I am a hot mess, very well aware of that. Maybe not hot in looks but certainly in the energy that flows around in and out of me. To my greatest disappointment I didn't quite know how valuable my time with you was, if I knew I'd have cherished it even more by extending it, protecting it and making sure that I'm sure of myself in letting nothing come between us. This is to my love, my career, my hobbies, my pets, my interests, my dreams, my goals and my so much that I had the pleasure to commune with in this time and space. I still share my love with you, sincerely, unconditionally.
I am not apologizing, I cannot do that, not in my right mind. I am expressing to you my need for you as I know you but that is not possible, far from possible actually because I have now in time learned about us. Our union so sacred, unapologetic union that needs no explanation, sees no boundaries, knows no limits, unconditioned and we'll groomed.
The peace that I need to accept how ruthless but broken I am, the humility that I need to accept help thats actually not on offer. The strength needed to accept the fact that we will never have it like we did, "it's the way life goes" you hear them say but it's the caccoons we as a society developed for ourselves, against ourselves all while we go on to claim that we are one. We facilitate mass murders and suicides, call it plagues, pandemics and mental sickness. Am I still not getting the point? That as the good that I have grown to know, there is the better opposition who is the opposite in every way and he is who needs my embrace.
They like to say all you need is within you, that's totally true but what's more true than that is that it's immediately without you. As your physical body is actually in your spirit body which is your true definition. So to say that you are complete from the inside out and this should not cause any one energy from without you to feel any less threatened by you understanding only to inner-standing it all before overstanding it all. There is a need for a great deal of patience, and a lot of sacrifice which is really all illusions really.
Nothing is more real than what you make of it. Death is life and life is death. Take it easy, it might overwhelm you. Maintain a sound mind, sound judgement, have no fear, cultivate in you the best spirit from the greatest heart you know. Have your own, grow your own, groom your own, go after your own. Just own it. Worry about your own. And if you can't presently do that then you want to be aware of the need to. Slowly through the blood, sweat,, insults, tears, shaming, or whatever low vibrational energy is exerted on you know that you are not that , you are never that energy that makes you feel. The moment you let it, then you did let it. You allowed it.
Embrace yourself with everything that you are about, all that you are, in all of you. Yes they will never stop, even more reason why you shouldn't stop. Especially the eccentric always on the move. The one that keeps getting away so much they have to take advantage of you. Cry baby and when you are done, get to work, work on yourself my guy. Self love is an age old habitual practice that proves to be the vervain to most of these things that seem to want to drag you down always.
For every grass growing there is an angel leaning on to it whispering "grow,grow" next to you, around you is so much love, so much appreciation, you most certainly deserve the greatest of angel not only whispering and powering your growth but facilitating you to achieve your greatest.
Your greatest doesn't have to be anything from your past, you greatest started the moment you decided to do those pushups, to finally invest in that course or that business, to finally write that book on cryptocurrencies or what have you. You greatest is what you put you mind,body and soul towards. Your belief system is your greatest. This is my greatest that you will certainly reach your greatest version.
I'm satisfied with my care!
Supreme love n light!
Bless up!
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Mercury X Venus in Scorpio
Neptune in Pisces
Jupiter, Pluto & Saturn in Capricorn
Mars in Aries ♈
Uranus in Taurus
Bless up!
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