I just got here , wrote two articles wasn’t expecting people to actually read it , but they did .. didn’t get comments about them though just a couple of likes ,1 or 2 ,might seem like a little ,but to me ...it’s something and thanks to those that did
Yeah do I’ve been off here for a while ,been really sick , I thought that was it , I’ve never felt so weak and powerless In my entire life ,was taken to the hospital ,i hate needles but I was willing to take fifty if it meant I’d be alright , at night the pain got worse ..really worse ,I’m certain I got a visit from azrael..Gods angel of death.
We had a few conversations, meaningful ones , slowly my life was drifting ...my eyes became heavy , my lungs were lagging
I was so eager to give up the ghost as long as it’ll make the pain stop ,then for a very little moment I remembered everything I promised myself ,the life and accomplishments I promised myself and those I care about ,I smiled and prayed ,and told azrael to visit later , I had a lot to do and wasn’t ready to go just yet ,the next morning the nurse came in for my injections and blood samples ..
i agreed without saying a word ,because I was so eager to get out of deaths bed ,few days later I’m fine ,couple of body pains ,but I’m actually feeling better than I was few days ago , I really just came here to write how grateful I am, because I really don’t like sharing my problems with people,so here felt like a safe space ..I’m also glad That I get to continue this journey called life .