Confusion

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4 years ago

Daddy I’m so scared
Daddy please help me
I’m so afraid here in the dark
They buried me here alone
In this dark and dismal park
I have been calling out loud for you
It seems like for days and days
Daddy why can’t you hear me
I have tried in so many ways
Daddy please come and find me
I hate it buried here underground
I have been calling you forever
Just waiting to be found
Daddy I’m so scared
I really hate this place
I never meant to hurt you
I know I bought you disgrace
But I couldn’t stand my life
My tormentors made me scared
I tried to tell you daddy
But it didn’t seem like you cared
You were always so busy working
I had no one else I could tell
So I started cutting myself in private
To blot out my living hell
It worked for a short time
But then the bullying got much worse
So I started taking drugs and drinking
To try and rid myself of the curse
I am really sorry daddy
I really had no choice
Something flipped inside me
When I heard a satanic voice
Telling me to kill myself
My life isn’t worth a thing
So I went out and bought some heroin
With my dead moms ring
I am really sorry daddy
I didn’t think that I would die
I’m sorry I sold moms ring daddy
I miss you so much please don’t cry
Daddy I’m so scared
I hate what I have done to you
I have taken everything you had
And broke your heart in two..

#poem
#poetry

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Thanks for shearing

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4 years ago

Nice post. Ure very creative

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4 years ago

Well I have once been in your shoes

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4 years ago

Really?

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4 years ago

I kinda lived that way when I was in high school

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4 years ago

Cool right up, though I never felt that confused, not until I got my first heart break

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4 years ago

"But it didn’t seem like you cared You were always so busy working I had no one else I could tell So I started cutting myself in private" I love that lines

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4 years ago

Thumbs up. Nice poem

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4 years ago

Yeah. I preety much do know that feeling

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4 years ago

I have been calling out loud for you It seems like for days and days Daddy why can’t you hear me.

Those lines remids me of my stay way back in Colorado springs, then I would go up the mountain with my Dad, and then not quite long he would be no where to be seen

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4 years ago

Nice one

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4 years ago