Life
Ups and downs, just like in the heart beat machine
5 years ago I was crying a river. I don't think I ever cried like that before and I sincerely hope I never will again (although the changes are slim 😞)
In Portugal each village has at least 1 church. And the bells ring when someone dies.
Usually old ppl, sick ppl, ppl expected to die
5 years ago the bells rang for hours. It was as they were rigging inside my heart 😭
One of my eldest son best friend died instantly in a car accident, right after a dinner party where all the friends were gathered. He lost control of the car on the highway...
24 year old Emanuel died. And it still hurts me.
I was with his mother last week, laughing, acting "normal", but ... I was at that exact same gate 5 years ago, too weak to go in, how could I face me dear friend, a mighty Powerful Warrior Mom. She shrunk you know??!! I was talking with her and thinking how lil she became
And here I am, crying again 😭😭😭
But Emanuel was special, he used to say he was immortal
And he is
He lives on forever
And if he was here he would be mad at me for crying 😭😭😭
Sorry for the sad post, but life has sadness too😞
In the photo my eldest son (in the green shirt) and Emanuel 💔
In a cold winter day, I feel warm inside
My Utopia might be impossible, but I'm getting pretty close
My garage is full again, donations keep coming, last Saturday we gave everything, now we have even more, just like MAGIC ✨🙏
Next Saturday a new family will pick all they want/need, till the end of the month we'll prepare a new home for a mommy and her 5y old twins, escaping from domestic violence
None of the things are new, but are in good conditions to reuse, clean and confy
And now we're receiving food too, basic things like sugar, milk, cookies, rice, pasta...
Because Christmas it's not a thing, it's a feeling
Healing Dreams Beautiful Peaceful Warriors
Together we can do anything
LOVE YOU ALL ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
See ???
This is how Powerful I AM!!
Drawing my own 🌈 in the sky
🤣🤣🤣🤣
Rain&Sun all morning, I've been running back and forward to get all my endless laundry dry. The sun comes up, holds for 30 minutes to an hour, than comes another big "shower" 🌧️ ...and there I go running again
But now I give up, in the last few seconds the sky turned pitch black, the thunder ⚡⛈️ and heavy rain is here again
So, for all my sweet dear angel friends that told me to rest... Nope, it's not going to happen 😵🥴🤣
Today we have another football practice schedule, I believe the field is going to be a "swimming pool" again 🤣🤣
I woke up and I jumped 😱😱
9.30h in the morning???????!!!!
It's holiday here in Portugal, no school, but still it's very late, I usually don't sleep till this late 😳😳
I guess all the running around, so much work every day, combined with a drenched football practice yesterday... I admit... I'm tired 😩
Again my 51 y old carcass reminding me how old I am 😭🤣
Not raining right now, after a stormy diluvian night, the sun can almost be seen for brief seconds
So...
Gooooooooooooooooood Mooorniingggg Beautiful Peaceful Warriors, Magicians, Dreamers, Builders of a Better World ❤️🌍🙏✨
Be You, do Your Magic, find Your Porpose, Be The LIGHT ✨✨
LOVE YOU ALL ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Everything that can go wrong will go wrong
But You go on
You never give up
You laugh
And preserver
And it will go right... Eventually 😳🤣
Seriously, life is just amazing
I arranged a randez vous with the father of the family we're helping. We were supposed to meet at the football club after work
But the GPS sent the poor man else where
It's pouring rain, thundering, wind and cold
The practice ended earlier cz we were all drenched
We waited and waited, but he was lost and even lost the Wi-Fi signal because of the bad weather
When he finally arrived we were laughing, passing the things from my car to his, completely drenched because the rain continued so hard... But we laughed and hugged
Rafael said he was very nice
Seriously, some ppl just cant catch a break, seems that all the Universe conspires against us
But I told him, he's not alone, we'll help him and soon life will be better
You know what's his dream??? To help others, just like we're helping him
How cool is this??
