A little peak into my life

Every time I try to be better, something comes up...

When I get over an addiction, another comes up..

When I try to love,.............you know what happens..

Now I'm tired.

Knowing if I try I let people down

So I act like I don't care.

I push people away.

I have so many digital friends but no actual one

I don't know if I'm cursed or something.

I've tried everything but gained almost nothing.

I feel like I've let my family down.

I'm not even staying with them any longer,

That's because I want to be someone they'll be proud of.

I miss them....soooo much but they have no idea.

I'm not perfect ..that I know.

I make mistakes I can't take back .

I try to cover them up but I make it worse eventually.

I once gambled with my school fees so I could have extra cash to get things I needed for school,it didn't end well.....lost it all.

I'm sorry

I'm trying .....I'm scare I'll still never be good enough

If there is one thing I'm good at its music.

I'm a fair singer with a good ear for music.

I've been singing since primary School.

Wanted to take music as a career at a tender age but my parents said I needed to study , " why don't I study music " i said but they said it wasn't a professional course.

But now I find myself dabbling into the same music...

It gives me joy,it makes me a good person.

Although I have one track out I want to put more out for people to hear.I'm working on that but it ain't easy....lack of enough financial strength.

I'm gonna try harder....that I can assure everyone who reads this.

I'm gonna be better

I know I'm just human but......

I'm Nelson

I'm Me

So.....@Macronald this is all I have and I hope you enjoy it.

A little peak into my life.

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