A shining star
A love world
A beautiful tune.
A road trip to journey.
Fears to conquer.
Deep must we go.
Heart must have.
Fire must burn.
Water must bend.
Air must hold.
Earth must learn.
Conqueror must remain.
Strong. No weakness!
One of the hardest things, waking up disoriented after knowing for so long that your spirit half was under some spirits arms that you only know the pretentious half of even you even know them. There is everything offsetting about this because at the moment I am not filled with any kind of anger. I'm actively releasing myself from all types of blockages especially memory blockages. The weird thing is that they seem to be communicating with my spirit man but do not want me to find out at all so I leave his to his and mine to mine. Project fuck these cocksuckers is activated, not for posting just releasing some truth that I was reading a quote the other day of why people fail and it went on to say that it's because they listened to their families, I'd do well to post this one on Facebook where the family can see it too. They got me thinking this is all a game but to me it's not a game at all, to me this is something I need to escape out of, and once I'm out of it I do not want anything to do with most of you. I'm not lying to myself when I say I'm single, and childless. I'm really going to be this way for so long and the reason is that I'm pretty sure my girl has other things to do and I wouldn't like to you know paint her time line with this. So what calls for this post, the influence. After doing a flush yesterday I had a blissfull day. Then one of them returned, a touch and at that moment I started felt these weird sensations that was the first. The second is forceful sleep, just pushed to sleep unawares which is nothing new but then this time something was forced into me, also not new.
I really think my spirit man had this plan or goal or some other dirt bag has this in their plan so it's not exposure it's the truth sharing to save a few lives maybe they feel something for the lives they have taken over the ages. I know I do. And I'm tired of taking lives at all. I really think and believe this time around I'm a perfection in all my 360 and more. All I need is nature's complement. I do not believe that I run on sperm or grow cos of dick. Others maybe grow from mine as they suck it out but not me. Even when I took suppliments I always had been hijacked in my sleep and got sucked off. At many times I record the voices and videos but the best approach to this is letting these mothefuckers know that you know, that you are not afraid. They should watch their lily loose butts. Yes all of them. You sleep and the party comes alive for what good reason? To help you think that you are blocking you? They can actually here it right now that there is a second lead voice that fades in and out. This subtle observation calls me to fuck em on this. Not about bitching, it's the so called power that it's about. Really? That's the kingdom I need to return to? Are those my subjects I need to see again? Really? If there is no negative emotions on the other side how are the actions so low? Even if it's mere difinition? I'm beginning to understand why I'm most likely to live off the rest of my days just travelling to places I let my higher self take me. I do not wish myself to be competing in such piss contests. It's too small, too fucked up and all too puny. Yes there's great empires build upon it everything bigger more golden shinier enough for hundreds of years well year my worth alone is the sum total of y'all out together and you still have to keep counting but what do I care is that what this life is for? Pissing contests? I don't fuck with that at all. Not in this country not in this region because well I've conditioned myself not to look at it as such that I judge the individuals involved no fuck no, they are not worthy. The worth goes to the whole number and on this whole number is me and this has nothing to do with the past or what I know from before. This has everything to do with me right now and who I see myself to be. I don't even see myself to be with anyone, I'm not worthy on that scale. My whole scale is of a very different approach totally different and yes this is very helpful for me as I journal this it help me with my growth and let's these motherfuckers know that I ain't playing when I say that its only one tick then we balling and that's WhatsApp.
