Its probably one of the things that was just waiting to happen that I set on a journey to form my own path in this life. While money always seem to take the front seat, I have learned to embrace the fact that there are things in this life that are much more than money. Its the things that help us realise that money is just a reflection of how we are doing in terms of vibrations and happiness in our lives. Sometimes it's commitment but most times it's the happy vibes that bring forth all that will help us align with our deepest desires.
Intro
Its been heavy cycles after heavy cycles of learning to unlearn all that we had learned over time. Only to find out that our life set up had been perfectly fitted for us and all that was missing is us in the picture, we needed to grow awareness and know what we did not know or at least get on with the first steps of getting into the unknown. For us trading has been coming first for a long time but the yields had been low like we had been learning to teach and not gain much. With a some dedication, persistence and a whole lot of love for the charts we have learned to maneuver the bull traps and the bear runs by falling for stop loss hunts and buying during corrections.
At time when we are feeling fresh, there'd be this sweet feeling that would overcome us during our normal routine and everything would be perfect. Things would remain perfect until a thought comes through, almost any thought that doesn't feel good would drive this good feeling away from us. Not knowing how to bring back the good feeling, we'd try to cope by going for a jog or switching tasks or sleeping, sometimes eating or working out, it helps to feel good but not like that feeling that overcome us with blisfullness. We needed to have a couple of years of cycles to actually get it that that feeling of blisfullness was calling us home. Like a soulmate that misses us too much for too long, but as we listen to the inspirational gurus on YouTube we would find that we are our biggest love, our biggest support and relying on people is not too advisable. But we had to learn the hard way by coping with the pain of things we do not understand at least not fully.
During the cycles we always has this urge to isolate ourselves away from people, trying not to associate so much with anyone. In so doing we believed that the pain would go away but it just seem to get more concentrated. We prayed, a lot but that too only helps up to a certain extent. It wasn't until we learned that self expression in truth plays a huge role in keeping the pain away. As we watched movies, listen to music and observed the way of life around us, we got to notice that pain demands to be felt.
"Pain demands to be felt"
-Imperial Affliction
As pain demanded to be felt, we saw that most of the things people did in life was to overcome stress or confliction of some sort. Everything around us has been set in place or produced as a solution to some sort of pain, no matter how small the pain. This has allowed us to deal with the pain and look at it differently by embracing it, acknowledging it and then letting it go because we don't exactly want to keep having pains all our life. This type of embracing the pain came after getting to know that by fighting the pain, it just attracted more pain which is good for getting stronger but it's no good when one is blind to what is happening. So letting it go helped is understand that instead of pain we can have love but because we are still growing we get to know that it's a learning process in finding our fit in the world. Finding our flow.
Saying that it was hard is an understatement, it was excruciating but we got stronger with it. We learned a lot of our truths through the pain, although the pain has subsided we still have a lot of calibrating to do. We have found wonderful mentors that we watch and listen to on the daily but we have to do the work our self. We often hear that it's a process, trust the process, now we are learning to align ourselves with the process and it got easier even with the pandemic scam in our faces we still somehow managed to accumulate some momentum that got us here and we need to keep aligning our self with the good good feeling and putting in the work so that we can really feet to where we are aligned with our higher self.
By work I mean the things we do to get rid of the stress. This stress came from an intense purging that had happened from advice that we got. The advice went something like, "you need to let go of your old life to make way for the new" this was absolutely right but the way the advice was meant that we completely delete all our presence on all platforms including cloud storages and pretty much just format our life. And we did. What this had brought us was madness. We had been too open to influence and building ourselves back up had been one of the hardest thing we did because it was all done blindly while in the midst of so much experience. It was like having had graduated from top class in sophisticated fields and getting stripped of the knowledge and blindfolded into a minefield and got told to dance our way out. And dance we did, setting off all kinds of bombs you can imagine, the only thing that kept us together was the affirmations that kept us felling good. We'd tell ourselves that we are good enough, that we are complete and powerful and as of late we learned that nothing matters more than that we feel good and this helps a whole lot in feeling good.
But this still isn't enough, we needed more because it seemed like the momentum accumulated always slipped away. We'd go to sleep and wake up mad then we need to calm down which takes forever. We can do it faster now but it has taken a minute to get to these speeds of doing what is like the easiest thing in existence. But learning we must do. The valuable lesson here was that with if we just feel good enough and slow ourselves to be guided by inspired actions we'd be alright, until we wake up then we'd need to recalibrate again and again.
Throughout this time we've gained different types of inspiration that brought us different people to learn from. Some of these people were great mystics who games hunger, there's those that claim to feed off air and sunlight only, those who claim to do all kinds of things but one of the best was Nikola Tesla.
" If you want to understand the universe, think in terms of numbers frequencies and vibrations."
-Nikola Tesla
The first time we read this was during a video compilation on Tesla, there has been talks of the numbers 3,6 and 9. We didn't care too much to pay attention but it later can to our attention that to properly understand what we had been going through, we needed to think like Tesla did. After learning a bit on the frequencies, numbers and vibrations, we got to know that they form everything and everything form frequencies, vibrations and numbers. We got to see the world from a different view, learned to love more and appreciate deeper. The pain and suffering became an illusion same as fear, something to see through. Although we needed more growing to do, there was so much love being passed around everyday, everybody is busy having a dance of love making with life and with others. Even stress or pain was a form of love just put under a lot of pressure so now we needed to learn how to release this kind of pressure because we saw that disharmony caused discomfort to others around us.
