Little effort

Exactly 5 years later I came to this house.

This is no longer my father-in-law's house,

This is my ex-father-in-law's house.

A house I know a lot, this house, balcony, furniture, stairs, everything is very familiar to me.

But now I have no right to all this.

I have come to give Aishwarya a korma.

Aishwarya is my son, 6 years old.

Aishwarya was with me for a year and a half after the divorce.

Then the child had to come and go in turn in both the houses.

Maya would be for him,

He used to stay with me and his father for two days.

Now he can't come to me anymore,

She lives in this house with her father.

I teach in a small school,

With my low salary, I could not give Aishwarya all that she needed,

And that little boy used to say to me- "Daddy gives me everything, why don't you give it to me?"

I couldn't answer why I didn't want to

The tears were all stuck in the middle of the throat.

When my little Aishwarya used to come back to me from this house for two days,

Then he would say haughtily and half-heartedly-

"Amui, why don't you AC? I feel very hot in this house,

Why isn't our house as big as Dad's? "

What I used to mean to my little Aishwarya then, now she smiles when she remembers.

The korma in my hand is his favorite,

I used to send it to Redhe

But after two days, my husband Shihab was very upset to send these lines.

I can't even take the baby home anymore,

Aishwarya is quite wicked, Shihab can't take her wickedness.

He never spoke well with Aishwarya.

A few days ago he told me,

- "Why did you leave so much love?

To stay with Aishwarya and her father. '

But Shihab knows why I left Ejaz.

The day Ejaz first laid his hands on me, I left him.

My parents never wanted me to leave Ejaz.

So my father took me to their house with a kind of force,

But Ejaz and his mother had told his father many things that day.

I really couldn’t accept in any way my idol my dad being insulted like this in front of me.

Just left.

I left that family with a baby,

Society has not listened to me less,

My parents didn't tell me less but I couldn't go back,

Ejaz came, I did not go.

Then I thought I was an educated girl,

Why should I be insulted by him.

But today when I came to this house and saw Ahna standing in front of the dressing table I bought, I felt unbearable.

Ahna is the second wife of Ejaz.

All my favorite sorted things are hers now

At one time my Ejazatao is now his.

Well, does Ahna sip on my and Ejaz's favorite coffee mugs?

Damn all wondering what.

I couldn't find anything in the kitchen.

Ahna came and took everything out.

But I arranged every corner of this kitchen in my own way.

Aishwarya is very happy to see me back from school,

Judging me one by one in everyone's name,

It shows it

Listening to the story of her new sister's mischief.

My mother-in-law said from behind-

"The fragrance is the same as before. Look, don't give too much sweetness again. You have too much sweetness again."

This man is the same as before.

It hasn't changed a bit, when I used to cook, it used to come like this and catch mistakes.

I used to be angry then, but today I know why I feel good.

The font sounded harsh,

Shihab's phone,

As soon as he was caught, he shouted loudly, "Will Mili not return home today? Where are you chatting with your friends? You don't remember the family and the child."

I just said softly - was there a meeting?

He may have ignored and replied, "If your meeting is over, please return home, madam. My sister will go for coaching."

Senjuti had a coaching class today.

My only favorite is varsity coaching.

I quickly cooked korma in a box and left for the baby.

What kind of chest was twisting while going down the stairs.

The day I left this house, it was not so hard.

Aishwarya came up to the garage with me to say goodbye

Then his question started,

Why don't you stay with us? Please don't stay with us, please.

Suddenly I asked myself-

"Ahna, why didn't I stay!"

Shihab is very angry, he never touched me,

But sometimes it seems like all these things hit him twice and left the house.

But I can't,

Because this divorce cannot be played again and again.

Couldn't I give Ejaz another chance?

To give Aishwarya just a mother.

Couldn't I keep the world to myself,

The way Ahna has compromised with Ejaz,

I am adapting to Shihab.

I could, I could have done it with a little effort.

Thank you.