It's funny how you could love and hate the same person. Love them coz they are all all you've ever need and hate them when they hurt you bad. But the most interesting part of the whole thing is having the spirit to forgive,there are a lot of people who loss the person who truly loves them coz he hurt them once and they couldn't find it in their hearts to forgive that person, the painful part is the fact that most often that person lives in regret wishing they could go back to those moments where they could forgive and be back with the love of their lives. To some extent pride is what gets in the way of forgiveness and not hurt, if only we could all put pride aside and let love lead the way we'll wouldn't have to live a life of regret after all.
Your love is painfully beautiful and if mysterious how can love and hate one person at the same time but I think that's because we first loved the person and they seem to be taking the love you gave to them for granted and we have no other option than to hate them