@Love_16 16 October 2021 more from that month

1st Birthday without you

*Today is my 24th birthday* *My first birthday without you* *There are food on the table* *We are complete at home* *My siblings, nephews and nieces are here* *I bought a new laptop at the mall* *My brother said that I was unhappy and indeed I am* *My sister-in-law said that my eyes are swollen and it was* *Upon coming home* *They sang me a birthday song without the word "happy"* *The delicious and pricy birthday cake you said you'll buy actually came* *I blew 3 candles for three different flavored cakes as though representing the words "I love you"* *But you are not with me physically anymore* *I know that you're watching me from above but I can't help but miss you* *You are the love of my life and I know that if you're here with me* *You'll be the first one to greet me a "happy birthday"* *A week before this date* *Say your wishes for me* *And tell me how much you love me* *I know that in my next birthdays to come,* *You'll not be there* *In the next holidays, especially Christmas and New Year* *You'll not be there* *In my next chapter of life,* *You'll not be there* *In my next achievements,* *You'll not be there* *Lord, please tell my papa how much I love him and how much I miss him.* *Please tell my papa not to worry about mama as we will take care of her.* *Please tell papa that I'll be fine and I'll never forget him.* *Please allow papa to be our guardian angel 😇 so he can forever be with the whole family.* *I know that he is now safe and sound, happy, healthy and will live eternally in your presence so I still feel happy.* *For the last time I'd like to ask you, "Pa, are you happy?"* Love_16 October 16, 2021 Saturday