Am i Dead?

I Am Dead?👣
Hy Everyone
Hope you all are fine, healthy and happy🌸
I'm going to tell you the talk of mind.

Everything is so beautiful still so dark, dark with all the brightness. I think night is too close to cover all the light but No there is light and birds are enjoying. But how they are enjoying, No they are mourning on something, may be some is died. But Who?
A close one, another bird, any relative of someone, OR INNER SELF
Yes, inner self  die quietly
Yes when inner self gets died there is no sound to hear no one come to console only natural things got that feeling of died.
I'm alive Yet dead