Stupid love
In 2011 I was in class nine,
The mustache line has just begun to become clear.
Chatting with school and friends all day was a daily routine.
There was not much curiosity about what love is!
I saw a lot of friends in love,
Cut hands, write notes, talk on the phone, etc.!
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That day was Wednesday (07-10-2011) I first saw him standing leaning on a neem tree in front of our class and talking to someone and smiling!
I noticed a beautiful toll on his left cheek when he smiled. Which fascinated me more than 7 days.
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Since then, as the days go by, the more I like the girl! I tell that to my best friend Bilas,
Bilas may have shared the word with someone in the class and later, especially my Al-Amin uncle's girlfriend, whom I used to call aunty in front of Sir-Madam!
He says to me, "Why don't you like it?"
I said how to say? If the girl falls in class six, give justice to sir! I just said it.
In fact, the funniest thing is that even if I give justice to Sir, he will not do anything to me (because then we were the head of the school and we would do what I told him to do).
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Anyway, the next day aunty told me today you have to tell the girl something. I hesitated for a while and then I said ok.
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The aunt brought the girl to the south window of our classroom and made her stand. And said Neel wants to tell you something.
And aunty said now tell me I am next to you.
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I didn't understand what to say.
On that side the girl is repeatedly asking what to say ??
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- No, I mean ... (I)
- What do you mean? (Girl)
- No, I mean ...
-Don't you mean so much? What do you say?
- What happened? Tell you tomorrow?
- No, he said today, otherwise I went!
-Listen,
- I don't like you very much! I closed my eyes and said.
That's why I left.
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After a while .....
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- Are you listening? (Girl)
I look at that girl,
- You sing so many beautiful songs!
- I sing beautiful songs, who is telling you? (I)
- No one said, I see that you were practicing singing in your class with Sir that day.
-Oh
- Well, I know what you were saying that day?
- Didn't hear what I was saying?
- Yes, I heard!
- So what's the answer?
The answer is not saying anything with the head down! Maybe embarrassed.
-What happened? Say something!
-What should I say?
- I love you! Say it
- I can't.
- I have to say no.
The girl ran away!
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With great difficulty I got the phone number of my daughter's uncle!
But what to call now ?? I don't have a phone and I can't talk on my home phone.
A few days later he says he likes me. But there was very little talk with him because his cousin used to study in this school.
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Then I bought a phone! Just to talk to him.
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The relationship was pretty good.
But talking on the phone is a problem!
I first talked to him on the phone 36
Seconds.
53 seconds later.
These two days.
Every day after school holidays I would tell him "I'm going" !!
He could have told me too!
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That’s how I pulled the class.
But suddenly I knew he said he would not have a relationship with me.
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I went to the back of the school and cried a lot!
Bilas explained a lot to me by going to their class but to no avail.
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He told me Direct doesn't want to have any relationship with me !!
But I still don't know why.
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I repeatedly asked why you do not want to have a relationship?
He didn't tell me anything.
Many others like me ask this question,
Why leave? What was my fault ??
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Those who leave say one thing, "I don't know."
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They know why they say this! And the superior knows ...
