Love is the strongest weapon you can use in every battles you face.
I was in my grade seven when I met my first love.
He is kind,handsome,thoughtful,and has sense of humor. He is one of the heartthrob in our campus. Many students inlove with his charismatic look.He is my classmate, and were very close friend. We're very comfortable with each other. My day was always full of colors because we're always together and he makes me laugh. He always checking up on me. If I'm okay. Everytime I get sick. Until such time,I realized that I was falling inlove in him. I never told him about my feelings, I keep it on my own.
Exactly when our class done ,and every student are leaving. I was also organizing my things so that I could also go home. And suddenly my classmate Dane ask me. "Kayle answer my question honestly". Because he's also one of my close friend and were same barangay. So I told him "whats your question". And he said whose your crush in our classmates?. Uhmmm I'm hesitant to tell him his name but I gave him the Favorite color of my crush " color green is his favorite color". Ahah! I knew it ,it's Danielle Dave teacher Alfonza child. Shhhh! Shut your mouth where here in the road. Okay2x fine.
That time a told Dane not to tell this to Danielle. Because I'm scared because if he knew it,our friendship will be end here. And he responce yes to my favour. I go early in the morning in school because it's our cleaners, and I saw Danielle in the front door of our room. I greet him "goodmorning" but he just walk out without even responding on my word. I was curious why he's been acting weird. And that was the time when I realized that Dane my friend, betrayed me. That morning he already told Danielle that I have a crush on him from the start. Our relationship as a friend ruined because of this feeling I have for Him. I decided to distant my self for Him almost 4 years. It's difficult, many tears falling.
Grade 7 until grade 10 we were classmate. I dont know why we have 10 sections in every grade but still God never let us separate. The awkwardness was there. Everytime were partner in group projects, activities I can't even talk to Him like before. I was just praying to God, that I don't want to end our friendship becaue of this feeling. I ask God to help me bring back the friendship that we have before grade8,9,10 almost 4 years pf heart aches. I witnessed him happy with his relationship. And guess what , his girl friend since grade 7 to 8 they broke up. He had other girlfriend when we are in grade 9 and they got broke up too. Two of his ex girl friend was my best friend.It really hurts. My heart broke into pieces knowing that my bestfriend Cristal and IC was became his girlfriend. And what the heart breaking point here is that I don't even know about this things.
Starting that time. I decided to be stroncg and make my self better. To love myself more and be the best version of it. Little by tittle I was starting to enjoy my singleness I accept everything that what happend. I focus my self on doing things that could develop my skills, and talent.
Almost 3.5 years of praying and still God didn't answere it. I keep on praying and praying. Until such time grade 10 I was playing a Speak Takraw game. I met this humble, tall ,and handsome guy named Ramon. He became my outlet everytime I have problems his there . And I know Ramon has feelings for me. He always bring me snack ,teach me techniques on playing sepak. He sings too. He's a caring frirend.But my I have no feelings for Him and he understand because he knows who I love.
When Danielle knows that there was a guy inlove with me. He thinks that I had no feelings for him. Grade 10 when I met Camille my friend and Danielle friend also. She's one of the reason why I got close again little by little to dane. Until December 15 that was my birthday. Danielle and some of my group of friend came in the house. I cried because that was the time also when Danielle talk to me just like his close friend before. My 4 years of praying became worth it. Patience and perseverance matter. But most especially love. God really knows how important this person to my life.
Prayers really works. Sometimes we don't know when God answere it. But for me as long as you believe, and never stop praying on the things you love. God will answered it.
Recently our friendship were still getting stronger. We're already 6 years in our friendship. Even were far away from each other, we always communicate through social media.
Having a strong relationship with my friend really matters. They're my family.
Let's treasure our friend,they are God's gift from us.