Memories.. In my childhood life!

Hi guys i want to share to you some of my memories in my childhood life experience.. Its really hard for me to understand everything because im just 12 yrs old. When my grandmother died. Actually shes not my real own grandmother she is the eldest sister of my grandmother and they together raise me as their own child that time because her only one child died by diarrhoea before in world war 2.

I was very much annoyed by them because they were very, so much strict of raising me as if they were the new military major of the country. They don't like me to go out with friends of boys group. They keep telling me that I have to be friends with girls inly because its not good to be friends and be together with kind of boys coz im a girl a mayve i can be easily get pregnant.. My gosh i dont really understands them. But the time that my grand mother was ill.. She's very ill as in so much. She can't breath and even having a single breath.. But i remember befor it happens that she get ill so much.. She talked to me one sunny afternoon wete looking at the seashore at our window. She said" you have to be brave enough to face the battle or life here in this world, be wise good enough to be in a good way to others. And always seek God if you have a trouble time of your life. Don't worry about anything and dont be afraid of anything Because God is always there for you no matter what happens to you no one will helpbyou except him your God put your trust to him and all your problems he will help and guide you what it ever it takes to you. Then she said that im going in a far far away place that i could never see her anymore. She said then i said can i go with you sge said if your time comes.. It will happen to uou also.. I don't understand that day that shes really saying goodbye to me coz she will be going to pass away.. Then 1 weeks later she became super ill and died. But before she died in that moment she telks me to open widely our main door coz there are 3 people who is coming to get her.. But i open it only so wide but i neglected it all. And i let it that way then i was shocked that my grandmother is not breathing anymore.. She died August 26,2001 i really miss her my grandmother our moment together when she was telling me some true to . Lifes stories.. About their child hood and how she open her 3rd eye also.. She can see what i see also.. Good night have a best rest.. To all of us here.. Love yah..