Loving and living in regret

I never really told you how much I loved you
But I know that now it’s much too late
I know I took your love for granted to often
Now I have lost my lover and best mate
My heart was full to bursting
When we met on that special day
But when you told me you still loved me
But you had no choice you were going away
I didn’t know what to do
I couldn’t face losing you
It took me all my life to meet you
Now my heart has been torn in two
I fell in love with you the first day that we met
The electricity between us I never will forget
For me It was love at first sight
I dream about you every single night
I know our affair could never last
Because for me my life is nearly past
And you are beautiful and so far out of touch
But I still can’t help myself for loving you so much
I know I will go to my grave loving you with regret
But I will never forget the feelings when we first met
You made me feel alive you gave me a reason to live
You were kind and so loving with so much to give
Now that I have lost you I don’t know what to do
I will spend all of my eternal life only loving you
One day I only hope you will find me waiting for you
And that we can be together just us two
I promise I will never let you go my love for you is strong
And we will live for all eternity where our love belongs..

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