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January Craves Date: January 5, 2022 Before 2021 ends, I wrote an article regarding "$6 prize: where to go", a quick recap I'd mentioned that $6 is my winning prize from the Christmas Challenge and Christmas Competition where I received both $3. With that prize, encourage me to give myself a reward. A reward that I really want to buy is a sandal and shoes. Today, I am so happy to have received a message from the delivery of my parcel. https://read.cash/@JustMaryel/6-prize-where-to-go-0e40b48f

My excitement and fulfillment buying something for myself from my hard work and effort. I just even put in "my day" in facebook not to brag of course. I also put a short story behind it, here it goes. Mama knows I want that kind of sandal and shoes and everytime we open that topic she is always willing to give money for me to buy it but I always decline her co'z at the back of mind " I want to bring one using the money I earn. It is my wants not my needs' '. Finally, I brought one thank you once again to Ate @bmjc98 and Kuya @TengoLoTodo for initiating the challenge co'z honestly I don't have confidence in my entry because other entries are beautiful. So, that is the remembrance of my 2021 Christmas and the first gift for myself. Most of the users are already done setting goals for the monthly and even the entire 2022 and some have done their monthly report about the gains and losses of the previous month. Despite the losses, I know we ended our year in 2021 with a fruitful and colorful year even though the market is red, red and red. I remembered how epic my November goals are. I decided that I will not set goals in December  , just go with the flow again, in which I unlock more achievements. Firstly, I've published 30 articles out of 31 days. Despite the struggles, laziness, and load I am, I still manage to accomplish. Second, giving back to the community by sponsoring some users and doing the upvotes even in small amounts and helping those who are in need. Third, reading 10 articles and interacting which I oftenly achieve because my passion in reading slowly fades but I will try my best to overcome this laziness of mine. Fourth, I won in the Christmas Challenge that I expected and received gifts from others that I never expected. Fifth, giving Christmas gifts to my family and converting BCH earnings for New Years Eve celebration. Last but not the least, start trading even if it is a small amount which happens on the last day of 2021. A perfect last day of 2021. **Totally Heal (Mentally and Emotionally)** Behind my laughter and smile, raging emotions and a wreck of soul hide. I am the type of person that processes the happenings after the events that happen. Through overthinking I found out I abuse myself and sometimes I even forgot who I really am because of what people say towards me. People who can't accept their mistakes and put the blame onto others. My emotions  and thoughts cannot be put into words because I avoid hurting someone with my words. Hopefully this month, I could finally recover and stop abusing myself. **Peace of Mind** To achieve this I need to cut the connection in some people in my life especially those negative ones and have a crab mentality to bring others down. **Achieve 1BCH** This is my ultimate goal and I think most of the users. As I've said in previous articles, my goal had always been delayed because of occurence. For me to achieve it, I really have to work hard for it together with perseverance. More grinding self😘. Happy to see you in sponsors block❣️ Lead image from Unsplash. JustMaryel sending you Love❣️

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