The aftermath of losing someone I never thought I'd ever make an entry Luke this. I never even imagined writing things about this but here I am doing so. September 24, 2021 (Friday) is one of the dates I will never forget in my entire life. My father was called back home by God. He is now in heaven, forever in the arms of the Almighty God. The pain is unbearable and unexplainable. That kind of pain which can never be mended as it is in the heart. It's been a couple of weeks…
God was there when I lost my father My papa is a servant of God. When he was in his earlier years, he served on a Catholic church. He is also kind, friendly and all the things I can say about him are all positive. Not just because he's my father but because that is how he is described by the people who knew him. Everything felt so surreal and it was just like a dream for me and the whole family. Day by day, we still do the things we should and allow ourselves to take as much…
Things you can do for someone who is grieving Life will never be the same anymore. As my papa is now in heaven, all I can think about is the way on how I can take care of my mother better and how to continue living. I disconnected myself from most people. I just wanted to stay at home, curl up in bed and be busy with speaking to my papa. I'm glad that I was able to speak with him during hi last moments on earth and I even took care of him. I guess the sad part about it is…
Healing as a family During tough times, it's better when you have someone to be with. You might not be experiencing the same thing but you definitely need someone to lean on. When things aren't going your way, you definitely desire to have someone who will listen to your whims and rants in life. As you are hurting, you need someone who will assure you that everything's going to be okay. When there are struggles, difficulties, challenges, trials, problems and hardships, the…
Everything I do reminds me of you ***Everything I do, reminds me of you*** **~ A poem by Love_16** I love you, Forever and always. I will see you in God's appointed time. I miss you, Now and all the time. I will embrace you when we meet again. I long for you, Every now and then. I will hold you in my arms and never let you go when I see you again. I care for you, As you are my dearest one. I will keep you forever in my heart. *** You told me that you will buy me a delicious…
1st Birthday without you *Today is my 24th birthday* *My first birthday without you* *There are food on the table* *We are complete at home* *My siblings, nephews and nieces are here* *I bought a new laptop at the mall* *My brother said that I was unhappy and indeed I am* *My sister-in-law said that my eyes are swollen and it was* *Upon coming home* *They sang me a birthday song without the word "happy"* *The delicious and pricy birthday cake you said you'll buy actually…
Papa visited me in my dream October 16, 2021, Saturday was my 24th birthday. I was sad because it's my firth birthday without my father. He promised to buy me a delicious cake for me but he wasn't there to give it to me. Little by little and day by day, I start to accept the fact that he is no longer with us physically and we will never meet him again not unless we are also called home by God. I went to mall that time to buy laptop as I'm about to start teaching in public…
Answered prayer 🙏🏻 As I shared in my previous article, I am now a public teacher. I'll start teaching by tomorrow and I feel so overwhelmed with all the things that I need to do. It's more difficult than the face to face class. It only means that I'll have to deal with a lot of paper works and even if I have someone to ask about it, face to face learning and teaching is what I prefer. But as a teacher, I have to be flexible and learn how to adapt to this kind of situation.…
I resigned I couldn't as for more than what I already have at the moment. This year is indeed a year of blessings and answered prayers. I never expected things to be done this quickly but all I can say is that, no matter what happens or what I'm expecting, all things work together for good. As you all know, after graduating in college on April 24, 2018, I started teaching in private school from June 1, 2018 to March 31, 2020. In that two years, I experienced a lot and it was…
The cure to bitterness Humans are gifted with feelings and emotions. It's a unique trait which make humans different from other beings created in the world. Animals might also have feelings and emotions but it's not as strong as what humans have. Humans are also the highest form of God's creation. We have the authority over everything that God has created which is why most of us actually take those things for granted as well. **Have you ever felt that life is unfair?** The…
The Healing Process There are two major types of pain. Physical and emotional pain. Physical pain is when there is an external wound which caused you pain while emotional pain is when there is an internal wound which is unseen, only felt. Being in pain is a normal reaction of the body when something unfortunate or a foreign body is in you which you don't actually expect or ever desired to have. Practically speaking, no one ever desired to feel pain or be in pain. If…
Maling kultura Sa anumang lugar, bagay o pagkakataon hindi na mawawala ang kultura dahil parte ito ng pagkakakilanlan at pinagmulan. Iba't iba ang kultura at kinagisnan ng bawat isa pero anumang kultura ang meron ka, isa lang ang sigurado, hindi lahat ng kultura ay tama at dapat pang ipagpatuloy. Isang halimbawa ng maling kultura ay ang **pagpasa sa mga batang hindi kapasa pasa** dahil wala namang output. Walang basehan na natuto ang bata pero nakakapasa. Ano ang dahilan?…
Today's journey I slept at around 2 a.m. earlier. It's as though my body knew that I have no work for the day. My body clock is used to not sleeping early when it's weekend the next day. I've had a lot thoughts going on my mind and I've been talkative lately. I know how annoying I can be and how difficult things are going to be for the people around me. I can't do things by myself, I always needed someone to help and guide me. The first time I rode a bus by myself was nerve…
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