read.cash Log in
@MarSou

Life Ups and downs, just like in the heart beat machine 5 years ago I was crying a river. I don't think I ever cried like that before and I sincerely hope I never will again (although the changes are slim 😞) In Portugal each village has at least 1 church. And the bells ring when someone dies. Usually old ppl, sick ppl, ppl expected to die 5 years ago the bells rang for hours. It was as they were rigging inside my heart 😭 One of my eldest son best friend died instantly in a car accident, right after a dinner party where all the friends were gathered. He lost control of the car on the highway... 24 year old Emanuel died. And it still hurts me. I was with his mother last week, laughing, acting "normal", but ... I was at that exact same gate 5 years ago, too weak to go in, how could I face me dear friend, a mighty Powerful Warrior Mom. She shrunk you know??!! I was talking with her and thinking how lil she became And here I am, crying again 😭😭😭 But Emanuel was special, he used to say he was immortal And he is He lives on forever And if he was here he would be mad at me for crying 😭😭😭 Sorry for the sad post, but life has sadness too😞 In the photo my eldest son (in the green shirt) and Emanuel πŸ’”

4 comments

Log in to join in Reading is open to everyone. Replying needs an account.