"Lazy me"

It was yesterday night,I hardly could sleep..funningly, I woke up this morning in disbelief of when I got overpowered by the hands of sleep though I slept like a baby...It got to me that it's time for my daily activities, this as always been a burden because seriously,I'm lazy but this activities I had to do just to keep up with my friends'standards and of course not to be labeled with a bad name. Most times it works but few other times, i'm caught in the act luckily by a friend or 2 friends who are quite good at keeping secrets.."we are secrets keeping buddy" but seriously my parents never let this laziness on my part slide as I receive lots of chastisements from them hence resulting in an outburst argument especially with my dad...this argument often leads to my dad keeping distance from me in which most of this scenarios I regret,but something I love about my dad is the fact that he likes one who admit his or her mistakes and faults and is ready to make amends and by so doing,i'm on a good side with him again...this continued for quite a period of time... seriously,this lazy part of me makes me lose lots of opportunities. I could recall an instance where I was to go out with the family..it was a Sunday morning..shandy,my younger sister woke up and sang the house in the delight of the little outing we were going as a family..Though this happens once in a while, aside my sister,I love this idea because I envy families who does this..But this certain morning we were to go out,I woke up my grumpy and complacent self. seriously I don't know what came over me but I guess I will always be me...my mum felt irritated like my dad but my siblings were trying to pacify me and at least brighten my mood but all this were to no avail...I remembered the look my mom gave me,"a displeasing look" but all these I was not bothered about until my dad began to blame my mom of my disgruntled attitude that morning . My mom could not take this and shifted the blame also on my dad hence an argument ensued that morning leaving the whole family in a state of confusion and unhappiness..This did not go down well with me because truthfully speaking it has always being my fault not either of my parents'.This lazy and disgruntled me in the family has wrecked havocs in which I have been trying to amend... let's imbibe hardworking spirit because hardwork improves,upgrades and establishes comfort in homes and societies where we find ourselves...