This wave will continue to Grow ❤️❤️❤️
Healing Dreams Beautiful Peaceful Warriors
LOVE YOU ALL 🥰❤️✨🙏
🎵🎶HoHoHo🎵🎶🎅
Today is Christmas
And yesterday was Christmas
And the days before
Tomorrow will be Christmas
And everyday
Gonna tell you a secret 🤫
I don't like the "24/25 December Christmas"
I'm always saying it's time to put an end to it, but my family doesn't let me 😒
That "Christmas" - too much food, useless "presents", all that waste... - that's not Christmas
I gather my family many times a year, no need for "special" days, when we're all together is always special
The real Christmas spirit is giving... Knowing that what you'll receive back is worth much more, no money can buy this feeling
Today we're going to buy and deliver food. The most basic needs for any living creature in the planet
It's not goodnesses, it's not solidarity
It's a pay-it-forward
A ripple that will continue to grow
Because we are all cells sharing 1 big marvelous body, our Mother 🌍
When 1 of us isn't well, we all must feel the pain and help it heal
That's what's Christmas is all about
#WeAreONE
Wish you all a Blessed Amazing Unique Unreplaceable Unrepeatable Grateful Happy ZEROHate Healthy Present 🎁❤️
LOVE YOU ALL ❤️🥰✨🙏
Looking up Here&Now
The sky is stunning 😍
I am very happy with the football game today, Portugal won 6x1
Obviously all Portuguese are happy right now
One thing I will always thank Cristiano Ronaldo for, most ppl in the world know that Portugal exists because of him
Healing Dreams Beautiful Peaceful Warriors
LOVE YOU ALL ❤️❤️❤️
Again I promise more Noise...and I fail miserably 🙈
My twin is still waiting for her car to be fixed, it's up to me to take mommy to her physiotherapy. And than she wanted to go to the cemetery, visit my grandparents grave
When we were leaving a young man come to talk with us. He was what I call "a professional beggar". He was very beautiful, very dirty and very drunk. I could smell the alcohol from a distance. He was perfectly harmless, very polite, asking us for some money. Obviously he was going straight to spend it on wine or drugs, his eyes said it all. We helped with some money, but we know what's going to happen 😞
Now... A new challenge
A young mom finally found the courage to leave an abusive marriage, the man use to beat her and the children repeatably
Again a family with nothing 😞
Yesterday at the football field several parents offered some things, now I know where to use them - 1 couch, 1 mattress, 1 single bed, 1 tv, blankets and sheets... This I already have to donate, but she needs to get someone to help with the transportation...
Ohhhh my heart 😭😭
I took this photo by my grandparents grave, for me this was the most beautiful adornment there. I don't like cemeteries, I think it's a big waste of space. I want to be cremated and that someone puts my ashes in the first garbage bin, the Energy will never die
Gooooooooooooooooood Mooorniingggg Beautiful Peaceful Warriors ❤️🥰✨🙏
I miss Noise
I miss being here for a few minutes, answering your beautiful comments, commenting on your beautiful posts...
But time... Like money... Doesn't stretch
I'm hoping today will be a calm day and I'll try to visit your walls and reciprocate your Love
How are things in your country??
Here it's getting so much worse. So many families struggling to put food on the table, pay the basic needs 😔
I contacted the Red Croix where I'm a volunteer to ask for food for a family I'm trying to help. My friends there tell me they don't have enough to help the ones constantly knocking on their door. They fear they won't be able to make the traditional Christmas Baskets giveaway because there's nothing left at the food bank
Tomorrow we (I and 2 friends) will meet this family we're trying to help, and we'll pay their food from our own pockets. It's unthinkable that the father is going to work without eating for 2 days. His co-workers share their food with him because they see he has nothing
This breaks my heart 😭😭😭
We wanted to go yesterday, but he's working 3 hours from here, only tomorrow he will be near, but my mind thinks about this constantly
And there's many families "surviving" like this
And I think it's going to get worse 😔
I can only hope that you live in a country where this isn't happening, but I fear it's worldwide
My "aversion" to money is still here, but I would love to have a lil more so I could share. My heart is so heavy lately
Ohhhhhhh.... Welll... Enough with sadness
The things will get better soon 🙏
Wishing you all a Blessed Present 🎁💝
LOVE YOU ALL ❤️❤️❤️
We're lil droplets compared to the sea
Tiny cells sharing one giant (un)perfect body
Today I'm paying-it-forward
And the family I helped today, will soon help others
And that's how a Wave is done, hundreds... millions.. of tiny droplets
That's how life makes sense
Together, as One
Healing Dreams Beautiful Peaceful Warriors
LOVE YOU ALL ❤️🥰✨🙏
Life is Unperfect, challenging and so so terribly overwhelming
We struggle and fight in a never ending loop of continuous battles
And it's ok
Unperfection is important
A pinch of madness will make your heart tingle
Don't worry too much, time will pass
With each day we Reborn
And maybe...
