@KatinessEverdeen 26 September 2022 more from that month

The time when I was in so much pain, but still somehow managed to smile, few of my close friends might had seen me crying in the corner, holding the pain within for too long is not easy job and I remember that so many times I had burst into tears, and screams that it's hurting, Everytime I try to be a well mannered, disciplined person ( not in front of my friends) but this thing from the last few things have always put me in some awkward and difficult situations, most of my cousins, relatives might had never seen me crying but Yes Ye Bhi Ho Hi Gaya, it always make me feel so bad about myself, Dude this isn't me, it's just the situation that has made me act like that, and also iam the person who is so concious and dedicated towards my studies, my degrees 3rd and 4th semesters had been worst for me, the person who managed to be in the top three in her 1st prof was not even in the top 10.