For months that I've been inactive... I miss writing but I still don't know how to start it. It's also like how can I convince myself to continue to walk.. despite of this heavy luggage on my back if you know what I mean.
Everyday is a struggle.. And everyday I wish its just a dream. Thinking what I've lost is keeping me to hold back on things that put me in depression and it's only on my mind. I still want to reminisce everything those happy moments that makes me feel happy even for a second even if it's ONLY ON MY MIND.
Until it makes me cry again. This year brings a lot of pain for everyone and I thought I can saved myself but no one can tell who's going to be your enemy. So always be careful of trusting people specially when choosing a partner.
No one deserves to be hurt if you really know yourself you will know what's good for you.
Right now I'm focusing on taking care of my fur kittens having them unexpectedly was helping me also to fight this depression. But still looking jobs online or on site because I really need to work for our needs. 😅
Cuteeee luna has a shirt now!! And the mommy looks like she's doing really great!