patola sa miswa. For your information, this kind of vegetables can easily be planted and even though you'll just leave it in a piece of land, it will deliberately grows. Infact we have just planted this kind of vegetable. Alot of nutrients that we have benefits from this. But alot of individuals don't have any interest with this. So, I told my mother just cooked this kind of menu so it will be consumed by my brothers and sisters. Let me show you how I grow some of this. Look how it survive, even though we didn't put fertilizer on this plant it deliberately grows. There are alot of huge grasses on its pheriperal but it seems this plant is competing with other grasses. This is our way of lives before or even up until know. We still appreciate the blessings of nature. Pinakbet is one of the most common recipe here in the Philippines. It is the combination of some healthy vegetables. I can still remember, my mom always prepare this kind of food especially in the afternoon. It is so delicious, like it was. We can't assume some negative thoughts about this cause it is just mixed vegetables. I really love the idea of the food. But what I really like the most is that when it added with additional, spice. I mean *****bagoong*****. There's so much taste on that. I guess you're familiar with this. This is one of the easiest way to prepare our meal. Just a cup of oil then you have this all. This is one of my favorite since we are living in a countryside. I love fishes especially when it is fresh. Friend eggplant seems to be most delicious, I love it when it has a spicy sauce. I think that could make my day better tasting this kind of food. It's so healthy. I think this is considered as exotic food cause it's more on internal organ of an animal. For me chicken's organ is one of the best, it's so delicious. My mother was an expert about this, infact many people especially when there is occasion they'll probably seek this kind of menu. Many people here in our area want to cooked this one. Maybe, my some of you here really love this kind of food. Thoughts Food is life indeed.any people are getting fascinated with food. Due to the advent of technology we have now access to some tutorials that can freely learn, one of this is YouTube. One of my favorite show that I watched is Bayashi. I think thats also his name to his channel. I love his idea about cooking. The only thing that I became strange to his cooking style is that, he has uniqueness on his cooking. Many of appreciate cooking cause its more motivational when we see someone appreciate our way of menu. I admit that people really love cooking. In life we are so selective on our food to eat. Sometimes we are more conscious on what we eat. But the only thing that I'm sure is that vegetables are the best food to eat by humanity.

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