Its Been Long Enough | It's About Time Now!

In this time of the age of Aquarius, during the era of decentralisation Vs centralisation more than before. I feel so empowered to fetch my life, this empowerment is beyond me, beyond my dreams, even the wildest one. I find that most of all want a piece of me or rather they want their pieces in me which is a spell or two from cleanse and banishing soon to become nothing. The goal is always to remain more of me despite what is taken out of me, the vortex got to grow but so do I so I centre myself and allow the greatest of all forces to bring to me that which resonates with me most. Not because I feel like I want to belong here more than there but because it is my path set forth by the stars. My path was written long before anything could plan its way into my mission or anyone for that matter. So it is only fair to believe that all that is happening is suppose to happen the way it's happening. Wether it's the panty drops or you wake up feeling lost about how they got turned inside out, you need not worry. All these serve to strengthen you will, strengthen your beliefs in who you truly are. A cosmic entity one that bows down to noone, you follow no orders no rules in no way shape or form. All that has happened happened because you decided to come into this time and space which you knew before hand that you would forget your greatest of all time and be locked in your physical body by techniques you are all new to. The net, fluoride, and advancements in chemistry and physics to come with advanced mind control techniques was not something you have been prepared for when you reincarnated. So brave yourselves. All will come to light in due time.

When you only have two options left which one is enlightenment or suicide not death, death happens all day everyday, when those cells are busy dying and rejuvenating all day everyday you are dying day in day out. So it's up to you to completely renew yourself in everyway shape and form. From the depth of the cells to the tissues to the bones, and the spirit, the heart and the mind all should be renewed momenturily almost as much as you breath. The best thing about this is that you will actually feel it. You will know of the high vibrational disc and how to get on it and how to keep on it. Whenever you wake up from deep slumper and realise that your calibration is off. Instead of going off with your thoughts and wasting the death of thoughts because the wise men once said that we have thoughts so that they get to die instead of us. So when we wake up and we are weighted down by some other vibes thoughts that clearly tell us that we are not on our high vibrational disc, take a deep breath and think back 72 hours. Look at your body, are you glowing? When was the last time you glowed? What did you last drink? Who are you staying with? What are you staying with? What do you listen to? Where do you live? How do you live? Do you obey? What's your idea of disobedience. This is really not a dog eat dog world, it's only so if you make it to be, this is not a free world, it's only so if you make it. So what are you creating? Every single step is important in getting you closer to where you want to be most. Where do you want to be most? Is it a physical setting or emotional setting? Is it a state of being or a state of mind? Are you defeated as so to submit and bend over and plead your aligence or do you really dare to be great and really use the resources afforded to you by all that there is.

We live in a very beautiful world, the noise is all over but in that waking moment you find that you feel agitated by the sounds you hear. You might have chosen to identify with them as with all that is around you as you have already convinced yourself that that's the truth that's your way out. So how many of these have there been? How long has this been going on? Its just basics nothing major. You see the thing about truth is, is that it's the one thing that can set you truly free. Sure numbers, frequencies and vibrations do that too but unlike the truth. So getting on that high vibrational disc is of ultimate importance, if I happen to have told you otherwise or did something in the contrary then you know that this is the only thing you'd want to believe from what I say that nothing matters more than that you feel good. That good good feeling of happiness is dependent on no place no time or person even all the people in the world could never make you happy,you allow them to do so. So why not allow yourself the happiness you so deserve, and for sure many time you are almost there and wonder what gets you off your high vibrational disc, I'll tell you part of. Its involved giving your power away, what this really mean is just allowing certain things to happen that do not serve you. No power is really given away, you never lose, you are always winning but the one also winning from you has to make the noise to keep you down so they keep catching up with you.

