A Simple Reminder When You Feel You Are Useless and Don't Deserve To Be Happy
Maybe you feel you don't have a big contribution to the people around you. In fact, in every field, you feel that you are nothing compared to other people in the same field. Until finally you feel useless.
You feel lousy, not very reliable, even to yourself. Let alone to make your parents happy, just make yourself happy, it seems that you still find it difficult.
Then, you ask yourself. “Will my future be bright? Or, "Will my life end up in vain?"
Life is hard and full of trials. A test that sometimes makes a person wonder about the nature of his existence in the world. Oftentimes, we feel that we are useless humans who are only able to give up on circumstances after such a great struggle.
While out there, people have established their steps in pursuing their respective successes. Their life seems perfect. They are supported by a lot of luck, such as a well-established family economic condition, extraordinary talent, and so on.
You feel like useless dust.
In fact, the dust that you have analogized as something meaningless has many benefits for life. Dust is useful for bringing down rain or snow, when water vapor in the air reaches a saturation point, the water vapor requires dust in the air to combine to form rainwater. Dust is also useful for blocking direct sunlight so that living things on this earth will not dry up because of the intense sunlight. As well as other benefits.
Each created has its own mission in life. If we make an analogy with a film, everyone is the main character in their life. The success of others that you often see should not be a benchmark for your failure. It's unfair to only compare the results obtained by other people without ever knowing what kind of process is going through behind it.
You feel everything you've been through is so hard. Far from perfect. But believe me, behind a life that you think is far from perfect, God is preparing you to be something valuable. Know, actually no one is born into a perfect life. Everyone always has a test with their own measure. Maybe if you were born into a perfect life, you would have nothing to strive for, and no motivation to make things happen.
Maybe you have been through a lot of failures. Failures that you even forgot to count. It's okay, before that there were also many great figures who had experienced many failures before finally getting success. You are not alone. Maybe through your many failures, the creator wants you to be closer to Him. With more hanging your prayers and hopes in the sky after such a great effort.
It's all just a matter of time, until one day we realize that there are beautiful lessons behind the exams we go through. Do not give up friend! Everything will get better soon.
“Failure is not the opposite of success, it's part of success.”