Some days I feel like I can conquer the world, and other days I’m not really sure how I am even continuing to function. Some days I feel like my heart is light and full of simple melodies of peace and calmness. Other days, I feel like my heart is so heavy that it is weighing me down and I’m carrying everything. There are days where it is hard for me to express myself, and there are days where I’m too assertive. There are moments when I can’t seem to make a plan for the next day and days where I plan out the next five years of my life. There are moments I want nothing more than to be loved and accepted by someone, and there are days where I feel perfectly content being alone.
I’m starting to learn that my heart is messy. I’m starting to learn that not everything is black and white or scripted to perfectly fit together. I’m starting to learn that some weeks consist of being on track and other weeks consist of falling ten steps down. I’m starting to learn that my heart is messy.
I’m starting to learn that sometimes I still feel the sadness of a broken relationship and the excitement of the new. Sometimes I feel butterflies and sometimes I feel like I’m building walls to stop everyone from coming in.
I’m starting to learn that you don’t just always feel one thing. Sometimes you feel so many different emotions at once that it’s hard to articulate or understand what is actually going on.
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