Introvert heart

I want to say I love you But I wont...

'cause it's something that I don't do.

Probably because, I find it uncomfortable to bring those 3 words up

Or maybe because those 3 words are not enough

And those words are just ragged now

'Cause I mean those 3 words are more used than the word "Hello" these days.

& those who say it have a 95% chance that they don't actually mean it

If this is someone so special who's to be told something special,

then why would I use a phrase that has lost its special meaning?

So instead of saying it out loud with a mouth that might lie

Maybe I'll just look you awkwardly in the eye

Or maybe just give you my wimpy unapologetic smile

Anything to avoid mentioning those 3 words

And everything to let my heart do the speaking

'Cause this is introvert love! The kind of love that manifests in loss of words

Kind of love that cant be explained through a sentence

But if you'll listen with your heart instead of hearing with your ears

Then you might find my million ways of saying "I love you" hidden in the silence.

I want to say I love you but i think it would not suffice

So maybe I'll just resort to the poems that I write;

A whole universe created for the sole purpose of adoring you... POETICALLY.

Where every word is a star, every punctuation is a moon,

And verses are the galaxies.

But in second thought, I doubt if i'll show it to you

'Cause I know you're not into poetry neither astronomy.

And It's better to just leave it there, my poems left unspoken forever

At least It cant go wrong 'cause we rather stay this way

than end up being strangers

'Cause this is introvert love!

Creating masterpieces through supressed emotions

A kind of love more poetic than any poetry in motion

A kind of love that is calm and sound on the surface

But burns savagely inside with passion.

So understand that just because I dont wear my heart on my sleeves

It doesnt necessarily means that it beats any softer for you

'Cause this is introvert love my extrovert dear

It might be subtle and not obvious But it is certainly real