Twenty

Sometimes I don't know where I'm headed

Like today

At 20, the stage where I feel so lost

On journey between cliffs and ocean

At times, all I see is paths and high cliffs

I keep walking and climbing without knowing it's end

Bearing the tiredness felt

Repeating for Quite awhile

At times, all I see is endless ocean water

Sailing a yatch, following the direction through compass

Vast ocean, witnessing sunsets and sunrise

Can sometimes feels like nightmare

At times, when the wind was so cold

I was awakened and ended up in a dark forest

Walking along the road without light

I tend to look back, thinking if I'm walking on the right path

The fear was eating me

The self-doubt and lack of self confidence

Day by day, anxiousness is coming to me

What if I don't meet my expectations about myself

In life, Is it okay to feel this way? just sometimes..