Worries

Each day I want to keep myself busy at home and at work. Well, for all the thoughts running through my head, I still prefer to work as much as I am capable of.

Its been a while since I am overthinking about my health. What makes me say this? Well, a year ago I was advice to have a breast ultrasound during my annual physical examination. Due to my busy schedule, I wasn't able to visit the clinic again. It was recommended mostly for female employees. But this year, the physician examined my breast and said she holds some suspicious mass. So she recommend for an ultrasound 10days before or after my period. As it was not compulsory, it will depend on me when to have the laboratory. Days, weeks and months passed, I was not able to have the ultrasound yet. Though lately, I am feeling a bit worried. Last week before my period was coming, I feel some pain in my breast. It never last long but this time as I am having my period, the pain strikes from time to time. This makes me worry.

Having a doctor's referral in my locker at work, always keep me worries more. I want to know my health condition yet I am worry to know the truth too.

As a mother of three, I do not want to think more that I am getting sick. I want to stop overthinking and let my worries be gone. But for now, I prayed that I am okay because there are still a lot more to worries. We are struggling now for our daily needs as the expenses of my children are getting high. The little business sales seems not so good. So for now, I just want to pray for everything. Be worry free and stay calm in life.