05-25-22

Hello read.cash family. How are you today? I hope you are all doing great.

I took my dinner past 10PM, and the reason why is it that late,because we went to Baywalk earlier this night to eat some street food and halo-halo, and that makes our stomach a bit full. Actually I'm not totally ok and feeling well today, I easily get annoyed even for small things because today I have a visitor, which is my monthly period, hands up to all who can relate with me, that everytime we have a period the only thing we want to do is to lay down in bed, and cover ourself with blanket and just sleep the whole day. Haha. Am I right.? But doing nothing during my period is very imposible for me now because I am already a full-time mom, how I wish to just sit and relax, while watching movies, and eating my favorite food during my red days, but that's too far from reality, because for now I can't do that anymore. as much as I would love to rest, but I have a big responsibilities to do, I have to take care of my son and do the household chores, and there is nothing I can really do about it. Well too much for that,and let me now proceed to my topic today.

And before I proceed let me ask you this two questioned first; How much do you love your Mother? What are the things that you are willing to do to make her happy?

So while taking my dinner I suddenly remember my mom, I suddenly miss her. I admit that I am not a good and perfect daughter, I always make my mom angry and mad at me, I always make a mistakes before, during my childhood and teenage days, more often I did wrong things, I always sneak out the house, and make her feel worry. When everytime she scolded me I did just simply leave the house and and did not listened to her words. That's how stupid I am before. I did so much things to hurt her feeling, I remember that she cry because of me, saying bad words towards her, and even cursed her to death. I am so bad and mean daughter, because all I want that time is my own happiness. But I was too wrong. I did not see how my Mama care about me. I was to blind to see how blessed I am to have her in my life. I feel so guilty and sorry for all the thing that I have done to cause her so much pain. I know I was once a bad daughter, but I realized things now, especially that I am now a mother too.

I really want to say my sorry to her, but I don't have a guts to face her yet. So I will just write it in here. And once I got the courage I will show her this letter.

Mom, I'm so sorry for what I did, for all the fault that I made during my teenage days, I'm sorry for disappointing you. I'm so sorry to cause you so much pain, I'm so sorry to make you cry, and I'm sorry to hurt you, I'm Sorry Mom.

After all the realization I want to say thank you to a her, I thank her for not judging me, I thank her for always being at my side whenever I need her the most, I thank her for undying and constant support, I thank her because I can count on her,she is just on call away, I thank her for always take good care of my son. I thank her for being my supermom. I thank her because she did not give up on me, despite of everything that I have done to her. I thank her for molding me to become a better person that I am today. I am so thankful for the unconditional love,I am really thankful to have her as my mom. I always pray and hope, that may God fulfill all her wishes. I am so proud that she is my Mom.

Author's note:

The love of Mother is the greatest gift from God, that we should never take for granted. And we should be very thankful for all the things that they have done to us. We should show our respect to them. And if you have a time don't hesitate to say the word "I love you" to them,that means a lot. And we should appreciate all the hardship and sacrifices they have done for us.

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