This will be the last.
A letter for you two.
Life has been so hectic this moment. We'll never know when will be the end. We'll never know when everything will stop. We'll never know if what we are aiming for will really turn out to be real. Thus, stop doing what you think is wrong. And start doing what you think is best.
But can I even tell you two what to do? When everything I said, say, and will say will not matter as you believe what you two are doing is right?
It's been years when I said NO. It's been years when I said STOP. It's been years when I said this is not what it supposed to be.
You kept on telling me, yes we will stop. And I kept on hoping that finally you'll listen. But I was wrong. Totally wrong!
What I said seemed to just enter your ears and just past through the other. What I said seemed to be nothing and will not matter. Your words doesn't match your actions. And that svcks me out!
Don't get me wrong! All I want is the goodness for both of you. All I want is for you two to realize that what you are doing is wrong. All I want is for you two is to find peace within your hearts.
I am getting tired. No! I am already tired. I'm already tired listening to rants from one of you. I am tired giving advices. Today you rant, you seemed to listen, you agreed to me. Then the next day, I'll see you both doing the opposite. Are you two playing with me?
You know what? Both of you are getting toxic and toxic. Sorry for the word. But it is what it is!
I never imagined myself seeing you two in that situation. I never imagined myself that I'll be getting stressed out with things I didn't even do and made. I never imagined getting disappointed to you two. This is not what I am expecting to happen.
You're old enough to know what's wrong and right. You're old enough to know if what will you do will affect someone. Yet, you continue doing so. Both of you are selfish!
You know what friendship means. But you seemed not to know how it works. Only if you listened to me the moment I said no, it shouldn't turn out this way.
Please stop and listen! Where was the promise you made? Will it forever stay as promise? Are you not planning to take it to action? I'm begging you, please do it. It's all for you.
Stop being selfish.
Stop being self centered.
Stop being manipulative.
Stop playing victim.
Stop thinking that the world revolves only on you.
Stop what you are doing right now.
Know your worth.
Keep your promise.
Do what is right.
And to you:
Stop being a svcker of attention.
Stop doing things you are not supposed to do.
Stop making a person your world.
Pick up the responsibility you left.
Know your worth.
Be a man.
This will be the last time I'll be advising you. This will be the last time I will say my say. This will be the last time I'll care. This will be my last letter for the both of you.
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I hope that you let them read this sis for them to realize. Well, once is enough, if they won't listen, then it's not yoyr problem anymore. You shouldn't stress yourself over something that isn't yours in the first place.