Downward graph of March

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Time. I didn't know that I have been unproductive until I made an effort to monitor the earning I've got last Month.

I was sure that though it feels unproductive I've spent enough time for myself. For thinking too much. For making decision. For cutting off ties with the job I like and some of the people I grow to cherished.

Though I am a bit absent with the crypto world last month I still have to monitor what I've earned and why my monthly bitcoin cash earning has drop tremendously than of the other first two months.

Here's what happened to my monthly earning this year and from the peak on february it went down this March.

Thus this only proves how emotionally affected I am with my decision. When I am emotionally stressed I watched a lot of movies. I think a lot. I refused to talk too, but when I need to asked about something and need advices I seek for it, weigh the advices and make comparison.

Last March, I decided to leave my 4 year old job and hopefully my current job will be a stable one for more years to come. So I have been busy with all of the requirements and I have thoroughly consider all of the cons and pros of taking the new job offer.

And with those emotional stress I had I only published 4 articles last month compared to february and january where I made both 15 articles. 🙈

I made 42.2$ less 4.22 for my affiliate and a few dollars for my upvotes and for my sponsorship program.

All in all I save up 39.6$ (the current value of bitcoin cash) it is equivalent to 0.12 bch and I've earned it on Read cash. Meanwhile I am very active on noisecash so it only drop for a few bch. (This values are written last Saturday and I was just able to edit the article today so the $ values might have changed.)

I am still very thankful for the BCH I've earned as It would add up for my collection for the next bitcoin cash rally. It wouldn't be possible if I just stare at my phone all night and watch shorts on youtube or facebook. Which I did many times.

Also, my gambling addiction has also increase last March. 😅🙈

Here is my deposit transaction where I gamble 0.08 bch for playing dice. I deposit 0.03bch first but it magically disappear. I stop playing and after a week I came back and deposit almost twice my deposit last March 1.

And fortunately I was lucky enough to recover the 0.057 at a loss of 0.023 BCH. And I withdraw it after a week base from the recent transaction on my account. See how terrible gambler I am. And I haven't done gambling ever since.

That is a little loss compared to the investment I did last March. But If I didn't gamble I won't loss a thing. And I am not sure too, what if I won? And wheres the fun on not risking it?

Also, the loss I've had on my Joost investment was worst than my gambling escapade. One of the investment I am talking about is the Joost energy token. Below is the screenshot of my transaction.

On my transaction shown above I've spend 0.207 BCH on presale of Joost token and got 45000 joost, but after its listing it went down to almost 50% of my initial investment so I hurriedly buy an equal quantity of Joost with 0.126BCH, overall I've spend 0.334 BCH. And currently if you will look at 90000 Joost price in terms of its value in BCH its 0.109 BCH. So I am at a loss of 0.2 BH. It makes me also wonder what if I just gamble it on dice? I'd probably at least take home a good amount. 😝

The thing is on gambling you can control yourself on investing you can't control your co-investor not to sell.

Anyway if you like dice and gambling which I don't recommend for you to do. Haha. I'm still giving my affiliate link. So if you depo something, I am being rewarded. Haha. Just please don't do gambling, okay? Haha xD

https://windice.io/?r=meyzee

Anyway, hopefully this April I will surpassed my february earning given that the bch $ value is low gives me hope that I would get more BCH ;)

And yep that was the reason why my earning drop like a hot potato. 😆

Thank ya'll for reading again!

Also, always remember, if you spend your time to stop/halt and understand your situation. Its also okay and it is not a time wasted.

Lead image source

Thanks to olieman.eth @moneyphotos for making the lead photo available freely on Unsplash 🎁 https://unsplash.com/photos/InWI1lteYfU