Although some mystics advice us to ignore this, we feel that we must learn the art behind this so that we can handle ourselves better. As we get the signals from the solutions all around us, we observe something within us that tells us that we somehow not fit or just that there is something wrong and it just doesn't work out so we opt to do the numbers game which serves to keep away some pain and stress. This we have observed in writing, singing, sports ANC a lot of activities that involved focus and concentration. They always told us back in school to concentrate, but we were never really taught how to concentrate. By focusing on the task at hand we learned that it keeps the pain away, the pain we carried for so long stuffed in within us like a teddy bear stuffed with stuff. We get to laugh about it but as we write about it it's not our focus anymore, our focus is the numbers, the frequency will tune somehow as we continue feeling good so will the vibration as we keep moving because it's necessary we keep moving. If we do not move we keep getting hurt, all the ones that we thought could help us brought us to where we are.
We are extremely thankful for the lesson but the life must go on, the show never stops. We will find ourselves when we do, for now we try our best to curb the pain. Fasts and alkaline diets and workouts are filling our wildest dreams so we follow the advice to feel good and fill our thoughts with these things that we feel good thinking about. Its all good.
Everything that came across fell into one of the two, aligned or not aligned. Most are aligned with themselves and whatever they do, which is very comentable. Their alignment with themselves and what they stand for or do sometimes is in conflict with what we do and stand for but since we also fall into one of the two alignments, we too are either in alignment or out of alignment. This has been a compass point to establish whether we could align ourselves with any of them that showed signs of alignment but it always turned out that they'd be too far away to reach or something throws us off, entirely. We also seem to have some energies around all the time, we love and respect all these energies but we do not exactly want to be confined all our lives
"You could have just left me alone"
This was what we heard one lady saying in the many videos we watched as we did our research and self studies relations to others experiences. Its a very sensitive topic but it's only sensitive if we treat it so. Most people don't worry too much because they know we will be fine either way, it's only a matter of time and proper alignment. With the right diet, good feeling and the right people it won't be hard to drive us into our alignment. Now there's something else we have heard that it's a numbers game and as such it keeps going. It will never stop,making the earth one of the biggest arenas or battlefield. To be here and not know it, it's quite tiresome because people take it that either you are with them or your are not, when you are not that mean you probably don't deserve any help from them on the contrary what you deserve from them is some sort of challenge addition or more weight on your shoulders. This has brought us to understanding that everything is based on definition too. There are no bad people, they are only bad in contrast to what we perceive as good. In knowing that we got to feel even better about learning how to better understand people's behaviour. Especially under the contrast that people treat us how we show them to treat by how we treat ourselves. Also that most of the time how people treat us has more to do with them and their experiences rather than about us and our flaws.
Its an interesting cycle of discoveries, looking at it from different perspectives helps a lot. Looking at it like we did at first, from a pains perspective, we had narrow vision but as we changed perspectives we got to know that there's layers to this thing. There's emotional energies charging these layers and it only keeps getting better as we will ourselves to explore more and dive deep into the unknown with our goal to feel good always by learning and leaning towards those things that make us feel good.
We know for sure that it's only a matter of time before the veil is unveiled to reveal the unknown much more clearly than we perceive it to be. As we lean towards love and luck, we are well received by the cosmos and the cosmic entities. On this day is the new moon, a magical marking on time as the begining of a very beautiful new solar year, marking the dawn of the age of Aquarius in the house of Aquarius, it's amazing how much potential these air kings carry in their waters, they have seen it all and experienced it all, really just waiting to celebrate the gains but in this case a clean up of the messes made by the Piscean energies is currently in place. The stars are amazing but in silence and mislead knowledge we at times get to read so wrong and start wishing we knew then what we know now but that would defy the purpose of learning.
"You could have just left me alone"
The most natural state of the human mind is calm and connected, tuned and turned on like Abraham Hicks would say. This is the state on mind we keep phasing in and out of. We struggle to keep a grasp hold of this mindset only to learn that we keep it by letting it go just like we earn by giving. Instead of trying to hoard what little knowledge we have, for the appreciation of those that mentor us and teach us, we too do not mind giving a bit of knowledge. After all, what does it really matter when everyone knows yet noone seems to know. Its a real good time to be alive and we are satisfied with our care. This especially make us feel at ease and feel better than we did before.
Conclusion
Life is an art, expressed in so many different forms. Some go out of their ways to help others express themselves better while some make sure others never get to express themselves. We'd like to believe that what's meant to be will be. What is, it what it is, but more than that, it is what we make of it. In contrast that the past pales in comparison to the future. What we went through got nothing on what is ahead of us.
As we align ourselves with the great source, with no harm to none, we wish you well and send positive energies your way for your love, your life and all that you are about. Abudance in all your ways shapes and form. Continue to prosper like you always should and share your gifts with the world. Forgive for it is for your freedom not the one you are forgiving. Don't hold back, find ways to harmonize, equalise and balance.
There is so much love for you here.
Love and light
Hermitworldwide
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