28 March 2023
Hello everyone!!!
Hope so you all are fine and happy!!!
It's been two Days now that i only do a one thing on my smart phone, actually it's a new thing to me and I'm curious about it and want to know about it. I spent most of my time in exploring the hive, i think i learned some things in two Days but still it's feel like I'm zero in this. I don't have potential to start blogging on hive just because i think what if i committed any mistake and anything wrong can be happen to my account and now I'm more caring about it because how i create an account only i knew it.
Anyways it's just the explanation where I've been busy now a day's. It's just like I've a new toy and i want to play it with the most until i get used to of it.
It's almost 12:45 pm here I'm sitting here on couch and thinking about something which is deep down for me. It's nothing else but just the family problems which suck us day by day.
A few hours ago i was reading articles of friends here and i really felt more sad about it. For me @alicecalope@alicecalope is always an inspirational person i always inspired from her that how she handled all the problems she had in her life. But i think which gives more inspiration suffered a lot too and it's her potential to bear all these trauma.
Than i read the article of @attentionseeker24@attentionseeker24 i was feeling sad again after reading the article just because i knew that she had lost her perants in a very young age.
Why i mentioned them in my article??
I know maybe there's no need to mention about them and their article in my article because many of you maybe already read article of both of them.
The reason
Sometimes I feel like that I'm losing everything and the only me who suffers a lot of things in life and rest of all are so happy with their life. Sometimes i get tired from pretending that everything is okay while everything is broken like glass. When i know that other's too in the corner of world who suffers than i thought it's not just me who suffers a lot of things and than the only one question arose in my mind why always us who suffers??
The Time when i feel i like lost everything
Every person is close to their Perants and obviously we all love to their Perants. I can't count their sacrifices which they did for me but I feel guilty that I can't do nothing for them in return. I want to do something for them as they've hard time now but i do nothing to solve their problems except asked to Lord for help. I can't see them in this worries.
I never share my problems with others because i think they can't do anything than why i should share my problems with them. I've a best friend in real life but i never tell her either.
Ending word's
I don't know when all these problems will sort out or maybe never because when one problem solved than other say hello to me. Personally i get tired from it but i can't pretend to anyone that I'm tired either. But i never loss hope and I've to be very hopeful too.
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Thank you for your time
Damm girl, I try to ignore phases like this but seeing your words it's getting reflected back, lol. Someday will be our day we will be able to return everything to our loved ones that's how I think and gets relieved a bit. We can't take these feelings out completely but we can override them with other feelings as these feelings makes us sad and being sad has never worked out.