While you weren't here
I cried each night.
A million tears fell,
Still my heart wasn't right.
While you weren't here
I did what I could,
Daring to dream
My choices were acceptable.
While you weren't here
I increased some in age.
Things just went on
Also, life turned a page.
While you weren't here
I simply attempted to go on,
Realizing what didn't murder me
Would just make me solid.
While you weren't here
A ton got changed.
My life got extraordinary,
My reality revamped.
While you weren't here
I needed to figure out how to be distant from everyone else,
To remain on my two feet,
To make my own home.
With the goal that's the place I am currently,
At this phase of my life,
Still frightened and alone,
As yet adapting to hardship.
Also, i genuinely wish that
Things could be extraordinary,
That I could return
To a period previously,
To a period previously
You weren't here.