Maybe today is here as a Present to others, not to yourself
Maybe today your porpose is to give your present to someone else, give your smile, give your time, help a fellow human with his/her struggles and forget your own
Not always our Present is for ourselves
I might add: this makes the Present even more magical 🎁✨
@MarSou
Gooooooooooooooooood Mooorniingggg Beautiful Peaceful Warriors ❤️🥰✨🙏
What a hectic week this was... And will be again
No time for Noise, but my life is pretty Noisy, even inside my head
This silly OldCaveWoman wants to do everything and be everywhere but... damn laws of physics 🤣🤣
I always think that "tomorrow I'll have more time" but tomorrow is here, and I'm running again 🙈
Now that we have everything for the family to have a comfortable home, they need food, they've spent all their money renting the house
It's day 5 and they will need to eat till the next paycheck, 3 children and their parents
Another battle begins
And it's beautiful because we already know that they'll win
How amazing it is to go to battle knowing that there'll be only victory
My heart is full of hope and Gratitude
Wish you all a Blessed Present 🎁💝
LOVE YOU ALL ❤️❤️❤️
I keep coming here to open my wings
My sky, my sand, to Love, not to own
This is the place where I find all things
Here I find a part of me, never felt alone
I believe people feel lost and depressed
Because they focus on money and greed
Become sad, blind and walkingdeath
They forget Mother provides every need
Just spread your wings and fly
MarSou
It's unbelievable how much I have in my mind right now... My head thinks nonstop... I just can't find a way to solve everyone's problems.. I definitely hate money, but right now I would love to win a lottery
And it's going to get worse 😔
Only united and helping each other, we'll be able to endure this crisis
Gooooooooooooooooood Mooorniingggg Beautiful Peaceful Warriors 🎶🎵❤️🤣
What ever you do today
Do it for Love
And remember, it's hard for Love to survive on its own, so give Love, be open to receive Love, spread Love where ever you go.
That is your mission today 😊❤️🙏☮️
Yesterday was a hard day. We worked till pass midnight, just to put everything in the truck and than carry everything to a 2nd floor apartment.
Now it's up to them (family we're helping) to tide everything and see if they have all they need or still miss something
People were so generous, the truck was almost fully loaded, i hope they have everything they need to start this new life
We were many, I was just one more, but very proud to be part of this
Humans can do anything when they unite, and it's beautiful ❤️
Wish you a Perfect Present 🎁, Be Happy Here Today
LOVE YOU ALL ❤️🥰✨🙏
Murphy's law
Everything that can go wrong, will go wrong
😳
We've been putting together everything for a family that's starting new, with nothing at home
I was waiting for the father of the family, but the person that was going to lend him a truck got delayed
Now it's night, the world's cup is on, the person where we're going to get one of the beds isn't answering the phone, the other where we're going to get the couch says he will have to wait till the game is over...
Poor man is a wreck, he's trying so hard, making his best...
But everything will be ok
That's what I keep telling him
No stress
It will be harder than expected, but will happen, no doubt at all in my mind
There's Murphy's law
But there's also Marisa's law - never give up, it's hard, but will be ok...soon 🙏❤️
🎶🎵 Gooooooooooooooooood Mooorniingggg Beautiful Peaceful Warriors 🎵🎶❤️🥰
(Confess, you sang this 🤣🙈)
Our only mission in this life is to LOVE
Everything else are just distractions
(Un)fortunately I have plenty of distractions 🤣🤣 I'm preparing breakfast for the man working at the construction, than it's #FootballSaturday, lunch for 8 carnivorous... And today we'll have a truck to deliver all the things to the family I'm trying to help.
I am very very happy to say that it will take a big truck, many many ppl stood up to help, I am very proud 🥰🥰
Wish you all a Blessed Amazing Unique Unreplaceable Unrepeatable Grateful Happy ZEROHate Healthy Weekend and Saturday
LOVE YOU ALL ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
The best things in life cost nothing
And we receive time, memories, laughs...
