Too Many Things at A Time.

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Have you ever felt like you have so much to do in a certain timeframe? Have you ever felt rushed in doing something and get a perfect result? Have you ever felt tired just by thinking of the things that you need to do or finish? Have you ever felt blank just by thinking?

I apologize my read.cash friends, I haven't been posting quality content lately. No worries, some of my articles are just stuck on my drafts and waiting to be finished and published. Right now, I just want to try to ease of my mind. I feel blank, exhausted and tired for some reason and I don't know why. I feel rushed and anxiety is kicking in. I am starting to bite my nails until it hurts again.

I have a lot of unfinished things to do. I know, I know, I should do one thing at a time. However, how can I? I just want to step back, relax and free my mind for just a day.

Being a full time mom, I try to squeeze in time so I can manage to do chores or things I needed to do as a wife. I am thankful that Lil B and I are still staying here in my parents' house. I can ask a little assistance if I have a quick errand or chore to do.

Let me do a quick research how to manage time.

Eeeeeeek!

1. Set goals that are achievable and measurable.
   -Let me list a few goals or tasks that I need to do. Finish my online driving course, prepare for lil B's birthday/baptism, repair house, post article in read.cash, noise, and appics.

2. Prioritize wisely
   -posting on the platforms mentioned above should be my everyday task and honestly, I don't know which one of the three should I finish first.

3. Set a time limit to complete a task
   -There's no specific time limit to the task listed but I have a time frame

4. take a break in between tasks
   -hmmmm, break is only ligo, wiwi or poopie break because me a mother 24/7

5. organize yourself
   -I am actually having hard time in organizing what to do first because for Lil B's baptisim my husband haven't finalized the schedule for his days off next month. My driving course is not yet done because I started to feel I am failing so I don't want to fail on any part of the exam again.

House repair, we already have plans to have it repaired but we've been having troubles on the layout or floorplan because we do not have the measurements.

1. remove non essential activities

   -uhmm this is hard to do because I think what I do everyday is essential.

2. plan ahead
   -oh you don't have to tell me about this. HAHAHAHA.

I miss my husband, I wish he's here to help me out. His line of work is busy so I only get his full attention before we go to sleep and sometimes we can't discuss all of the things we needed to do.

I miss my bestfriend, she's the one who listens and gives opinion also the one that I can rely on when it comes to things that I can't do on my own. Unfortunately, she's quite busy on her job and jowa so we can barely talk to her.

I feel like the things that I needed to do were messing up my head. I feel rushed, pressured and felt like I have no one to talk to. I am sorry but sometimes I feel like I was about to go on dark mode again but can't afford to when I have a lot of things to think about.

I talked to my other beshiewaps and told her that I need help in planning about the house. She gave a pretty simple and quick advise. She told me to simply delay the house repair and focus on Lil B's birthday first. Whew, that actually gave me a breather.

I think there's also one thing that worries me but I am glad that I don't have to worry about it anymore. Another breather for me, yey!

I just hope that everything will be done soon so we can go to the province with my husband. Huehue.

Just a reminder to our read.cash friends here, don't forget to talk to your loved ones, friends or special someone. Some people just needs someone who can listen to them, listening is enough. We all have our different versions of our own worlds, and it's hard to carry all things at once no matter how heavy the load is. Helping by listening is enough to lift them up.

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