For many it may sound trivial or simply boring that it is a lie and even more so when one suffers disappointments along the way because of waiting for that lover to be the right one or because of looking for something else than what is presented to you. I do not guarantee that the first love is the only one or the last, but I can guarantee that this prince does exist as long as you give a chance to what your heart really needs.
I was overwhelmed, I was the most unhappy woman that could exist at that time, so much so that I hid in four walls so that they would not see the physical conditions that I had reached only because of that infidelity that I lived, although my heart always longed for a great love, a gentleman who would give everything for me, who would value me and represent me, I was in a totally adverse history to that, I lived with a person that even though he was my first partner and I gave everything to make him happy as much as to stop being happy myself, that did not matter to him, I had a baby which was my joy and relief because there I could see the reason to continue, but always with those whispers that you are nothing, they are not going to love you with a child, without me you are nobody or something even stronger if you want to get married look for another one because with me do not expect that, yes as you read it was what that person told me every time he could I think it was easier to overcome a blow than so many hurtful words.
But everything changed the day I decided to love myself and no longer be anyone's toy even without having any benefit because I was just a nuisance in the room and a burden to be aware of, that brave and courageous woman who once was returned, I decided to leave those four walls and do the best I could look for God, and it was in those visits to the congregation that helped me to release so much pain and suffering to trust me again, and know that later I had much life to live with that beautiful child. It turned out that in the church a very special person was waiting for me and I was innocent of everything, until the Lord gave us the opportunity on the least expected day I was there in a family celebration that I really did not want to attend but I went, when I got out of the car I saw that man nervous and at the same time excited because I was the one he was looking for months in the church, My son had an immediate connection, that shy baby spent the whole party in the arms of that person playing and grabbing all the candy they could, he even crossed without even running well, he arrived at the door where this man lived as if someone told him, see that this will be your home, it was strange but I left home calm after so much time without having shared and with this beautiful experience of seeing my son happy. There was always the presence of the past is something that can not be avoided and less having something in common as a son even though he was not a good father.
And so it was that I met this great light at the end of the tunnel, when I thought I would no longer have opportunities in life for believing those harmful and selfish words that one day could shout at me. That is why it is never too late to give you the opportunity to be happy. Today I can shout to the world that my son and I have found a great blessing in our lives and we thank God for being by his side today as I dreamed, that beautiful man who values you, loves you and takes care of you at all times.
Beautiful