Love her,love her not

I'm not a perfect person. I have so many things that I can't do. But if there's one thing that I'm best at , it is to love someone that can't love me back . But that was before because it seems that the world rotates 360°. Expect the unexpected . She gradually loves me endlessly. But can she still forgive me?

You can call me Maru short for Marupok haha. No, my real name is really Maru. I have a special girl in my heart. Her name is Via, my childhood friend since I was 4. We've been together through up and downs. I know all about her from head to toe. She is my princess and I'm her prince. But it's happened too long ago. I remember that we make promise to each other when my parents decided to migrate in Japan. Honestly,at first I refuse to go with them because I don't want to leave Via alone. She is already alone because her parents already died and she only have me. But my parents was so persistent to the point that I have no choice but to follow their orders. I make all those remaining days memorable with her. I bring her to the special place so that I have memories to bring in other country.

On the last day that being together, we went to the top of the mountain. I shout all my worries. I'm worried that when I came back, she already found someone that is better than me.

" Via , I'll give you this ring as a promise that I will comeback to you". I totally bursting while saying that.

" Maru even it's too long to wait, I still wait for you. I promise that I'll never get tired waiting you to comeback on my arms again". Via said while crying then I suddenly hugged her. It seems that we already exchanging our wedding vows. We are only 16 years old that time but we both know that our love for each other is real. We also write our name to the oldest tree on top of the mountain. It is the witnessed that we already bind our hearts to each other and bid our goodbyes.

This is the day.

The day not I don't want to come. I pinched myself and it's really real. This is the time that I'm going to leave her. I immediately fix my things then prepare myself. When everyone was done, we planned to go to the airport earlier than our flight so that it's not hustle for us. When we are was about to leave, my Dad tap my shoulder and point somewhere. There I saw a girl looking at me smiling while crying. I just smile to her and wave my hands. I don't want to said goodbye to her because I can't. I really can't. I decided to get inside the car then cried there out loud. While our car was moving away, I can't resist but look back to her. I saw her crying while waving.

I whispered out of nowhere" I will be back Via".

It's been a year and there's so much things had change. We both lost communication to each other. The last time that I received letter from her was 8months ago. I tried to send many letters as much as I can but still I received no respond. Until I get tired of doing that. Did she really forget me now? It seems like I'm crazy thinking about that for months.

But destiny is not in my control. While I'm missing her so badly, I also meet Kiara. She is my college classmate and I can say that she is really kind hearted person. She is also beautiful. I admit that she is one of the reason why sometimes I coped up my struggles and able to laugh.

The more I with Kiara, the more I becomes comfortable. I can't deny that I gradually forget Via because of Kiara's companion. I really don't know what are my feelings right now. My heart is really excited everytime I saw Kiara. But how about Via? I don't want to let go our promise to each other. I still want to go back to look for her.

One thing is for sure, I really need to cut ties to someone between them. I fix up my mind. Sigh, I already made a decision.

To be continued...

So what do you think Maru will do? Will he come back to the Philippines to come back to Via or he will gonna pursue his bit feelings for Kiara?

Greetings!!

Henlo crazy dreamers 👋👋 How are you on the first day of the new month? It's kinda hectic day for as I need to do some errands. But it's actually a good start though, sound productive haha. Hope that you still kicking in life. I want to remind you that I'm still proud on you even you've experienced downfall today. Cheer up then fight again💪🏽