Right now, watching World Cup with my kids
Gooooooooo Portugal 🇵🇹⚽🏆
I don't own the Light
All I do is Love and cherish it
And hope one day I can be One with all the lights
MarSou 🙏☮️🥚☯️🌍❤️
Gooooooooooooooooood Mooorniingggg Beautiful Peaceful Warriors, Magicians, Dreamers, Builders of a Better World 🌍♥️
It's #FamilyFriday and I'm blessed to be spending time with both my sisters, their children and mommy. And my own kids are free from school today, so there'll plenty of Noise in the house 🤣🤣❤️❤️❤️
I am truly happy alone
I am truly happy with friends and Family
Wherever I am, whatever I do, I am HAPPY
Because that's our job in this Life
To be Happy
And my son Tiago is here , bullying me, making me laugh, I can't drink my coffee 😭🤣🤣🤣
Now he drinks my coffee and goes 🤮 because it's super strong and without sugar 🤣🤣🤣
Help!!!! He doesn't let me drink my coffee 😭☕🤣🤣
Well, all I want to say is: be Happy
And...
I LOVE YOU ALL
2nd photo: Tiago bullying me with photos while I type this post
3&4 photos: Tiago trying to escape my photo bullying 🤣🙈
Today was, as everyday, a beautiful Present
And my fb memories reminded me of another Present, the necklace that it's part of me for almost 4 years, Unique, Unreplaceable, Weaved by my beautiful magical Sister Lori, in the US
This is what social connection does, we met ppl that we'll never hug in person, yet they become as important as family
I am very happy in my real life
I am very happy in my virtual life
So much Love flowing, no miles, no borders, Energy knows no boundaries
LOVE YOU ALL ❤️❤️❤️
We had a surprise visit 🥰
My younger sister, her 4 y old twins, her husband and, of course, baby Matilde
It's the first time I can hold her, soooo cuteeeeee
And the baby smell 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
She's 2 months old today ❤️❤️❤️
Welcome December 🥰🎄✨
Where did the year go... I have no idea 😳
Yet here we are, 30 days till another year begins
It's really cold, for me this weather makes me sing " It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas"🎵🎶 🤣🤣
I sincerely don't think that Christmas and hot weather don't match 🙈
There's a lot of Noise here, in the construction site in the back of my house, it's holiday here in Portugal, that means extra work building house n°3
Wish you a happy December 1st and a great new month
LOVE YOU ALL ❤️🥰✨🙏
Listening to Mother 🌎, here's what I found
Seeds must break to create life
Roots must go deep on sacred ground
In my darkest days I found my place
Going inside, I let my inner child shine
My Soul recignizes energy, not your face
Eyes and hearts are easy to deceive
WeAreONE but my heart is a fool
I cuddle in your light, I never wanna leave
I'm never afraid to die
I'm afraid not to love enough
@MarSou
Goodbye November
Thank you for all your blessings 🙏🥰
Healing Dreams Beautiful Peaceful Warriors
LOVE YOU ALL ❤️🥰✨🙏
Personal wealth is a fraude
We're manipulated to accumulate hollow things by the promises that our happiness will rise as much as our bank account
We're manipulated into slavery disguised as "success"
The TRUTH???...
