Yes depresion this is my situation for long time.. its starting when i was young maybe im 19 yeats old because im young on that time i always go outside with friends go outside drinking alcohol until morning unil i drunk. Yes im very happy on that tile because im not apriciate the life or the concequence that i will face after my happiness until i got pregnat i dont know if who is the father yes! I really dont know because i have boyfriend chinese ,korean,american then i got friend i didnt notice im pregnant untip one day while im in internet cafe talking with my friend i feel dizinnes and i got vomiting then i suspected my self do i need to buy pregnancy test?? And i just thinking if how many months that im delayed? Then i buy pregnancy test then i foubd out im pregnat! I feel happy but i feel lonely aside because my dreams qill be gone and failure.. but i continue to study even im pregnant then i still continue meeting my japanese boyfriend he support me for everything i need he support also school expenses but he didint know im pregnat but im still lucky i have him until one day i hide him i dont know now? Im so sad becaues i left him maybe if im still with him my life is success now for sure..
Will continue this for nex episode 😊😃