Distance
I am a traveler on a lost path
I'm looking for a torch
Whether I am looking for it or just wanting it, I don't even know it.
I am a sinner
I am thin of clay
Even though I am thin, I am a shrine of arrogance and pride
I am a slave to fame and fortune
I have shattered the faith
I have buried my conscience
Maybe I've killed humanity too
I am looking for peace, but to stand in this place is also useless now.
I don't even know how I got to this place now -
I know what are the times of this thin now
A long time has passed, but I know now
You were so close to me, but I kept running away from you,
You were with me at every turn, but I kept avoiding you -
Separating you from yourself, increasing the self-made distance -
A long time passed in restlessness,
In restlessness, in sins,
But I realized that,
These distances, these distances are made by themselves,
You have always been close.
It was a string of distances that seemed to be growing
It was just a crude idea.
Now I have come to the point where I want to kill every wish, every wish is just one,
Want to be close to you again,
I want to go on your way again,
This self-made distance is over in your presence
I want to apologize,
I want to follow the path of the believer,
I didn't understand it, I was stupid.
When was the distance, you were even closer to my vein.