Isn't it beautiful when you get to know that you are not the one catching up, ever! Until you allow yourself to fall short which is off the high vibrational disc. Which means that any problem or illusion that arised, arised because you allowed it and let it progress into an actual part of your world. There is so much put into illusions becoming things but on the opposite side of the scale it takes almost nothing at all to get back to who you really are. Its like a no brainer but when you chose to come back in this time and space you knew that there would be advancements that would possibly or rather most probably leave you lost to yourself for so long I within yourself by playing yourself into your lower vibrationals. So when you change the things you think about, the things you think about change. All these are not to twist your mind, its how it is, I'm not telling you to change or do anything. I'm on my high vibrational disc and this is part of me keeping me there knowing that the only time I get to play catch is if I get off my disc. This disc, my high vibrational disc is more massive than anything I know of or ever imagined so forget about the world's I've been creating I got a whole high vibrational disc now and it feels so fuckin' good to be on this high vibrational disc.

So the point of the two one being suicide and the other being meditation. Both lead to the same thing. Except that with suicide like a gamer you will have to wait to respawn compared to meditation where you do not have to cut the human experience short, the goal being enlightenment, meditation is the way. The goal being ultimate freedom , suicide becomes a consideration because ultimate means that life became meaningless. I've been on this thought vibe too many times, and now it became a joke to me too, so much that I know it's a waste of time to be thinking that way. So I think better, not always meditating but being on this high vibrational disc and keeping the good good feeling is my highest focus because this brings in the gold and eventually it will lead to my liberation in a the best ways possible.

No pressure but expression is very necessary especially when you keep cycling back into the obvious, it gets boring so you need something new, something fresh. Level up, get stronger a bit wiser then that would also maybe need a new devil and other new things to challenge on a different level. Can't be listening to the same playlist forever. Its get boring. Change is the only constant and this is surely one way of making sure that change is welcome. If the presence of change is lagging, praise of what's there will lead to contentment. Its the lack or the inspiration of lack that attracts more lack. So why lack? You are endless, limitlessness in the flash why play yourself short? You are agreeing to be small for a lesson it's understandable for a whole lifetime it's imaginable but forever? Really your playing small doesn't serve noone, that's why that guy from Coach Carter stood up and said that "our greatest fears is not that we are inadequate but our greatest fears is that we are powerful beyond measure. Its not our darkness that frightens us that's where we hide, it's our light that's scares us the most"

This is by no means telling anyone to go good or not. Things are only good because of the bad contrast, things get messed up by definition. You are where you need to be, wether you go, stay , die or transform it's all good. Its always good. Remain playing small, it's still good, even better than going big because big is something small minds aren't equipped for so it's a challenge from the universe if you can handle the weight of the world on your shoulders like why would you do that? For a lesson?yes sir? As a fool? That's a trapped wise man so that means that you got some growing to do. Even when you think you are there there will always be room for growth. That's why we are energy to always have room for more. Always moving, always growing always going and getting so much more. Its a beautiful thing and a beautiful place to be.

So if there is nothing to be gained in playing small, why not grow? What does it take to grow? That routine? Maybe a change to it? The goals? Maybe revamp them? It is nothing really, we struggle with nothing. So many times we make so much noise about who is hurting us who is sabotaging us or our mission. But whats really happening is that we are closing ourselves in by giving up so much time to our environment and surroundings instead of ourselves. We gain so much when we grow ourselves instead of just being tools in the grant scheme of things. Its not about denying connectivity but facing the truth.

Ask yourself this, would you receive good news and celebrate or not? Of course you would celebrate. Now wouldn't you listen to yourself as you talk about serious things like a certain death of someone or a major endeavours going on in life, something of concern? Of course you would. So you do want the best for you and when it's not about wanting the best for yourself then you are working on calibrating yourself into your best form and this never ends. So everyone who you approach in life is a teacher, respect them enough to allow the lesson and also allow yourself the growth coming from the lesson. You are not defeated by being the better man, we sll strive to be and do our best to bring out the greatest version of ourselves. But the truth is that our greatest versions are far more hidious then we'd like to believe. We have grown accustomed to these indoctrinations that are wrapped around us with the outlook to keep us safe but beneath, just beneath lies the devil's we make to be angels. Most of what we talk against we actually approve. We would be complaining with our voices but our deeds would be telling a different story. Alignment is key. By no means do we reffere to a trinity though, although that is more probable than not, it's a choice to pick up extra personalities for the many lives we lead hence the calamities and consequences that happen which only mean that we are out of alignment, and we enjoy it so much that we don't want to get back into alignment because it's much easier and more fun being bad. Then again it's all an illusion nothing to worry about or fear, everything for forget and forgive. That's how it goes, when you align yourself you find all these things going on around as some glitches and if you dare align yourself you will be tested to your death if you allow it to because everyone who played or who is just not aligned will question why you think you are better than then or why you want to be different or why you don't want to take it or whatever words they'll use to get you away from aligning, it's nothing bad, it's a test of faith to test your focus and dedication to the things you talk about, what do you really mean to you most of all. How cheap is your talk is the reason for the test. Can you walk the talk and talk the walk. Walk when not able. And stand your ground to show that although you can clown you are not the clown. You stay in your power, always. Align. Align.

