My mind wasn't ready for ______

Sometimes you aren't prepared for the things but they happened suddenly and you got shoked when suddenly those things happened. It's okay we should be ready for everything because it's life and everything is possible but sometimes how a pleasure sudden change into sorrow especially when you're not expecting this.

I don't have any topic to write at this time as my mind is fully disturb now and is full of tension. But i start to write on what's happening with us since last two Days.

My mind wasn't ready for that

It was 6pm of teusday and i don't know why but I feel sad. I felt just like I'm gonna lost something which is precious. It was sunset time and i went to upstairs that maybe i feel good in front of sunset. And instead of clicking the sunset i start to recite some verses by thinking maybe God help me to feel better and i start to cry that what's happening with me?? I can't understand at that time.

I come back to downstairs and i said my mother in law that today I'm not feeling well, i felt just like somewhere, something goes wrong and she listened to me silently. Than i went to kitchen and after five minutes my phone bell rings.

I picked the call in hurry as it's from my little sister and she informed me that my cousin is in hospital and doctors admitted in hospital and no one at home.

What happened to my cousin

She's my first cousin daughter of my father's brother and we cousins have a strong connection with each other especially when we're not in good mood or not in good times.

She was pregnant and it's just 25 week of her pregnancy and she's not feeling good. It's just 6th month of her pregnancy that doctor asks her to come hospital for her delivery case. We're not ready for it. We thought maybe the pain she felt since last week it's normal pain during pregnancy but those were labour pains.

She gave birth to a baby boy who was just 6.5 month old and doctor asked her perants that either they wanted to save mother or baby and obviously we want to save mother.

Her baby was died but it's just not the sorrow she bear at that time.

It was 11pm when my father called me that she gave birth to baby boy and he's death and we burried him in graveyard and than come back to home.

My dad was called to her father in law and informed to them but they didn't give a good response

Actually my cousin was married to guy in February 2022 and than the boy leave her by saying that i can't live with her anymore. She left my cousin after one month of marriage.

And not even a single person came from her laws to mourn us nor her hubby or in laws called to her. She bear all pain alone. I don't know how a person is so much cheap that he comes to know that his baby is died and he doesn't call, message to her wife. We said to our cousin that don't worry we all are with you but we all know that at this time a girl need her husband more than anyone else.

They're engaged with each other for 4 year's and i think 4 minutes are enough to understand someone.

We know that she come back home after one month of marriage but we're not ready for that she lost her baby. We thought might possible after having a baby her husband values her. But here expectations hurt.

Ending words

We don't know what's the God plan as we know that God plan is more batter than our plan but at this time it's hard to have patience. We know that now he is preparing the divorce paper and sent to her.

But he ruined her life badly. With in just 6 month from February 2022 to august 2022 she's suffering from a new pain. That's hurting too much. May God help her to have patience in this Time.

Thank you for reading my article and sorry if i wasn't active here and maybe next two days I'll not active here because i think she need us at this time.

And family should be our first priority.

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