The rest like to present like oh no they are treating him so bad when in actual fact they really do not care, they are just waiting for you to run off so you can come back later with something new. Even right now, they are plotting for your return already even before you left. You need to have some really strong spells prayers and what not for you to actually remember to ward yourself in every place you go to. Otherwise marriage be the only way of assuring that your human forgetful self won't be caught off guard. Marriage? Marriage happens all day everyday, when I described that one just touched me and that whole vibe was back, yeah it's marriage, you greet someone, you marry them on a very small scale. Some look at it like connection establishment whatever but if you have these one breaking all covenants for you or off of you in the theta stage then you wake up too refreshed but too attached to the sleep effect without the memory. What's the bother, just forget about it literally all of it. Because these functions call for self reflection I am forced to wonder and ponder which then results in me getting feedback from the devine. Also this devine is different from person to person. My devine is just something else. Sticking to the point here, with these marriages happening all day everyday the best way is not to cut them apart like I do. But I love it! The best to do is cleanse really really well so much that all the bad energies will have nothing to hold on to. When you fast or invest your energy that investment is pure love a d so the negative won't have space to fit in. On the normal the average unwoke human being is exerting such positive energies they are bout to irritate those around them hence you find the positive one thinned out as the ones around suck out the energy whenever the positive one sleeps. It's no joke but when you look at the bigger picture it does not matter much! How dare I say this after going on so much! The realness of this is as real as I make it to be. I believe that I have won this puny contest, why? My levels are by far much higher and much more gone than anyone who has ever reached this much time with this much awareness and still go on. Im done man, I got nothing to live for, I'm happy whole, broke so many records I'm tired now. I've really done it, got the riches the bitches, had the best of the best on my side every single day I was never alone. Now I should keep going on for what good reason numbers? Really? Is there no way to just defect.
We can even go to the other star that is so bright one of its aspects is a billion times much more than our old sun. Ok on the human level these things intrigue me, I live science if absolutely everything. I'm not indecisive, I like to see and experience all outcomes at their best. I love my egos, but I have been losing them to gain them just when I lost the one then the other replaces the other the other is healing the other and before I know it I'm back as the other. It's fun but I'm tired now. And this fear loving phony who has gotten enough of my memories always painting the same memories of my assault night and my substance abuse past not even abuse I merely used. It likes to paint those memories all over my mind as I get busy but I have observed a threshold where it fucks off. There is a level of attachment from sleep that you must shake if that's why people smoke, talk, fuck, drive, exercise, write, eat, drink like I'm doing now is to reach that threshold and then you can breath by it's only find for as long as you don't think or you don't move much like your ass got to very still and calm. Like I can't do that, one little tickle from it and I got my swords and guns out I'm ready to tear these things apart you know so to counter that I do what the masses do, increase the numbers in the paradox set up by ourselves. It's amazing we go around screaming it's the law it's the law. Hearing that I realize I'm born in the wrong country I mean in the wrong time and space all at once.
This kind of feeling that inspires that right there is those marriages, when you aren't super cleaned out such mixed feeling happen, it's amazing how I'm in this and I'm my own study subject. I'm just wondering of who am I going to be fine with fucking over you know. The rich, the poor , the young the old, the guilty, of what? You know. Living alone is so much better but a social butterfly like my one ego can't fulfil without interaction, bitcoin squad isn't enough for that if it was then I'd be complete. I have so much discovery to do. I'm so hot on what I know but so cold on what I don't know. I need some balance in this shit. I'm believe myself to not be wrong but just offering different approaches everytime. It's school time for them everytime they go mute, they are listening. Always always always always listening. Silence is the language God speaks. Forget the past and all invane endeavours that didn't wake you. Proceed knowing that it is all well. All is well!!!
The truth of the matter is that I personally do not care.
Just like that right? Yeah just like that.
When All mine is multiplied by a billion folds, I will rejoice like never before but for now all I really want is to relax and find an easy way to pass away without the illusions of going back to primary like would I ever? This is past orientation. This is not a question of whether ass or no ass. It's too past that. So I do what I know best. Be me as I've always been. And let them be. I'm sorry I choose none of you, I choose none of yours. I want nothing to do with any of you! Take it all all of it. Have it, I don't get why after all this time you still have succeeded at taking it all. I s it the fact that I restore myself in everyway shape and form going out in all my sphere of being? Calling back my girl, she seem to be the only one I live for these days. Even there's even one to live for. Maybe rap about it ... Finish the book. That's definitely more like it!
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Supreme love and light
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Venus in Scorpio
Neptune in Pisces
Jupiter, Pluto & Saturn in Capricorn
Mars in Aries ♈
Uranus in Taurus
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