What If?
There are many questions from my heart deep within. Those are my what ifs with that someone I love.
Just like ordinary couple,
We have ups and downs
We have laughter and tears
We do argue for some time
We do have many moments
that we can call trials..
But at the end of the day,
We have each others arms.
Though what if?
What if all falls apart?
What if the feeling is gone?
What if you found someone new?
Would you dare let me know?
Let me answer it for you, "NO".
Know why I say, NO?
Because my heart says so.
At times, I cry for no reasons
Or I am just being so denial
There are times I cried because I am hurting inside
I cry because I am afraid,
If you fall out of love
Will I still live again?
Where should i run?
Do have to be teared apart just like before?
Will I still manage to move on?
How can life be so unfair?
All these things are in heart
But I dont know at the end,
Will you still there to hold me?
I always thought of my what ifs before because of my insecurities. Though time teach me to learn how to love without being love in return.
Right now, no ifs and no buts.
Just love and everything follows.
Thanks for reading this poem.
📷Images from Unsplash
Poem is originally mine.