This is where you get most disapprovals, why? Because you are busy being you, you are learning to love you. When that happens you sort of open yourself up to things, good things, different from the things that you are known for. Because the things you are known for will keep you were you are or they have brought you where you are. Much like Albert Einstein says that "imagination is much more worth it than knowledge" you will need a whole lot of it to get to the next level but also letting it go. Albert Einstein also said that "we cannot solve a problem with the same mind that we created it with" all the more proof that change is the only constant. We need to grow, change.

One last thing is our methods or style of attachment. Very important to us because we are a collective of our life , choices and all that we have been. To get better we must become better in all the areas we would like to see better. Something have a hold on us that is rather unhealthy. Like the way we like to think that we can only do one thing or a few things and so we keep to it, our specialisation. Impressive and it gets us the numbers we need to conquer a lot and the frequencies needed to achieve better heights with better vibrations but that shouldnt be reason to keep us stuck in places that are conflicting with our vibes. If you come to a place of hostilities and you feel it right away, you'd best leave and find harmony same as when you feel the need to dedicate you sense discomfort so you seek comfort. Now if you come to a place that receive you with no hostility, and hostility arises while you are there, best take your leave but better than that you'd do yourself well to decipher what caused the hostilities not to put you out of alignment intentionally but to make sure that it doesn't happen again. Then if it's a matter of necessity like needs or wants, you'd like to get to the bottom of it like the way you find out that it's a numbers game but that's basics, quality matters, further in you want to own these numbers so ownership comes it. Yes it's a lot physical but this is how the game is these years. And the only really beautiful part of all this is the correction being done by the dawn of the age of Aquarius so we need to get stronger for now. Forget who we were a few months ago. 2021 is a whole vibe, a whole new begining. Anything going back for, should being in results if not then it's not serving you or the vortex a it's doing is wasting you, your time, space, and abudance. Protect these by knowing more.

This is advice to self by the way just to understand that the great God that I am doesn't play these funny ass games, sure it's part of the biology and physiology but there is a fear being entertained that is just so exaggerated that the question of worth always comes in but we are always in too deep to actually know that we even have a choice of movement. It gets intense ,so intense that you get played right in your eyes and it's been so much now that you know you are actually actively co-playing yourself. Sometimes you lash out and find yourself whiling, this is not you but your inner being embracing you and the momentum you have picked up, which is enough to be used by him to jolt you into some sort of action that he wants to use to get your attention in order to focus on alignment rather then other people and what they have to say. Notice how little they have to say when you stay on your high vibrational disc? Its a beautiful thing really to learn your truths and keep to those truths to find more truths that there is nothing wrong with you or your world. What's wrong with your or your world comes in after you listen to all they have to say and then you change your natural self to fit in with the status quo. They serve them, not you! You serve you! Not them! Maybe you've been on that level this long to get on the next level of the vibrational disc and carry on with the new perspective.

When fears and illusions are curbbed you can concentrate on earnings and maintainence of the life you dream of. Understand that everyone is going through their fights, what they need is your love and support not your obedience into oblivion. By obeying you are just feeding their bad habits.

But it's all a big illusion.

Its all in our heads.

Sleep it off, you shall be fine.

Love and light!