Not Feeling Well

September 5, 2022 Monday

It is a Monday but I do not have enough energy still. Its been a few days I am not feeling better because of my monthly period. Wayway back I am fine having it and a few years then it changes and now it worsen. Every month isn't always the same but the pain and some feelings is not really a good thing for me.

Last week, I am working on a nightshift and my monthly period visit me without any notice. So I was a bit happy because I did not feel any discomfort before it came. Though to my surprise it is worst than I thought. The blood seems to bleed fast. In a night, I keep changing sanitary pads because it will overflow. While working, I can feel the blood flows and it irritates me because it is really unusual. It really distracts my work.

The next day, I just want to rest and rest but still go to work at night. I thought the bleeding will slow down but still the condition is the same. This makes me a bit dizzy, as if I lost plenty bags of blood and the nightshift work adds up to my dizziness. I am taking vitamins and other herbal meds to help soothes my discomfort.

However, not feeling better will not hinds me from working. Yes, as much as I can move freely and still a bit fine, I will not let the discomfort stop me from working. Because I have a family to feed and getting paid to work is very essential as I am the sole earner at home. When pandemic starts, the struggle seem to becomes a nightmare but we do have hopes and dreams. Not feeling better is just part of living in this world. We just have to fight and continue living.

Never surrender for life is no meaning without having the ups and downs.

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Thank you so much for reading this far. I am trying to finish this article before my lunchbreak ends but I never make it. Just I have a tea break and just park my pen and go.