The happiest people are the ones who have litle and that's enough for them
The richest people, the music/movie/tv "stars" are miserable, being famous and rich didn't brought any of the promised Neverland
Society taught us that life without ambition is a failure
Generation upon generation worships the myth of "Stars" telling us how to look, how to live, how to be "successful" ... - I hate that word 😒
Everyone that pauses life for a little bit understands we've been fooled since birth
The ONLY real definition of success is:
✅ being YOURSELF
✅ Love everyone and help all you can
✅ If you can't help, at least don't hurt anyone
✅ Respect EVERYONE regardless colors, flags, politics, religion... All the tags that serve only to separate us
✅ LOVE YOURSELF exactly as you are
My friend taught me these words :
I Love you, even if you don't love me back
I didn't understood back than
Now I know how wise he was
@MarSou
I don't need to know the question
LOVE is always the answer ❤️
Gooooooooooooooooood Mooorniingggg Beautiful Peaceful Warriors 🥰
It's cold 🥶
8°c in the morning, for my region it's really cold
I had many plans today, but they just got sidetracked because my twin sister's car is overheating and she needs my help
Obviously it's a good excuse to spend time with her, we live 10 minutes from each other but life happens and we only see each other a few minutes on weekends
Wish you all a Blessed Present 🎁
Not because it's Christmas season, but because Christmas spirit of giving and sharing must be everyday
LOVE YOU ALL ❤️🥰✨🙏
I've been "hiding" inside my un-perfect cave for far too long
Connecting with most humans is rather "painful"
I see beds/sofas/mattress/clothes, etc, in good conditions by the garbage disposal in the rain
And I see children sleeping on the floor
I've done several phone calls today. None was satisfying. Local authorities don't care
The crises will get worse, with the prices increasing in everything, specily house rents and basic needs
Time to go out, talk with the people that can truly help, those who care only for looking good on the photography...
Time to talk with the local.. Politicians 😬🤮
I know 1 politician that cares. So I'll have to make him my ally
I need a place where ppl can deposit the things they no longer need, a place where the ones who need the stuff can get help
With the winter coming as the coldest since 1956, many ppl will need a extra hand desperately 😔
🎶🎼 A Million Dreams 🎵🎼...
The wheels are turning, humans at their best, I'm so happy!!!
From the list of things the family I'm trying to help needs, we already received donatations of:
☑️ 1 couple's bed
☑️ 1 single bed
☑️ 1 microwaves
☑️1 Electric stove
☑️1 Dresser
☑️ 2 bikes and toys
☑️ 1 table and 4 chairs
☑️ Cloths, blankets and sheets
☑️ 1 sofa
It's not enough but more it's coming, I know, I feel it 🙏🙏🙏
Gratefulness fills my heart ❤️😊
Please forgive me for less Noise, but Life has a way to wrap us in amazing ways
Gooooooooooooooooood Mooorniingggg Beautiful Peaceful Warriors, Magicians, Dreamers, Builders of a Better World ❤️🌍🙏
See how powerful I am!!!????
I made the 🌞 go down again, using only my finger 👇
🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
Nor even CR7 is as powerful as I am 🙈
Wish you all a day filled with magical lil things, lots of laughs and a open heart
LOVE YOU ALL ❤️❤️❤️
Suffering Suffering here 😳
You all know I Love football
World Cup is bringing us many surprises
My Portugal is playing right now
Goooooo Portugal 🇵🇹❤️⚽
I read that root chakra is about "what can you give me" (see 2nd photo)
😳I guess my Heart is in my feet 😳🤣🤣🤣🤣
I Love Brother Sun 🌞
But my Energy comes from Mother 🌍
And my roots aren't selfish at all 🥰
Bare foot, enjoying the cold sunny day
#WeAreONE ❤️❤️
L❤️ve & L✨ght
Gooooooooooooooooood Mooorniingggg Beautiful Peaceful Noisy Warriors ❤️❤️
It's cold but all the windows in my Cave are opened to let 🌞 in, with all its Mighty Powerful Light and Energy ✨
I had a rough night, my friend with her kids weren't allowed to get in Portugal, they were about to be sent back to Brasil
I had to improvise a wedding invitation and send to the custom authorities, took them 7 hours to release her and children 🥺
Her husband and our friends were waiting at the airport, the kids were so cold, thankfully they took the warm coats I've sent them
They're now sleeping in warm beds we had prepared for them, soon we'll have to prepare their future in this new life
My dream of a world without borders makes more sense as I get older, all this tags and separations are senseless and serve only to enslave us
Wish you all a Blessed Amazing Productive Peaceful ZEROHate Healthy Monday and new week
Whatever you can do to help others, just do it, don't let society separate us
LOVE YOU ALL ❤️❤️❤️
Some days the words bang inside my head
I'm a victim of my own thoughts
Peace only comes after I write them down
Other days silence is my best friend
Words just don't wanna come out
Both days are good... And bad... Just days
Different, like water droplets
@MarSou
Healing Dreams Beautiful Peaceful Warriors ❤️🥰❤️
@MarSou
